Sinking Ship of Friendship

WE WERE ONE WITH THE FLOW THE VIEW WAS BEAUTIFUL LIKE A SHIP WE FLOATED THROUGH THE OCEAN AND SEA THE WAVES AND THE WIND WE FELT EVERY SPARKLING DAY AS IT SHINED DOWN, WE NEEDED NOBODY WE FULLFILLED EACHOTHER'S NEED WE SMILED WE JOKED EVERY ONCE IN A WHILE I WOULD CHOKE I GOT NERVOUS GOT SCARED, WE WERE IN THE MIDDLE OF NOWHERE JUST WATER AND AIR YOU DIDNT PANICK JUST TOOK MY HAND AND SAID I GOT YOU CHRISTINA I WAS EXCITED I FELT SAFE I KNEW NOBODY COULD REPLACE THAT FEELING,THAT PLACE,THAT SHIP, YOU WERE THERE COULD NEVER EXPLAIN TO EVERYONE WHY WE WERE SO PERFECT IT WAS OUR FRIENDSHIP'S BOND THAT MADE IT ALL WORTH IT IF I CRIED YOU KNEW HOW TO MAKE THOSE TEARS DRY UP AND IF I WAS MAD IT WAS YOU WHO TOLD ME NOT TO GIVE A **** DAMN THINGS WERE REALLY GOING GREAT,I HAD YOUR BACK AND YOU HAD MINE NOBODY COULD DO US HARM BECAUSE IF THEY DID IT WAS THEM WHO DID THE TIME I WAS THAT RIDE OR DIE GIRL THAT WITH EVERY CUT HAD YOU STITCHED AND IT SEEMS AT ONE POINT IT WAS STILL ME YOU DITCHED THIS BEAUTIFUL SHIP WE BUILT TOGETHER STARTED SINKING WHEN ALONG THE RIDE YOU STARTED THINKING SHE WAS WHAT YOU WANTED, SHE WAS THE IT GIRL,SHE WAS THE ONE YOU FELT PUT YOUR LIFE TOGETHER I WAS HAPPY FOR YOU REALLY I WAS, BUT YOU STARTED FORGETTING ABOUT ME YOU LEFT ME OUT IN THE TOUGHEST WHEATHER I CRIED,YOU REALLY DID HURT ME,I GUESS IT HURTS MORE WHEN ITS THE PERSON YOU LEAST EXPECT IT WAS YOUR BETRAYAL I NEVER DID DETECT,IM JUST SHOCKED THAT ITS ME YOU WOULD REJECT. NOW THE PERFECT DAYS FLOATING THROUGH THE OCEAN HAS TURNED INTO A HURRICANE BRINGING ME PAIN THE WIND IS NO LONGER CRISP, ITS FILLED WITH ANGER,TEARING DOWN OUR WALLS AND OUR ROOF THE WATER SWALLOWS OUR MEMORIES AND THE SHARKS FEAST AT WHATS LEFT AND POOF! OUR SINKING SHIP OF FRIENDSHIP IS GONE WHAT DID I DO WRONG?