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Jacqueline Garcia Poem
You take my hand and tell me everything will be alright
Your always there for me when me and my family fight
but we're just friends
We talk a lot about them crazy females you got
Sometimes the jealousy brings my stomach to a knot
but we're just friends
You picked my freedom over your own car
you wont even let me walk alone too far
but we're just friends
You say you notice how I'm treated
and the way you say it makes me feel cheated
but we're just friends
you care so much bout how i feel
just don't care much bout how i feel bout you
but we're just friends
your so sweet to me even when im in a salty mood
I try to make it noticeable, to me your not just a dude
but we're just friends
we're just friends and nothing more will grow
But i bet i could make you happy, i just want you to know
best relationships are the ones that start off as friends
and your reply will still be,but we're just friends......
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Jacqueline Garcia Poem
WE WERE ONE WITH THE FLOW THE VIEW WAS BEAUTIFUL
LIKE A SHIP WE FLOATED THROUGH THE OCEAN AND SEA
THE WAVES AND THE WIND WE FELT EVERY SPARKLING DAY
AS IT SHINED DOWN, WE NEEDED NOBODY WE FULLFILLED EACHOTHER'S NEED
WE SMILED WE JOKED EVERY ONCE IN A WHILE I WOULD CHOKE
I GOT NERVOUS GOT SCARED, WE WERE IN THE MIDDLE OF NOWHERE JUST WATER AND AIR
YOU DIDNT PANICK JUST TOOK MY HAND AND SAID I GOT YOU CHRISTINA
I WAS EXCITED I FELT SAFE I KNEW NOBODY COULD REPLACE
THAT FEELING,THAT PLACE,THAT SHIP, YOU WERE THERE
COULD NEVER EXPLAIN TO EVERYONE WHY WE WERE SO PERFECT
IT WAS OUR FRIENDSHIP'S BOND THAT MADE IT ALL WORTH IT
IF I CRIED YOU KNEW HOW TO MAKE THOSE TEARS DRY UP
AND IF I WAS MAD IT WAS YOU WHO TOLD ME NOT TO GIVE A ****
DAMN THINGS WERE REALLY GOING GREAT,I HAD YOUR BACK AND YOU HAD MINE
NOBODY COULD DO US HARM BECAUSE IF THEY DID IT WAS THEM WHO DID THE TIME
I WAS THAT RIDE OR DIE GIRL THAT WITH EVERY CUT HAD YOU STITCHED
AND IT SEEMS AT ONE POINT IT WAS STILL ME YOU DITCHED
THIS BEAUTIFUL SHIP WE BUILT TOGETHER STARTED SINKING
WHEN ALONG THE RIDE YOU STARTED THINKING
SHE WAS WHAT YOU WANTED, SHE WAS THE IT GIRL,SHE WAS THE ONE YOU FELT PUT YOUR LIFE TOGETHER
I WAS HAPPY FOR YOU REALLY I WAS, BUT YOU STARTED FORGETTING ABOUT ME YOU LEFT ME OUT IN THE TOUGHEST WHEATHER
I CRIED,YOU REALLY DID HURT ME,I GUESS IT HURTS MORE WHEN ITS THE PERSON YOU LEAST EXPECT
IT WAS YOUR BETRAYAL I NEVER DID DETECT,IM JUST SHOCKED THAT ITS ME YOU WOULD REJECT.
NOW THE PERFECT DAYS FLOATING THROUGH THE OCEAN HAS TURNED INTO A HURRICANE BRINGING ME PAIN
THE WIND IS NO LONGER CRISP, ITS FILLED WITH ANGER,TEARING DOWN OUR WALLS AND OUR ROOF
THE WATER SWALLOWS OUR MEMORIES AND THE SHARKS FEAST AT WHATS LEFT AND POOF!
OUR SINKING SHIP OF FRIENDSHIP IS GONE
WHAT DID I DO WRONG?
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Jacqueline Garcia Poem
She had the most beautiful soul i have ever seen in the darkest of the nights
I'll speak for everyone when saying her laugh alone could make you feel free enough to take flight.
With almost no effort, She was the only one who made me have faith in myself.
Yet in search of love she found someone that made her feel she was so worthless she put herself on his shelf.
He shut her bright light down until she barely existed, Without a care of the pain he inflicted.
She lost herself in the chaos of his life, Only to end up alone and conflicted.
This demon claimed love for her, He tricked her into thinking she would never be in need.
Never will I understand why someone would destroy another person's glow after planting in their life a seed.
As I lay in my lonely world i wonder if she could ever be found after this war she has fought to break free.
will this beautiful soul be what she was in the start? I cry as i wish that i had the key.
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Jacqueline Garcia Poem
I feel like im going to puke i cant stand this feeling
You always find a way to ruin my day and leave me shaking
Im pissed that you always break me down into pieces
I keep waiting until your torture ceases
Yet you just keep going,picking on me like a bully
Until the day comes when i can finally defend myself fully
You make the sun shine and die at the same time
You trick me into thinking everything is fine
You have full control of what im feeling everyday
When things finally look like there going to be fine you leave me in dismay
I'm still crying here are you happy?
