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So I've got a little blessing
And his name is Ja'mere ,
he's the toughest of them all,
Like Bone Crusher " Never Scared".
He's everything to me, and I swear that he's a sweetie,
So I'll protect him by all means and will always be there when he needs me.
He's got a twin brother, identical the two,
but their so different day and night,
but still I love them, yes I do.
My brother's so freaking smart, silly, and he's funny,
I'm addicted to his love the way that Pooh Bear is with honey.
Whenever I am down, you know just feeling all depressed and,
feeling like I'm not myself, somehow my manziz keeps me laughing.
I love that he's so talented, he can color, dance, and sing, and although he has no rhythm, I still love to watch him dance.
He loves video games too, such as drag racing, Fighting games, and Football,
and shooting games as well, and he also loves his basketball.
He's a ruff little man, and just adorable as can be,
he's getting older, growing taller, gosh I can't wait til he's a teen.
I can see my brother now ,
he's just as handsome as he wanna be,
he'll be getting all the girls, but see he'd never treat em mean.
Cause see I'll be around to teach him and to school him on some things,
He'll know how to treat a woman and know to never cause her pain.
Because my mother raised him well so he'll respect and treat her right,
and if she's anything like me she'll see he's the best thing in her life.
He'll be nothing like these youngsters out here killing, stealing, dealing, acting crazy, he'll be book smart, and well educated, and look he'll always be my baby.
He's got a real big heart, and he truly loves his family, he's my little night and shining armor although sometimes I know that he can't stand me.
But hey that's what big sister's are for, yeah sometimes they could annoy you,
but they only want what's best for you, and look the good part is they spoil you.
I love you Lil Manziz and don't ever think that, that'll change,
we all love you babyboy, and I know you love us just the same.
Keep up the good work when in school, keep your head up love, stay focused,
don't let no one tell you " You Can't", cause you can be anything and you know it.
I'm so proud of my Lil Manz because you you've come a long freaking way,
learning to become a big boy, and getting smarter day by day.
This one's for you little man, and it's truly from the heart, I love my little blessing,so from me to you my little star.....
Love Always -Big Sis
Copyright © Sharaun Bullock | Year Posted 2015
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So hurt I am, slowly dying
inside.
Frustrated because we can't
make it right.
Mad because I could never see,
your body was here but heart
was no longer with me.
Sad because I can't let u go,
this silence is killing me, you
don't even know.
Angry because I cry and I cry,
and tell you my feelings and
get no reply.
Disappointed because we can't
be together , but still I will hold
on forever and ever.
With high hopes on you
changing, or finally able to see,
that I'm what you need and
with me you should be.
Your ex's are nothing , is that
what you want?
Thought I was first in the heart,
thought I was the one.
Did I move to fast? Were you
really not ready? How long
have you felt this way?
Thought I made you happy!
Thought we were on the same
page, I thought we felt the
same.
While your losing no sleep, I
fight through the pain.
Got me all stressed out, Tryna
fight back the tears.
While your heart is else where,
I'm fighting for it to be here.
Putting up this big fight cause I
don't wanna lose you, it seems
your looking else where while
I'm still trying to choose you.
I'm all wrapped up, you got a
girl Tripping, I let my guard
down, yes you caught me
slipping.
Three years we've been in this,
so why throw it away?
My heart's shattered to pieces,
come make it okay.
Why aren't u scared to lose me,
did I mean anything?
Set your pride aside for a min,
I mean do u feel the same?
Do u feel like I've rushed this,
like I've rushed us?
Please answer my questions,
boy I
love you so much.
I just want you to hold me and
make me feel safe.
I want you to fight too, do what
ever it takes.
Are you really waiting just for
me to get better.
Is that really the truth? We
really can't be together?
I'm asking these questions
cause I gotta know, was it not
that deep for you to just let us
go?
All these un-answered
questions, please just give a
reply.
Please don't tell me " nothing"
when I'm asking you" why"?
I love you so much and your
blind to the facts, I'm the ride
or die girl, like I'm where it's
at.
Copyright © Sharaun Bullock | Year Posted 2012
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I put my troubles in god's hands and he took care of it all, it's amazing how he works, he's always there when we fall.
I kept it all in prayer and though it all took awhile, no more stressing, no more tears, now it's joy and more smiles.
He showed me what a struggle was, and believe me, now I see, I won't ever take for granite all the blessings he's given me.
He showed me how to be strong even when it hurts, and to be thankful for what I do have because others go through worst.
And when I thought " man i'll just give up" I swear I heard him talk to me, he said "my child now's not the time, do you not believe in me?.
