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Letty Shoemaker Poem
I don't know where to start
I guess I'll just speak from my heart
I do want this to mean more then the rest
But I'll keep in mind your love is not a test
Sitting here thinking about our times and memories
And always laughing at our goofy stories
I can't really explain what you mean to me
Or how I feel you and I were meant to be
We've changed each others lives without knowing
And the depth of our friendship is needlessly unshowing
I shouldn't question what makes me happy
But I can't help to wonder how we came to be
We started at our only focus was our nails
Now all we seem to share is our heart and all its trials
It amazes me how opposites can always see through each others eyes
When we look past time when either of us cries
Your my support when reliance was never really me
And my mind, heart and soul is the bare truth to you, you see?
We've grown together and even when apart
with our maturity, it seems, we have a new start
I thought I loved you before our mess
Now I know our love is endless
One thing you need to know, I'll try to explain
How, without you, all I felt was a numbed pain
This pain I felt was in your very presents
When you were "gone" or "lost" in a sense
I didn't know why or how you once left me
but how lonely it was when your shadow was my only company
I'm not always going to hold this hurt I once felt
But unspoken was slowly making my heart melt
I no longer want this pain to haunt me
So lets never talk about this scare you now see
I know time changes all and everything
And I don't like to think the future of you and me
Because the truth is- what we now have might cease exist
Truth can hurt but lets keep focusd and our time now persist
So if ever the day comes when there is no more "us" that you see
Always, Always, Always know you'll forever be a part of me!
Copyright © Letty Shoemaker | Year Posted 2009
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Letty Shoemaker Poem
It stated a night a txt you explained.
Trust was built a friendship was gained.
You expressed the love your heart would never lack.
You told me your love would never love back.
Time went on as you continued to share.
The friend you love had none to compare.
Little did I know my heart would soon cry.
You looked at what you couldn't have, as did i.
The nights we stayed up, it was easy to be.
Strong for you cuz I ignored me.
I noticed I too loved but I never would say.
And I stayed with you hope, you just might, you just may.
This topic of hurt soon became a brick wall.
As I soon relized 'help' was our only friendship's call.
Your heart you read as you began to cry.
Our parallel pain, your tears came from my eye.
I slowed down the habits but I never left your side.
My strength was too weak my heart slowly died.
I held our love the same it seemed to be.
But the truth is, your love was never meant for me.
The weight of this emotion finally became too much.
And I turned to a friend as he was my only crutch.
Now what this came to be a cycle a trend
The truth remiand we were just friends
Copyright © Letty Shoemaker | Year Posted 2008
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Letty Shoemaker Poem
I don't know where you came from.
But one day you walked up to me,
and I couldn't resist your smile,
It made me feel free.
I instantly took you into my heart.
Telling you, from the very start, my story.
And whether right or whether wrong,
You now share my failures and glory.
And isn't it sad that most think twice,
before deciding in whom to confide?
Yet somehow, you won me,
before I'd even tried!
Then you put your arm round my shoulder
as I lamented with tears.
Your self-sacrificing shall remain
in my heart for many years,
So that if i ever look in the mirror
or think I'm somehow a star,
I'll realize, compared to you,
I am lagging quite far.
For I'm not sure where I'm going,
or who I want to be.
But there is one thing I'm sure of:
you're the best part of me!
And so forever I'll tell,
of what in my heart isn't petty.
I will love you forever,
my dearest friend, Letty.
From: A good friend
To: Me
Copyright © Letty Shoemaker | Year Posted 2008
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Letty Shoemaker Poem
Unique in your ways
Only wise appreciation
Course of action blurred
Not to many's comprehension
Logic truths are raw
Thoughts completion
Effertlessly adapting ways
Unrequired submission
Blinded for words of pieces
Creating burden subside
How a reflection deceives
And the two of one collide
Your silence sounds loud
Seeming your only company
Truly stands up high
Meaning your not like so many
Yet if anyone could truly see
Value is such beauty
The price you carry is endless
Risk your strength of diversity
To any weaker vessel
You'd be life's greatest prize
Described a dream
Thoughts behind the eyes
However, before you return to your way
Complete this message, if I may?
