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Chris Alex Poem
Those pillars supposed to hold us
fell and crippled us instead
those hands that were made to hold us
strangled our tender necks
the years meant to be our happiest
every day filled with dread
if to be young is very heaven
then truly we were robbed
Copyright © Chris Alex | Year Posted 2018
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what candle pressed against the wind
a winding trail unfolds
down the cliffside
into the storm
where a treasure lies to behold
a thousand jagged teeth
Peirce the roiling spew
a promise of paradise
the desperate never knew
and down the cliff should you falter
lose your balance and fall
in hopes of happy ever after
soon never after all
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Chris Alex Poem
your love was pure
pure like fire
ephemeral and fleeting
and bore a desire
now lost and broken
contemptuous of what's cheapened
I dream of illusions
though I am not sleeping
your love was ephemeral
illusive or illusionary
like daydreams
my love was craven
unsure imasculine
or maybe just craving
now lost and contemptuous
of being cheated
by promises I made myself
nightmares that stop me from sleeping
and thoughts of you
so pure and vibrant
and fleeting
all that disappointment
all that potential
all that could have been
and thoughts of sleep
codeine to cleanse
and wash away the pain
and thoughts of you
cruel and callous
not to feel the same
my heart is pure, pure like fire
warn-down in its beating
for you forlorn and broken
with unfulfilled, unworthy desire
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Chris Alex Poem
Though you were supposed to be the foundations on which I would go strong
you left me twisting in the wind, waiting for you to fill that role
though I needed help in navigating the world and feeling I had worth
I sat alone waiting until the world passed me by, and learned I was nothing
and when I thought, maybe you were sorry for the way you let me down
you blamed me for being down, said that I was lazy, like I failed you
and when others propped me up, did what was yours to do
and when I succeeded and built my own foundations around me
then you think, maybe your sorry, not that you are to blame of course
just a litany of excuses, well its too late, I did waiting, you never came
I built the foundations on which I will I continue to grow strong
you can twist in the wind, your not worthy of the role
Copyright © Chris Alex | Year Posted 2019
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Chris Alex Poem
Upon the branch of wasted nothing
Where hampered flight upon crushed wing
Seldom do days come shorter
When seldom is there reason to sing
But to push out from unhappy nest
Without course to fly
Better to fall and lay at rest
Then yearn for unreciprocating sky
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Chris Alex Poem
such painful ecstasy
such troublesome want
to care so much
to want to be with so much
some wonderful creature
who feels no love for you
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Chris Alex Poem
he who wields scythe aloft
to reap a withered and ageing crop
the harvest of the doomed and lost
who fell to their winter's frost
the skeletal hand you must now hold
clenched so you may better feel the cold
the weak, the strong, the timid, the bold
the masses who shall no longer grow old
shed a tear for those now expired
and pray you not soon shall tire
and not six feet under, mired
when extinguished fragile fire
the dead don't love
the bones don't feel
the ground does not listen
and all with eyes to see
must someday forever sleep.
Copyright © Chris Alex | Year Posted 2020
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Chris Alex Poem
bleed me
let it squeeze out
this bile has filled me
and animates what otherwise has been hollowed
love me
fill me with something pure
some light long died out
rejuvenate this broken form
take the broken, and call it worth loving
take the tired and ugly, and call it beautiful
don't let this sad sentence carry that final .
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Chris Alex Poem
when I burn
when I bleed
when life takes its toll
the mountains stretch
a barrier between two worlds
the night here is dark
the light here is harsh
I yearn for the cool breeze
of the pleasant lands I seldom see
the place beneath your eyes
and in our hearts
on occasions that are not these
and when I return to that place of mind
when again I am whole
I will forget my other life
where I burn
where I bleed
where life takes its toll
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Chris Alex Poem
howling void of whistling hail
uninterrupted tempest
ears filled with reeds and cavernous sound
the melodious echo of empty eternity
spring out that void a hand
of demon or angel
black, white or red
to pluck out what last thought of comfort
and leave the husk forgotten
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