Short Howbeit Poems

Howbeit, precise, stable, route engaged.
Laden fatigued those poor wretched enslaved.
        
          Relish the wonderment of endurance,
Changed heart upbeat, determined temperance.


Date: 08/16/2019...

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Suppose I had friend, then probably
I could be less lonely.

Imagine I had a child, then possibly
I could be less lonely.

Fathom I had a lover, then perhaps
I could be less lonely.

Howbeit, at this time, I couldn't be less lonely....

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Sometimes,
a smile comes in through the sorrow,
and for a brief while, you forget the pain:
then you get, in a flash, dawning reality
that the pain is still there, a dull ache, an emotional stone deep in your chest 
then the brightness of your smile dims
and you continue to sorrow once more
howbeit, this time,
with a ghostly wisp of that bright smile.....

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My way not yours
The path of the just
Re-kindle to rust
Grinded to the dust
With no believing gut

Howbeit to believing
Not to be existing
The future of my reading
In my meditating
At the cross over of a thing

ON the show at the cross
A path in gross
In my tears I burst
To see how he was slain
Agony of disdain

A prize is paid
For me not to be raid
So that I can be grade
Never to derail
The path of raid....

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BROKEN BIRDIE
On my way out
I came upon a bird
Brown and yellow
Beautiful and miniature
Fluttering 
Struggling
Trying to live
Avoiding my touch
I am afraid
It is more afraid
Could hear its little heartbeat
I simply walked away
I gave up on it so easily
Didn't put up a fight
Knew it would die howbeit
It had a twisted neck
Trampled by a passerby
Why do I still feel guilty
Even hours gone by
I never had faith in its survival
Couldn't fix a broken bird....

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Tears in my eyes
My heart bleeding cries
My head bowed for shame
Shall sin be my name?

This is not whom I long to be
I am not the girl of my dreams
Something lacks, to complete my 
being
Could it be the Christ?

But will he accept me?
For I have eaten the dung of sin
Howbeit that I shall be saved?

"Forgive me" that's my plea
"Encourage me" I pray to thee
Let me live thy soothing peace

Of all the things I'd love to be
Walking with you, is the treasure for 
me....

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O' pitiful tangle of dreams gather 
Cozy in sweet dream corner 
Hidden in my drowse room 
Tonight is it’s own creation 
Cryptic within the shadows of night 
In to the out sandman fade 
Betraying no emotion
Whilst' wind is howling
The continuance of imagination rush 
Cloud dreams dash past 
As my slumber well 
Life spins fast across the night sky 
Within me mind is my vision 
Quiescence in the diameters of infinity
Deep within pressing mind 
Sleep forthwith howbeit' eyes shut...

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