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Mercedes Terry Poem
Hood Dreams
How do you think she feels,
as she watches her mothers eyes become still?
knowing her life will never be the same,
because her mother choose to live hers in vain.
not doing right like she said she would,
she was like a crack fein,
except she was addicted to the hood.
the same hood that helped her meet
this man.
that lied and cheated and had a real
messed up plan.
the plan to get the hottest chic,
get the most pimped out ride.
he had that hood dream of a better life.
with those glazed over eyes willing to do or die.
so he pledged his life to the hood,
as most niggas would.
cause that's the only way
he felt he could survive,
and make his hood dreams come alive.
but there was a clink in his plan.
he fell in love with the same chic
his homie was with ,
and who's brother had her last week.
cause she was about her money
and said forget his hood dreams.
cause she was willing to get any nigga
to get ahead.
and was not about to let his hood dreams
m,mess up her's instead.
so all this stuff went to his head.
he felt that if he couldn't have her
nobody could.
so he smoked a little cush to
calm his mind picked up his 9
and blew her mind.
like i said how do you think she feels.
as she watches her mothers eyes
become still?
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Mercedes Terry Poem
State of Mind
Sitting here wondering why,
we have daybreaks
before we see the light.
Sitting here wondering why,
the poor are sick,
and what's the government
trying to hide.
Sitting here wondering why,
God takes the good ones
and
leave the bad to survive.
Sitting here wondering why,
we have to kill thousands
just to get one man
alive.
Sitting here wondering why,
I wrote this poem
and
how it made me cry.
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Mercedes Terry Poem
Ask Yourself
Have you ever wondered
how it would feel?
The rush you get
just to kill.
Have you ever wonders
how it would feel?
Driving drunk then pressing pause
to hold life still.
Have you ever wondered
how it would feel?
Saying no before the rape
victim actually becomes
still.
Have you ever wondered
how it would feel?
To read this poem
and
know that all this is real?
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Mercedes Terry Poem
His lovely Charm
He
tells me he loves me
and how much he really cares
the brotha even tells me
that he breathes my air
He gives me these speeches
about how I'm the only one
He caress my wounds
and feels the pain
of hurt and regret of
lives short lived and
memories laid to rest.
And as cliche as it seems
you could even say that the
brotha was my safety net.
Buy as start to give in
to his lovely charm
I start to fall in
and his feelings begin
to unravel the truth
of what i should
have already knew
his lies and his speeches
and that lovely charm
was just a easy way
to get what he wanted
and in the end
I was left with a heart of ice
and love only filled by battered lies.
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Mercedes Terry Poem
Another statiscate
Hey you
with your press on nails,
fake ponytails
and to your back hair weaves.
Hey you
with your kids in
the system while you
swearing you miss them.
But still recieving your
welfare checks.
to support the habit
that got you into this mess.
Hey you
with your slick baby hair,
claiming unknown ancestors
to disclaim who you really are.
saying your half belize and
3/4 cherokee.
to prove that your different than
the rest.
When we know that your mother
and father are negro,
and were born just up the block.
Hey you
with your golden book of words
that speak the truth.
Blessing people with your words of wisdom.
just waiting for them to come
with a comeback to critize my truth.
but hopeing they listen to the
words so they won't become
another statistic.
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Mercedes Terry Poem
Free Me
Sitting here in a
dark room
filled with lies,
and battered family ties.
That bring so much
hatred through these
broken down eyes.
Filling the pain wash over me.
Like the nile river
a sheet of grief placed over me.
Trying to look
beyond the window.
Placed inside of me .
Portraying the truth of
what they really see.
Wearing name brands and fake tans.
begging,
trying,
pleading,
to be anyone of the things they
see in me.
Trying hard swimming fast,
breaking down every glass.
Hoping to shatter past,
of broken homes always alone.
Staying in a grave of depression
beyond belief,
but as I step on to my
thrown and the world hears my song.
I finally feel free
maybe one day free enough
to be me.
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Mercedes Terry Poem
secrets
Hidden behind
the black of the eyes
lies a secret.
So dark and deep
it creeps through your soul,
and haunts your mind.
The people around you,
have you scared to unleash
the truth.
Because your secrets has
brought death to others
so why not you?
Hidden inside
the veins to your heart
your secret controls
whether it stops or starts.
So why keep it inside,
just let it go.
The secret so deep,
I pretend not to know.
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Mercedes Terry Poem
Fan
He always stands
in the back.
with his head
tilted back.
Gazing upon the stage,
thinking damn if I
could hit.
man if i could lick
but the girl wont
gaze his way.
he watches her
body move
like a ribbon in the
sky.
she seems so innocent
so pure
the type of female he could be
intimate with.
Then she looks his way,
her smile bright as day,
Then slowly turns away.
that's all he needed
he gets up with
lotion in hand walks
away a happy
fan.
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Mercedes Terry Poem
Addictive
Wait,
Stop,
Think!
Can you imagine a world
with out me?
Compare it to swimming
without a breath.
To life without the heart,
to love not shared,
to glamour without the flare.
It's hard I know,
because a one chance meeting
will have you needing my soul.
I'm addictive.
I'm more phenomenal than Mya's woman.
I'm addictive,
I'm the part that makes you whole.
I can be your spring,
or your winter.
I can be the spark
or end to your flame.
Can you Imagine a world
without me?
I am your cure to detoxing,
I am the drug that got you there.
Addictive. Addictive. Why am I?
When you read these lines I'm not
talking about my sex
although I've heard it's the best.
It's my soul,
my mind.
It's the secrets I share.
My soothing voice filled
with care.
It's me whole,
nothing changed,
no one to compare.
So when I ask a question like
Can you Imagine a world without me.
Don't wait,
Don't stop
Don't think.
Because that will get you
lost in mesmerizing thoughts
of me.
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Mercedes Terry Poem
The unknown
Like a morbid claw
death's grip is placed
over me.
Like a cat with nine lives.
I search for serenity.
A pace were I can clear my mind,
and focus on the me
I need to be.
Holding back a life unknown
to few.
Were parasites live
hoping i wont unleash
the truth.
Holding back a life
filled with abortions
so mis- trusting in the man I need.
He watches my eyes
watching his eyes,
filled with infidelity.
It's always me,
working,
striving,
steadily surviving.
This life placed in front of me.
Wondering how they
wear those phony smiles.
While they secretly envy me.
Talking behind my back,
twisting up the facts
of what they thought they knew.
Concentrating on the past.
Scared to look forward relying on the false truths.
There parents bore through
there impartial minds.
But it's time to give in.
Because the unknown always remain
unknown.
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