Who Am I?

Who am I ,I wonder as I stare at my reflection Glaring at myself as though I am under inspetion I have tried so hard to be what everyone wanted me to be Hiding behind this mask,I let others see Lost and completely confused twisted and tangled worlds become fused I don't understand,nothing makes sense being on guard is my only defense People don't want to see whats before there eyes they would rather turn away than hear someones cries Don't say a word,nor make a sound then no one will see whats all around Each day I walk around,like everything is okay but the truth is I don't know if I can make it another day Inside I am crumbling falling apart shattered and broken my tired heart My eyes fill with puddles of tears always knowing my deeepest fears Always in fear always afraid I am loosing my mind that is tattered and frayed No longer am I strong all that I am is weak Is there any hope left to seek ??????