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Helen Leslie Poem
In the hospital,in this bed
I awake in disssmay
..... not wanting to face another day
As i am awaking i look around
but there's not a soul to be found
No one has called
...or bothers to see
and i realize that no one cares about me
I sit alone
is there anyone i can phone
Only silence keeps near
.....the sting of a single tear
What did i do
What did i say
for my life to end up this way
...My mind dosen't understand
nothing makes sense
over whelming sadness becomes so intense
...I tried so hard to do everything right
but no peace of mind seems to be in sight
....I gave love and parts of me
my heart my soul,i gave my all
......tell me why all i do is fall
........if i can't have all i have given and shared
....then let me go,let me be spared....
Copyright © Helen Leslie | Year Posted 2010
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Helen Leslie Poem
Hush my love
as i kiss your cheek
i whisper softly and pull you near
as i wipe away a tear
you smile with your eyes
your hand slips into mine
my heart begins to flutter like a million butterflies
as i hold when you fall asleep i listen carefully to your heartbeat
knowing that my love is yours to keep
time with you is all i need
without my heart would bleed
i will walk with you hand and hand
moment pass by like grains of sand
i give you my love and all of me
my promise to you
is all i can do
i believe in us as i believe in you
we belong together
i write these words because they are true...
Copyright © Helen Leslie | Year Posted 2010
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Helen Leslie Poem
My lovely boys
you have given me so many joys
your little smile
the light in your eyes
inside my heart just sighs
A little hand that grips so strong
i hum to you a little song
in my arms i swat to and fro
how much i love you so
i'll promise you, you'll always know
Each fall,each stumble
my heart dose rumble
Little hands ,little feet
my love you are so precious and sweet
the look of wonder upon your face
the world for you is such a big place
Hush little one don't shed a tear
my promise to you is that i will always be near
as you sleep i watch over you
who will you be ,what will you do
As your mother i will always be there
no matter what i will always care
Things won't be easy, most will be tough
sometimes you'll say you've had enough
Many steps on your path will show you your way
but your choices will always have the final say
Be kind and gentle
maybe even a little sentimental
don't let yourself doubt
There will be a day when the boys will becomes a man
you may be strong ,as well as tall
but i will see is my little man...
Copyright © Helen Leslie | Year Posted 2010
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Helen Leslie Poem
Slaps of thunder upon my face
shades of violet cover my neck
my lowered head falls in disgrace
Tear stained cheeks and swollen eyes
i have listened to so many lies in disguise
a broken bone a bruised heart
why didn't i see it from the start
blinded by the hope that someone could love me
who you are i could not see
you,ve heard me scream ,you've heard me cry
you didn't care that i wanted to die
because of you i can not trust ,believe or see
i am unsure of whom i am suppose to be
i look over my shoulder all around
so afraid of everything,even just a sound
the bruises will fade,the bones will heal
but the fear and the pain is all i feel
you took so much away from me
what hurts the most is you took my dignity..
Copyright © Helen Leslie | Year Posted 2010
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Helen Leslie Poem
Who am I ,I wonder as I stare at my reflection
Glaring at myself as though I am under inspetion
I have tried so hard to be what everyone wanted me to be
Hiding behind this mask,I let others see
Lost and completely confused
twisted and tangled worlds become fused
I don't understand,nothing makes sense
being on guard is my only defense
People don't want to see whats before there eyes
they would rather turn away than hear someones cries
Don't say a word,nor make a sound
then no one will see whats all around
Each day I walk around,like everything is okay
but the truth is I don't know if I can make it another day
Inside I am crumbling falling apart
shattered and broken my tired heart
My eyes fill with puddles of tears
always knowing my deeepest fears
Always in fear always afraid
I am loosing my mind
that is tattered and frayed
No longer am I strong all that I am is weak
Is there any hope left to seek ??????
Copyright © Helen Leslie | Year Posted 2010
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Helen Leslie Poem
When i close my eyes in my bed
another night i dream with dred
i remember that icy cold stare
so empty and hollow that's all that's there
I can feel my heart racing as you walk near
i tremble with fear
The smell of liquor and ciggerettes on your skin
whisky ,vodka,rum and lets not forget gin
I ask over and over what did i do
because i truly don't have a clue
Walking backwards, i am againts the wall
my head jerks hard my face on fire
the next ones just a little higher
I hear my hair being ripped from my head
the way you think i should be led
Throwing my down like an old rag doll
screaming for help,no one can hear me call
Gasping for breath, gasping for hair
i see your face that dosen't care
Grasping at your hands trying to push you away
i begin to black out ,i begin to sway
As i wake screaming please stop hurting me
but you don't listen to my plea
Walking away i hear you say , by the way Happy Valentines Day
I jump up all soaking wet
completely drenched in sweat
Nights are so long when your afraid to sleep
a tear trickles down as i weep...........
Copyright © Helen Leslie | Year Posted 2010
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