I said " god I do believe but things are getting way too hard", he says "my child come stand by me to see this tunnel from afar".
But still I couldn't see it, I said " you must've dimmed the lights, and I'm so tired of going through this, and I want back my normal life".
He says " my child have you gone blind? Take these glasses, because there's a light and if you wanna see this change you have to help me make it right.
To make it right, you can't give up, you've gotta fight for what you want, you'll go through struggle, life ain't easy so it may take days and it may take months".
I said " I promise I won't give up, but can you just take away this pain?"
He says " yes, if you do your part, you know I'll do the same.
I then did as I was told and on my journey I had some falls, but I still kept getting up, and as for that dirt? I brushed it off.
And from a distance along my journey came along this wall, and I jumped in my bulldozer which took care of it all.
After the wall came crashing down, I could finally see the light, and from that moment than, I knew that god had made things right.
Before I heard his voice again, that light came beaming down on me, and not a full minute passed before again I heard him speak.
He said " I told you I would change things, you've kept your promise, now you see, though we may not wanna struggle, never quit and always believe.
So although it does get hard, and things block our way so change we can't see, just give it all to god and he'll fix it for you because he did it for me.
-Shaii
Copyright © Sharaun Bullock | Year Posted 2014
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There was this boy that I once knew
So handsome, so sweet.
And with just one touch from him I swear I'd get so weak.
He would tell me I was beautiful, and he always made me smile, couldn't ask for nothing more cause I ain't felt that in a while.
He was everything I wanted, thought he was every woman's dream.
I couldn't stand to be away from him, and he'd never treat me mean.
This boy was my protector, my knight and shining armor, and when it came time to have my heart I had givin him the honors.
We were friends before our relationship so I would tell him everything.
I love this boy a bunch, and dreamed of taking his last name.
We been together for three years and sum, yeah I'm talking real serious, but lately his behavior has got me kinda curious.
He went from the boy who kept me happy and always kept me smiling,
To a boy that doesn't care about me cause he hurts me and he's lying.
He brought a girl in our home and in the same bed we share, and f'd that freaking Girl and he didn't even care.
It hurt my heart real bad and he continues to deny it, I'm young but I ain't stupid and I know it when he's lying.
He loves her more than me and I gave him everything.
I was the best girl he had so why'd he cause me all this pain.
We get in this dumb accident and I get his butt to kiss, all this time that I spent loving him and now I see where his heart is.
I thought I had his heart but now he's torn between the two.
He said he has to find his self, I know that that ain't true.
My mind is sayin walk away but my heart it just won't do it.
I know everything he's doing and yet I sit here looking stupid.
Dwelling on the past, thinking about what use to be, thinking how stuff was before when he was so damn true to me.
Back when I was his everything and he showed it everyday, when he would cuddle up and kiss on me in every freaking way.
I'm Hurting deep inside, I try fighting back the tears, he don't love me no damn more, have I wasted three long years?
I be sitting in this room kicking things, yelling ,cussing.
Stressing about the pain and knowing that aint doing nothing.
Cause stuff is still gone be the same
At the end of it all, cause i fell hard and really hard and I know it's all my fault.
He be out there Havin fun, I sit here miserable as hell, and I know then he's wit her and that ish makes me mad for real.
But like Vivian green said " I gotta go, I gotta leave".
I can't stay where I ain't wanted cause he don't wanna be wit me.
But before I turn this page Imma leave ya butt with this : all the love that we had shared I know I'll truly miss.
But I deserve so much better, more than u had given me, gotta let go of this now, I'll find someone who will love me.
And all the stuff I did for you will hurt you in the end , as I move on to a new beginning.
I gave away the heart of me ,it was a lesson learned, as I move on to happiness you will be sad and alone.
No one could compare to me , I'm high class, at least I got that trophy for the best you ever had.
Copyright © Sharaun Bullock | Year Posted 2012
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This one is for you dad, I guess I had to write this poem, had to tell you how I feel because I've kept it in so long.
I love you, yes I do but this is what's been bothering me, never thought I could forgive you when you said that stuff to me.
You hurt me bad that day for real so it seems I can't forget, and every time I think about dad it really makes me sick.
Couldn't believe you put them before me, I was always there for you, and every time you needed something I was always coming through.
Snuck you food and snuck you sheets and although I'd get in trouble, it didn't mean a thing because no one would come above you.
When the family would talk about you I took your side without a doubt, I'm like " you only get one dad so y'all just better watch y'all mouth.
I would give you my last dollar without a care on how you'd use it, and when I told you that though dad you had me really looking stupid.
You called me female dog you called me whore, and that mess killed me deep inside, you had me really snapping on you, I can't believe you made me cry.
