Because It Hurts
So hurt I am, slowly dying
inside.
Frustrated because we can't
make it right.
Mad because I could never see,
your body was here but heart
was no longer with me.
Sad because I can't let u go,
this silence is killing me, you
don't even know.
Angry because I cry and I cry,
and tell you my feelings and
get no reply.
Disappointed because we can't
be together , but still I will hold
on forever and ever.
With high hopes on you
changing, or finally able to see,
that I'm what you need and
with me you should be.
Your ex's are nothing , is that
what you want?
Thought I was first in the heart,
thought I was the one.
Did I move to fast? Were you
really not ready? How long
have you felt this way?
Thought I made you happy!
Thought we were on the same
page, I thought we felt the
same.
While your losing no sleep, I
fight through the pain.
Got me all stressed out, Tryna
fight back the tears.
While your heart is else where,
I'm fighting for it to be here.
Putting up this big fight cause I
don't wanna lose you, it seems
your looking else where while
I'm still trying to choose you.
I'm all wrapped up, you got a
girl Tripping, I let my guard
down, yes you caught me
slipping.
Three years we've been in this,
so why throw it away?
My heart's shattered to pieces,
come make it okay.
Why aren't u scared to lose me,
did I mean anything?
Set your pride aside for a min,
I mean do u feel the same?
Do u feel like I've rushed this,
like I've rushed us?
Please answer my questions,
boy I
love you so much.
I just want you to hold me and
make me feel safe.
I want you to fight too, do what
ever it takes.
Are you really waiting just for
me to get better.
Is that really the truth? We
really can't be together?
I'm asking these questions
cause I gotta know, was it not
that deep for you to just let us
go?
All these un-answered
questions, please just give a
reply.
Please don't tell me " nothing"
when I'm asking you" why"?
I love you so much and your
blind to the facts, I'm the ride
or die girl, like I'm where it's
at.
Copyright © Sharaun Bullock | Year Posted 2012
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