Do you care? everyday more and more i feel crappy
Is there ever going to be a day that you apologize?
lay off my back until i can metabolize
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Jacqueline Garcia Poem
I have fought for years to be the best mother possible to them.
Yet i find myself failing them every now and then.
I cant say I'm perfect because really nobody is.
Its just that to them i want to be the best there is.
I kept up with the failure of a relationship for my family.
I cried myself to sleep but it counts when they saw happily.
I'm slipping into failure and no longer their idol.
I cant get it right even if there was recital.
So sometimes i drink just to feel numb.
Its not permanent so in the end i felt dumb.
I been told over and over how bad of a mom i am.
yet if i go those same people wont help them out of a jam.
Its really sad that i feel it all at once tonight.
the pain the same cycle but it wont go out of sight.
I'm reminded each day that maybe they were better off.
even if he hurt me to them he was soft.
Was i really selfish for leaving him because i was unhappy?
Because now when i think of it not every marriage is sappy.
So maybe if i would of stayed they would have what they need.
They wouldn't have to miss out on anything because of my greed.
So maybe ill fight more and harder for a couple more years.
Just so that its not them shedding these tears.
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I don't know what else to feel
its like I'm slipping i don't know whats real
the room is getting dark
and it seems like your the only one who talks
all control i had is no longer mine
its like I'm no longer in charge of time
things are so unclear
I'm filled with fear
how did things get this bad
i feel like i cant even smile the only emotion i have is sad
when did things get to be this hard?
you cant just fix this with a greeting card
I'm fighting to stay awake
but the more i fight the less i can take
why are you doing this to me?
why make me feel so lost i cant see?
see what?, see this
see nothing, what did i miss?
what turn was off the map?
what made me fear everything even your tap?
the world is no longer my friend
i don't even know if it really existed is it the end?
but wait i hear something
what is it i don't know anything
i hear cries but who could it be is it a surprise?
the more time i spend here the louder it gets
now I'm growing to be very upset
are those cries for me or are they for you?
anyway i didn't even ask who are you?
this cant be true are you saying in general?
that everyone is here to attend my funeral?
how do you know it wasn't some lie you read?
are you saying i cant see them because I'm dead?
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I can't help but to ask myself, How does one human destroy another?
Without remorse or pity towards another life.
When in our life do we become savages to one another?
Killing dreams, Souls, and happiness without using even a knife.
When we are children mothers teach us manners and kindness
At what point do we decide to hurt another human being?
When do we get so bored with our life that we decide to rob
someone of happiness, without them seeing?
I myself cant answer these questions because you never told me
why you did what you did when i gave you everything.
I gave you the courage to move ahead become someone better
even give you the child you wanted, for you i did anything.
Only to be left alone killing my dreams of a family that was happy
a family with you, 2 souls made whole.
When did i become not enough for you? when did you become too good?
why not tell me you would just leave me to die in this hole.
This darkness has left me blind, I no longer see you around me
I have lost all senses, I have lost all hope for you.
The only thing i do know is that my daughter will never in her life
know much less feel the pain i felt when i loved you.
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He doesn't have a cool super hero costume like all the other super heroes we know.
He just wears his head on straight with his beautiful smile.
He walks around 7th street showing strength from head to toe.
He is tough, but you can see pain if you stare for awhile.
He saves everyone from everything that may cause them harm.
He asks for nothing in return, Nothing at all.
He even saved me once, caught me from falling with one arm.
He didn't hesitate to save me again when he got the call.
He gives so much but nobody realizes what we are doing to him.
He is slowly fading, slowly his light is dimming emotionally.
He has yet to take a day off from being our hero and just be Tim.
He needs to be shown we need him, not just physically.
He is just human like the rest of us are, I wouldn't change that for anything by far.
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I wonder if you feel the same way i do when i look at you
Sometimes i think you see it just don't know if its true
Its weird that out friendship can be this close,
And yet we haven't even taken a toast
I raise my hand and you know what to do
If i make a comment you know just what to do
Its like we are connected somehow or maybe we met before in another life
I just know i want you and I'm not thinking of being your wife
I just want to hold you maybe if its just for one night
Maybe then you will know how it feels to be treated just right
Its funny how you can feel this crazy for just one person alone
I'm not used to it yet so lets just talk on the phone
Not sure where this will lead us but I'm ready for the ride
Just promise that if you plan on rolling somewhere else you will at least let me slide
Its not too complicated, just to give me a try
You look like your scared but i promise i wont lie
I mean why would i?, ill be lucky just to kiss you
And maybe if i make it right you will fall like some tissue
Lets get to the point, sit back and take off your shoes
Because tonight ill have to make sure that its me you chose
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