I tried to hate you for it dad but my heart won't let that happen, instead of hating you I'm missing you and that just got me mad and...
I want you to tell me you love me, and that you won't do that mess again, because I really need to hear it, I think then I'll let you in.
Let you back into my heart because I swear the love was fading, didn't know how I should feel about you and that's just freaking crazy.
You were talking to me like I was a chick out in the streets, like you hated me or something, like we had some type of beef.
It's crazy that I miss you though I thought that wouldn't happen, I thought I could forget you but you would always keep me laughing.
With them crazy freaking dances and the crazy things you'd say.
I would tell them I didn't miss you but thought about you everyday.
But dad with all this being said I'm just trying to let you know, about the the way you made me feel and how it's hard to let it go.
I just want my old dad back the one who used to hug and kiss me, the one that always cared and showed he really loved me.
I said I want my old dad back, the one I'd sit and conversate with, the one who kept me going, the one I'd joke around and play with.
So here's this poem dad, hope you took heed I hope you listened.
Didn't wanna make you mad but welcome to my ventilation.
Copyright © Sharaun Bullock | Year Posted 2016
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It's amazing we connect the way that we do, an electrical spark between me and you.
The moment we lock lips is a beautiful bliss, swear that I be loving and yearning the feel of your lips.
I yearn for your touch, I so love when your near. My protector, my soldier and with you I don't fear... a thing.
My joy and my laughter through all of the pain, it's no game, it's all love yes none of it's fiction, and I swear when your gone babe it's you that I'm missing.
Only you that I'm f******, I don't like that word, it's only you that I'm loving and making love to, it's not a soul in this world who could love me like you.
Why? You're my one and my only, my ace, my rider, my shooter and homie.
Like the back of your hand defines how much only you know me, I didn't think I could love but I swear that you've shown me.
And I'll admit to you baby it really feels good, I was "loving" them suckers who were up to no good.
But all they did was play me, but if it wasn't for them I would have never met bay see...
You've really opened my eyes, I fell in love with a real man that I cherish no lies.
So with you babe I'll ride til the wheels fall off, til the ship goes under it's TEAM US and all...
Because I love you the same way you love me and forever and always I got you, and you got me!!
Love Always
~Wifey
Copyright © Sharaun Bullock | Year Posted 2015
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I miss my little angel,
so beautiful and sweet,
so smart, yeah she's intelligent,
and she's so darn unique.
She was always singing to me,
whether 123's or abc's
or just any other song which made my heart skip a beat.
She's got a smile that lights the room
and a heart made of gold, and I call her my "Lil Mamas"
just cause she thinks she's really grown :-)
And If ever she see's you crying,
she'll be there to comfort you,
she'll give you all the hugs and kisses
and she'd make sure you're okay too.
She would make sure she'd leave you smiling
she'll say " look it'll be okay",
and she'd even wipe your tears and say
"you feel better now okay"?
There were times she mad me upset
when she'd act out or just wouldn't listen
or like any kid does nowadays, doing things without permission,
I'd yell at her than feel bad although I knew I really shouldn't
but she has a way of making you change your mood,
so being upset with her I just couldn't.
I would always spoil my babygirl
because I swear that she deserved it,
each and everyone has flaws but to me my stink is perfect.
And although she's only 4 I see a future for her so bright,
and she's everthing to me, glad to have her in my life.
My sis gave the perfect blessing when she brought her into this world,
and I swear that she's the bestest and the most adorable little girl.
I can't wait til she gets older so I can share with her the memories,
of the days when she was younger , and i would take her home with me,
I'd hold her day and night, watch her laugh and watch her play,
and I swear I'd fall more deep in love with her each and everyday.
I can't wait to teach her things, and I'll protect her from the bad,
keep her away from no good boys, and keep her happy, never sad.
I can't stand the distance between us, but it still doesn't change a thing,
I'm just missing her like crazy and can't wait to see her smile again.
I just had to sit and write this because I just had to take this time,
to tell the one that i adore that she's been heavily on my mind....
Titi Loves And Miss You Stink
-Love Always Auntie Shaii
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Copyright © Sharaun Bullock | Year Posted 2015
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Writing Yet Again, grab my
pad, I grab my pen, in deep
thought I begin to write my
feelings I hide within.
Within the deepest part of my
soul,
These emotions I can't control,
and yet my heart won't let you
go, can't walk away and this
you know.
Deep inside my heart just
bleeds, and now I'm always
feeling weak, u ask me
questions I can't speak, look
you've done, done to me.
It seems I'm always gettin
jelous but baby boy I just can't
help it, it's that thing called
love, I thought u felt it.