These thoughts are simple and just a few
But most importantly, I think the world of you
Copyright © Letty Shoemaker | Year Posted 2009
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Letty Shoemaker Poem
Click Clank
The sounds you make, efforts to show
The idea of prison and the victim you know
You hold your ball and chain for everyone to witness
You sit and create a theme; stuck and powerless
Feeling the right as much more then a sin
Feeling such self destructing acts and still give in
As you keep your eyes closed, a story you tell
As you know the truth, a jump is how you fell
Pain and bruising- your fist holds the problem
Pain and bruising- a life of lie surround them
You see the glass half full you highlight your sooo right
You note its full of balls and chains and wish much less light
Now your struggle to blur whats gray
Now its you wanting company to stay
The key is lost, you want everyone to understand
The loosing is buried and you still have dirt on your hands
Its pain with every heartbeat, the position of the key
Its hiding the truth from everyone and me
Your numb to the beat of what you lost
Your freedom has been hidden- your heart it cost
One last mention of disgust you can see
One last fight of hate then you can be
One last hope and admit the drink does the drowning
One last thought you leave with all your twisted frowning
I hate you to pieces
Clink Clank
Copyright © Letty Shoemaker | Year Posted 2011
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Letty Shoemaker Poem
EYE'S SEE FLAWLESS GLAMOR
SHINES BRIGHTLY MISSING POWER
GLARES REFLECT PERFECT IMAGE
WHILE BLINDING HOLD UNKNOWN DAMAGE
MINDS PAUSE FORGETTING COVET
CONVINCING ONE'S TRUE LOVE IT
THE CLOSER IMAGE, STILL ONE GOAL
DETERMINED- YOUR SHOT NOT TO BLOW
THE ROSE YOU CARRY HAS ITS SMELL
SLOWLY SEEING HOW FAR YOU FELL
TRIPPED DOWN'S A BLINDING FIGHT
PRESSING TIGHTER THINKING THE RIGHT
ALL THE WHILE, YOUR BLEEDING ABUNDANTLY
PAIN IS NUMB, HEART CRYING SILENTLY
LOST GRIP, YOUR EYES ARE NOW CLEAR
OVERWHELMED REALITY, A SUDDEN FEAR
BLEEDING HEAVILY STILL, YOUR PALM IS BURNING
SEEING SCARS, YOUR MIND IS BOGGLING
YOU LOOK CLOSER TO DEAL- YOUR MISSION
AND YOU NOTICE A PAINFUL STATION
THE STORY ENDS ONCE YOU'RE ASHAMED
EVERY ROSE HAS IT'S THORN, AND YOUR THORNS ARE TO BLAME
Copyright © Letty Shoemaker | Year Posted 2009
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Letty Shoemaker Poem
You won't mistake me for the girl on t.v.
Or after "hello" remember meeting me
You won't try to know who I really am
Or think for a moment that I'm worth a damn
You won't remember if I was alone or not
Or know your not thinking that helpless thought
I'm no on to remember; I'm no one different
I'm no one to know; I'm no one important
To you, I'm not even there.
Copyright © Letty Shoemaker | Year Posted 2009
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Letty Shoemaker Poem
Hating the company of only one.
Wanting more but nothing done.
Efforts to escape drowning.
While hopeless lay challenging.
Neglecting final hopes death.
Cursing every taken breath.
Happiness blurred to evaporation.
Forgetting souls slight satisfaction.
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Letty Shoemaker Poem
Never once did I complain or had a burden.
Never once did I lie or my heart harden.
I did all I could.
Over and again I stood tall, for you I believed.
Over and again for your call, I always recieved.
I did all I could.
Always and forever I thought our friendship was meant to last.
Always and forever I thought our lives we lived the cast.
I did all I could.
Now I see with my eyes full of tears.
Now you're all my heart's deepest fears.
It wasn't enough.
You controlled my pain- by you I was stabbed.
You sold my hope- life from now can not be grabbed.
It wasn't enough.
My broken heart was taken and now is scattered.
My life and freindship was forsaken and now its forever murdered.
It wasn't enough.
The truth was reviled and I stood the fool.
The fact of our encounter is I was used as a tool.
I learned my lesson.
So ashamed by the lack of controlling my own pain.
So embarrassed that heartach was all I had to gain.
I learned my lesson.
And now I'm alone with a reemed and bleeding heart.
And now I'm left with a end, some hell that keeps me a dart.
I learned my lesson.
The bleeding will stop.
The tears will dry.
My heart will let go.
My soul will cease to try.
I'll never do it again.
Copyright © Letty Shoemaker | Year Posted 2008
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Letty Shoemaker Poem
Four sharp edges hold one dream
My reflection to see it would seem
Look closer, squinting my eyes
Familiar image, I quickly realize
An outline of all I've always wanted
Ones ideal hope- comfortly haunted
Time is slow- locked in a stare
Passioned moment, years of dispair
I've thought this feeling compared to death row
How my future was out of sight, so slow
Is this really what I see?
Is this my better half of me?
Savoring this longed aspiration
Efforts of controlling my emotion
Explaining your my dreamed future
How you were my only procure
And your hands hold my fragile mirror
And my love for you is much more clearer
Copyright © Letty Shoemaker | Year Posted 2009
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