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Thing Called Love, I Can'T Speak

Writing Yet Again, grab my 
pad, I grab my pen, in deep 
thought I begin to write my 
feelings I hide within.
Within the deepest part of my 
soul, 
These emotions I can't control, 
and yet my heart won't let you 
go, can't walk away and this 
you know.
Deep inside my heart just 
bleeds, and now I'm always 
feeling weak, u ask me 
questions I can't speak, look 
you've done,  done to me.
It seems I'm always gettin 
jelous but baby boy I just can't 
help it, it's that thing called 
love, I thought u felt it.
Everytime I hear a text I think 
it's her textin you that, and 
then you always turn ya back 
Juss to respond now what is 
that?
You told me that u loved me 
now your walkin away from me, 
got me feeling like the dummy, 
and it hurts to know you'd 
leave me lonely.
Yet and still I can't speak.....
There's a lot of things I see, 
and I pretend that I don't peep, 
and u always lie to me, I guess 
I'm blinded by this love.
This silly thing that we call love, 
no one said it'll hurt this much, 
knocks you down, don't help 
you up.
That's the reason I can't 
speak...
I'm always yearning for ya kiss, 
always dying for ya touch, 
always needed you to hold 
me,prolly cause I love you so 
damn much, and it Juss hurts 
cause you don't see.
I always thought that you were 
perfect,  thought that maybe 
you were worth it, and us two 
together was for a purpose, 
was this a BIG,BIG MISTAKE?
Gave you my heart, you balled 
it up, 
And some how I still can't get 
enough,
Have I really gotten weak?
I've always had ya back since 
day one and that's a fact, now 
it's ya turn, and I get ya ass.... 
To kiss.
I truly do believe a good girl 
you had indeed, somehow 
someway u dont need me, I 
was too blinded by your love.
People always tried to tell me, 
let it go cause he's not worthy, 
worthy of ya love. 
And I'd Just sit and cry,  I'd try 
and try to deny it, hoping you'd 
Just change, but I see that they 
were right.
I stand putting up this fight, 
and I know you no longer 
like.... Me or even care.
So now I'll let you walk away, 
still you'd be thought of 
everyday, I know I'll miss you 
Sooo damn much.
But you were Just keepin me 
stressed always worried bout 
the rest, instead of being here 
and loving me.
But this is what I once called 
love and swore I couldn't get 
enough,
But here's from me to you, 
cause I can't speak.....

Copyright © Sharaun Bullock | Year Posted 2012

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