Thunder

Slaps of thunder upon my face shades of violet cover my neck my lowered head falls in disgrace Tear stained cheeks and swollen eyes i have listened to so many lies in disguise a broken bone a bruised heart why didn't i see it from the start blinded by the hope that someone could love me who you are i could not see you,ve heard me scream ,you've heard me cry you didn't care that i wanted to die because of you i can not trust ,believe or see i am unsure of whom i am suppose to be i look over my shoulder all around so afraid of everything,even just a sound the bruises will fade,the bones will heal but the fear and the pain is all i feel you took so much away from me what hurts the most is you took my dignity..