Short Dead Inside Poems

Me, half-dead inside
Dig up into your surface
Heart cry out confide....

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My daughter was raped.
He penetrated my heart.
We're both dead inside....

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After all the pain
I'm dead inside
And now there's nowhere
Left to hide...

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all historical
tombs are beautiful they say
ego dead inside

21 June 2021...

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Smile on the outside
Shine so bright 
Share some make believe magic 
Dead inside 

Love beams...

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Glass like eyes
Cold stoned heart
Emotionless expressions
Empty soul
Dead inside
Lost
Faraway
Gone Forever...

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I don’t want
To die if its
Ever really
Possible to
Be alive
For I can’t
Ever remember
Anything other
Than being
Dead inside...

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THE GUILT I CARRY
IT'S STAGGERING
IMMENSE
I AM HOLLOW
BROKEN DOWN
DEAD INSIDE
THESE WALLS
I'M FILLED UP
WITH PAIN
UNBOUNDING
I'M GUTTED....

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Placed upon a heavy heart.
Dead inside before we start.
It was never meant to be.
I was too blind to see.
That all has shattered in a million parts....

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Looks good
Tastes sweet
But rots in the belly

Turns to poison in the veins
Travels to the heart
     Corrupts it
     Hardens it
Dead inside

Need a transfusion
Type Christ-positive required...

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Stagnant and in abeyance the life
That does not produce the expected
Results in your existence
Feeling dead inside you
Dreading to fall in
A deep abyss 
Without no
Coming
Back








2-7-2016...

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Humans aren't perfect, some zombies inside..
Some hearts always breaking, though smiling they've tried...
Their scars are all endless, they're searching in vain, 
To turn back to "normal", and find love again....

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I smile to stop my crying.
Inside I feel like I'm dying
I don't want you prying,
I just want you to listen when I need you to
And I need you to,
to understand that 
I'll be fine 
because I'm already dead inside my mind....

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I hear a rapping on my window,
Ting, ting,
Ting, ting.

Theres a banging on my door,
Tap, tap,
Tap, tap.

My phone is ringing off the wall,
Clang, clang,
Clang, clang.

But I can't answer them,
Because I'm dead,
Dead inside.

Please help me....

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Depression is days and nights curled fetal-like
in a dark room, with no interest in the world outside.
idly wondering if there are enough
pills in the bottle to kill you, 
then thinking it's not worth the effort
to find out  because you're dead inside already....

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Why am I here?
I am not living but I exist,
A meaningless existence,
I feel nothing, I am hollow inside,
I'm empty,
My heart has been wrenched out,
I just don't function,
Without you.
I want to go to sleep and never wake up,
You were my everything,
I'm dead inside,
Without you....

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Trapped on this roller coaster,
No matter how hard I try to get off,
I always end up right back,
The ride goes through love, Family, Career,
This is an emotio coaster,
Trapped cant leave,
Can't get off this Emotion Coaster,
Dead inside but alive on this Coaster.......

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The sun shines thru the,
Bedroom window illuminating your face.
I see you from an angle,
Just watching you sleep.
Knowing that you have completely,
Penetrated my stone cold heart,
Warming my soul making me love you,
When I thought I was dead inside.
The gods above have truly blessed,
Me with you in my life....

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It's legal in Origon I say to myself
this is why I'm here
I swallow and close my eyes
my heart is pounding and I feel week
I wasn't sad but I felt dead inside
I had enough and far too much
now I feel sad because it isn't what I want
but it seems like the only way
and now I dance wildly
I see black and then I dream...

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She had never lived,
She had never died, 
She was always a ghost,
Rotten, dead inside. 

She hung from a rope,
She fell to the grave,
Her mind was all gone, 
There was nothing to save.

We couldn't see it, 
It hit like a train!
She left us all here, 
She left nothing but pain.....


R.I.P. Olivia, 09/09/14, aged 14....

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When you finally give up 
and stop caring
about the most important thing in your life
It leaves you feeling dead inside
The cards are out on the table
The decision is no longer mine
to deal with
My heart can only be broken so many times
So
the hell with it
why not just let my heart grow
dark and cold?
Nothing is past saving....

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Dead inside they say is the worst feeling alive but i will tell you is the most amazing feeling alive. ya'll wanna know why? the reason is you don't get to fell anything anymore. you won't get hurt anymore because pain is all you feel. they told me don't trust the world because it will hurt you but guess what i hurt me before ya'll could....

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Just a couple of more blankets, 
lying out of reach in their fold;
Nightmare, Saw, Children Of The Corn,
where lurk devious entities; 

Attacked with bare hands, it’s a blitz; 
Eyes dead inside, heartless and cold;
Never watching again, you’ve sworn;
Your heart stops and you simply freeze;

Addictive as salted popcorn,
the splatter of horror movies....

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Dreams of a fetus shattered
Your bitter hate 
Praying for its demise
Dancing for rain
Cutting the umbilical cord that brings you life

Dead inside
Just a forgotten carrion
Left in the battlefield
Mourning the divorce of your sanctity

Suicidal dolls, disguised as love
Begging for death
Swallowing my fate 
Consigned by you


©  2008 Courtney Dyer...

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Blank page
Broken
Shattered
Empty space
A zombie trying to feel
Imitating what you see
But, never experiencing true emotion
Concept of love escapes you
Feeding a desire
To free yourself
Blind to the realization
That you are only
Caging yourself in like an animal
Dead inside
Hollow existence forever
A lost soul 
Endlessly searching for fulfillment...

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