here at gadgados we keep loosing them employees
the other day me was so frustrated threatened a quit
the MD heard of it i was summoned to the big office
whats the problem.. don't complain about your duties
do it this way do it that way accomplish it this way finito..
the MD didn't mince his words and i begged for a better pay
i begrudging backlog and overload and appreciation
him assuring we need you.. i never quit so i took a leave
am back to the hassle and tassle as i look for daily bread
of providence and work and great redemptive power
the power and ability to pay my bills thou an artist..
it inst easy living by art in this beloved nation of art
i am not a quitter but i nearly quit and weeks later
am handed a letter its a promotion and better pay
dated the same day i had wanted to resign from duty
lewis nyaga
I see how u look at those gurls that walk down the street
how can i be so stupid my weight s whats the problem.
I see how late at night when u think am asleep how u
secretly get up and look at ****!! how can this be..?
I feel so lost to this so ugly on the outside but so
beautiful inside how can this be help me it just wont
go away!! The pain i feel how do i make this stop ?
I see how hide ur phone so i wont see the call nor the
pictures ho can i be so stupid i had ur child for u but its like
u dont want me to lose the weight just locked up in the house
how can i let this happen i used to be strong??!!
How can i be so stupid i love u but yet u hide from me u
cant bear to look at me nor touch me how can u be so cruel
am not allowed to leave alone !! how can i be myself if u want
me to pretend to be someone else?? Every time i try to act like
myself its like u shut me down!!
I see how it is how life must be some day life will change
i just keep hopeing god will ease my pain as quicklyy as
possible i love my son but to see u makeing me suffer
like no one should i prefer to give my life in gods hands!!!
A simple yes or no thats all i need
Why do you always have to make things so complicated
I dont understand how hard it could be
To give a straight up awnser
Do you git nervious when you speak
Are you ashamed to be seeen talken to me
Whats the problem Whats the big deal
Just spit it all out
Let me no how you really feel
If I wasn't me, then who would I be? Where would I go and what would I see? If I don't
know who I am then who are you and who is she? Sad case to lose your own identity.
When I am down and out with these looks of doubt I seem to question my inner
whereabouts. What happened to her and where is she? This cant be me, must be case of lost
identity.
So I look afar as far as I can see and I see me constantly running.
What are you scared of? Whats the problem? You cant keep running, just try and solve them.
So who am I, who are you and who is she? I'm no longer blinded, I am my own key.