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Colleen Bono Poem
I know first hand the
pain in your heart,it
will be okay,soon you
can make a fresh start.
Your grandson Beal will
be watching over you,and
he knows everyday how
much you love him to.
Sometimes GOD does things
that we don't understand,
but he created your friends
to lend a helping hand.
Reach out to the people
that are here on the soup,
they help through hard times
and are a wonderful group.
There are to many to name
as this you know,
they will take you by the
hand and won't let go.
It will be okay and
soon you will see,
the new joy's in life
and how happy you'll be.
You will get through this it just takes a little time.
Love your poet friend,
Colleen Marie Bono
April 11, 2013
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Today is the day I have
chosen to die,on the wings
of an ANGEL I will fly high
I feel I could have been
better while I was here,
but on the wings of an
ANGEL,I will have no fear.
All my life I had to put up
a fight,but on the wings
of an ANGEL I will be alright.
Things may have been better
if id'e taken time to pray,now
I am on the wings of an ANGEL
and I am going to be ok.
Please LORD watch over my loved one's.
Colleen Marie Bono
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Why do I have all these bad thoughts in my head,
the worst one of all is wishing I were dead.
Every morning I wake up the thoughts are still there,
the more I sit and think about them,the more I just don't care.
I have been trying hard,for things to be the way they should,
maybe if I didn't care so much for once in my life I could.
My MOM was always number one in my life,but now that she is gone,
it has been hard for me to be able to move on.
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Mothers are love you can never replace,
from the day you were born they have that embrace.
Mothers are someone you can always turn to,
when ever you are in trouble and don't know what to do.
Mothers are our healers all the times that we are ill,
it is just how Mother's are,always have and always will.
Mothers are guardian angels who guide us through life,
they are gifts to our Father's to be a loving wife.
Mothers are special and are made just for you,
always beside you when you need help to get through.
Mothers are people who will always be around,
she may not be your blood,but a Mother is common ground.
MOTHERS ARE PRECIOUS PEOPLE
Dedicated to PD:)
Colleen Marie Bono
July 1, 2013
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A true friend will stick by you,
through thick and through thin,
They will help heal your heartaches,
and help when you sin.
A true friend will be there,
where ever you might go,
If you're ever in trouble,
they are the first one's to show.
A true friend will never judge you,
they keep you strong when you're weak,
If you're ever down on your luck,
they will wipe your tears when you weep.
A true friend will be there,
if you stumble and fall,
when you need someone to talk to,
they will answer your call.
A true friend won't walk away,
they will always be in your heart,
if their a friend they will be there,
and always have from the start.
Everyone needs a true friend they can always count on.
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Life is just like a game we
all play,I seem to live my
life day by day.
Some days are good,
some days are bad,
but lately most days
I am very sad.
I think it would be better
if I just ended my life,I
don't think I have been a
good mother and loving wife.
I've picked a time and have
a date,I am hoping things
get better before it's to late.
Alot of people tried to help
anyway that they could,but
when they tried to commit me
I got scared and ran.
I've been very confused
and not sure what to do,
I think things would be better,
if my life were through.
I love my kids dearly,don't
get me wrong,but I've
been living in pain
for way to long.
Please don't be sad when
you tell me goodbye,I
honestly don't want
to make anyone cry.
Colleen Marie Bono
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I wrote this in memory of my uncle.
Flowers die and pictures fade,attempting
to erase every memory ever made.
Letters are lost while the clouds roll in,
letting the rain pour and the sadness begin.
Feelings are lost and people pass on,showing
us we're the one's who have to be strong.
GOD gives us strength to keep our head held high,
not letting the wonders of the world pass by.
Love everyday and you will see,miracles
happen when you believe.
Nothing can stop you from living your life,
even when the pain cuts like a knife.
Some family we've lost and some still remain,
leaving only love and happiness to be gained.
Some memories fade while the best never die,
leaving you with feelings of wanting to laugh and cry.
People make the biggest impact without even trying,
then everything changes when they are dying.
Ton's of faces get lost in the crowd,
to your surprise certain one's stand out.
GOD gives you love and never leaves you alone,
providing a loving family along with a good home.
Life will bear obstacles and put you to the test,
but you have to be strong and always try your best.
Never back down from any hardship thrown your way,
it will make you stronger until your last day.
Say what you feel in your heart and never back down, even
when your taking your last breath take one last look around.
Angels are singing a song only you can hear,
complete the last part with an open heart,
and absolutely no fear.
Flowers will die and pictures will fade,
but your memory is one that will always stay.
In Loving Memory of my Uncle
You will be missed dearly.
MAY 28th 2012
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Just once I wish that someone
else could see things the way I see,
but through the eyes of another,
they think that it's just me.
When I look into the mirror I
don't like what I see,
but through the eyes of another,
I'm as good as I can be.
I see and hear alot of things
that other people don't,
but through the eyes of another,
they say forget it but I won't.
People always tell me just
take things day by day,
but through the eyes of another,
maybe I should find another way.
I live my life in so much pain
because of the love'd one's I have lost,
but through the eyes of another,
it's just another path to cross.
I get so mad at myself for
the way I handle things,
but through the eyes of another,
they just don't care what it brings.
This life I have lived just
seems to be unfair,
but through the eyes of another,
I made it through on a wing and prayer.
Colleen Marie Bono
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Thank you to all that
are here on the soup,
you have helped me so
much and have been a great group.
I have taken all your comments
and kind words to heart,
now it is up to me,to
make a fresh start.
It's time for me to reach
out and seek GOD'S hand,
listen closely to his words,
and try to understand.
I know I can't change,
unless I put up a fight,
it is now time for me,
to make things right.
Every morning I wake,
I will reach for a goal,
say a prayer,
and cleanse my soul.
Don't think I didn't listen,to
all the advise you gave to me,
I know that love and prayer,
will be what sets me free.
DEDICATED TO ALL YOU SOUP MEMBERS WHO WERE THERE FOR ME!!
YOUR SOUPER FRIEND
COLLEEN
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I wanted to thank each of you personally,but there are to many
of you so I am writing this to all who have been willing to put up
with my sad and dark poems and all the kind comments you have
made.I have been overwhelmed with friendship since I joined the soup.
I never knew there were people like all of you out there,but I have
discovered that there is.I have struggled all my life with depression,
and other mental illnesses.My outlook on life is said through
my poems.I don't know myself when I will decide I can't take the pain
anymore.It is a day to day struggle for me.HG,you asked me how could
you write a suicide poem and not die?I can't answer that question,
and Douglas Ace you asked what our friendship means to me?That I
can answer.It means more than anything to me and your kind and
gentle words are all taken to heart.Linda Marie has also helped through
my trying times.Jeralynn Clark,and James Fraser, wrote a poem for me,
which I appreciate more than words can say.I wanted to write this to
everyone and I hope you all get everything you ask for.I can't keep
fighting the feelings that I feel about ending it all.It is a day after day
feeling and I am tired.I will watch over all of you.I just can't hold on
to the future when all I think about is the past.You all think I need
help and I agree ,but have yet to find the help that is going to change
the way I feel.Please read my poem Is There A Heaven.When I find
out you all will be the first to know.I must go now and I hope you
all can understand why.Thank you I know isn't enough but I don't know
what else to say to show how much you all meant to me.Peace and
Love to all of you.Pray for me.
YOUR SOUPER FRIEND,
Colleen Marie Bono
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