As I Sleep

When i close my eyes in my bed
  another night i dream with dred
    i remember that icy cold stare
so empty and hollow that's all that's there
  I can feel my heart racing as you walk near
 i tremble with fear
       The smell of liquor and ciggerettes on your skin
whisky ,vodka,rum and lets not forget gin
   I ask over and over what did i do
because i truly don't have a clue
 Walking backwards, i am againts the wall
  my head jerks hard my face on fire
the next ones just a little higher
         I hear my hair being ripped from my head
the way you think i should be led
   Throwing my down like an old rag doll
screaming for help,no one can hear me call
Gasping for breath, gasping for hair
i see your face that dosen't care
Grasping at your hands trying to push you away
i begin to black out ,i begin to sway
        As i wake screaming please stop hurting me
 but you don't listen to my plea
Walking away i hear you say , by the way Happy Valentines Day
I jump up all soaking wet
completely drenched in sweat
             Nights are so long when your afraid to sleep
a tear trickles down as i weep...........
Copyright © | Year Posted 2010

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January 20, 2010 at 10:04 AM
Your poetry was a pleasure to read today Helen. I hope you have a wonderful day filled with love and inspiration. May we all be able to read your poetry here at PoetrySoup for years to come. Love, Carol
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