Everytime I hear a text I think
it's her textin you that, and
then you always turn ya back
Juss to respond now what is
that?
You told me that u loved me
now your walkin away from me,
got me feeling like the dummy,
and it hurts to know you'd
leave me lonely.
Yet and still I can't speak.....
There's a lot of things I see,
and I pretend that I don't peep,
and u always lie to me, I guess
I'm blinded by this love.
This silly thing that we call love,
no one said it'll hurt this much,
knocks you down, don't help
you up.
That's the reason I can't
speak...
I'm always yearning for ya kiss,
always dying for ya touch,
always needed you to hold
me,prolly cause I love you so
damn much, and it Juss hurts
cause you don't see.
I always thought that you were
perfect, thought that maybe
you were worth it, and us two
together was for a purpose,
was this a BIG,BIG MISTAKE?
Gave you my heart, you balled
it up,
And some how I still can't get
enough,
Have I really gotten weak?
I've always had ya back since
day one and that's a fact, now
it's ya turn, and I get ya ass....
To kiss.
I truly do believe a good girl
you had indeed, somehow
someway u dont need me, I
was too blinded by your love.
People always tried to tell me,
let it go cause he's not worthy,
worthy of ya love.
And I'd Just sit and cry, I'd try
and try to deny it, hoping you'd
Just change, but I see that they
were right.
I stand putting up this fight,
and I know you no longer
like.... Me or even care.
So now I'll let you walk away,
still you'd be thought of
everyday, I know I'll miss you
Sooo damn much.
But you were Just keepin me
stressed always worried bout
the rest, instead of being here
and loving me.
But this is what I once called
love and swore I couldn't get
enough,
But here's from me to you,
cause I can't speak.....
Copyright © Sharaun Bullock | Year Posted 2012
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Aunt I Really miss u, now your
in a better place.
And I swear I'd give the world,
just so I could see your face.
I'd give anything I tell you, for
one more hug, one more smile,
one more time to see you
dance as I just laugh out loud.
I couldn't except that u were
gone but it's like now I have no
choice, and it seems like
everytime I think of you, I still
can hear ya voice.
I think that that's what keeps
me going cause I still got
memories.
Of the days that u were here,
when u were sitting next to me.
And you always kept me
Laughing,
Auntie I swear u were crazy.
Such a kind heart, amazingly
beautiful young lady.
If tears showed how much I
miss you, I'd own a endless
sea.
I'd give everything I have juss
to bring you here to me.
You were the perfect freaking
auntie, the perfect sister, the
perfect mother, and I'm
missing you like crazy, and
hope you know I really love ya.
And when it's my time to go, I
know you'll be there waiting,
we gone do ya dance again,
and we'll have everybody
hating.
So auntie" toot that thing up let
me see u drop it" Haha. I love
you auntie Gwen, my Mrs. Pop
Lock And Drop It.
Copyright © Sharaun Bullock | Year Posted 2012
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Sitting washing laundry, all I
could do was think of you,
If I lost ya boy forever I Don't
know what the hell I'd do.
Boy your my babe, my one and
only, and I'm so glad to have
you here, we made it babe, we
did it, we been together for
three long years.
We've accomplished so damn
much,
And this is only the beginning,
our love is like a book with a
fairy tale ending.
You Chose me to give ya heart
to cause ain't another out here
like me,
And thats the same thing with
you too bay, so that's why you
made me wifey.
Like trey says Babyboy " we in
this thing together"
Since the day that we both met
I swear u made my life much
better.
U are nothing like them Other
boys that was always there to
hurt me,
Anytime that I need help and
hurting you'd always be there
for me.
We been through too much ish
together to ever think of
separating,
You are my everything, My
husband, && My future baby
daddy.
See your the one that holds my
heart, my mind, my body and
my soul.
That's cause I love my boopy
baby and I'll never let you go.
I never thought i'd love again, I
never thought I'd love this
hard, took a chance on love
again and now here we are.
Your such a good man baby ,
so I can't help but, to be stingy,
them other girls had they
chance but blew it ,now ya with
me.
I would fight a war of girls
cause my boy is goin no where,
I'm cutting and I'm masing for
my baby ,without no care.
I just addmitted I was stingy
but babe I outta be, these girls
be Tryna take my place, they
mad that their not me.
They see I got a good one right
here, my boy bad, that ride or
die, And if I ever said " I'd
leave you" I'd be tellin u a lie.
Thanks for always being there
bay, thanks for always loving
me, thanks for never giving up
on us, and happy anniversary.
Love You
YoungWorld
~Wifey
Copyright © Sharaun Bullock | Year Posted 2012
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