I'm not scared of losing you.
I'm scared of the inevitable
Heartbreaking pain
That will be felt
The day I see
You share your heart
With someone else.
Because what you do not see
Is that I want to be your one and only,
So badly.
But I realize that with my indecision
And your confusing disposition,
That our day
May never come my way.
Unbelievably,
You mean more to me than you will ever know,
But wait,
I should stop being so sappy.
In all honesty,
I just want you to live
And share your love
With someone deserving of it all.
And if and when that day comes,
Sooner or later,
You will finally be set free
And I hope that she can make you as happy,
As me.
Nails, tools, drill and bits on a warm spring day in May. Watching closely to hear you
say….”Pass me a Phillips” or some tool I know nothing about. As you fix my screen
door without no doubt.
Smiling and sparkling with sweat on your face.
As you wonder if everything will fit into place.
“Looks good from here”, I say to myself. “Next he needs to fix my wobbling shelf.”
Needless to say it took more than a day to fix that stubborn door.
Maybe because we both just wanted more…. time to explore the endless
possibilities of that open screen door.
And here we are now years later,
Screen door finally repaired and holding strong. But you still get to use your nails,
tools, drill and bits All Year Long.
Our Kids now make sure you feel like you belong.
Love You Dear
I'd love to spend a day with you
And make it last a lifetime.
We'd fin through waters deep and blue,
And walk bare-foot through morning dew.
I'd hold your hand, and say to you,
"I love you", in the morning.
And then the day would be half spent
The morn would turn to mid-day.
We'd thank Him for the time He lent,
And wonder where the morning went.
Into your eyes I'd look intent
And say, "My Dear, I love you".
When evening sun shall hide it's face
And lengthy shadows fall,
Together we would take our place
In peaceful quiet, face to face,
And feel each others warm embrace,
I'd whispering say, "I love you."
Ron Lanier © Apr. 1984
I am in love with a little angel
Who I see at the bus stop each day
It’s been more than a year now
But I can never find the words to say
And if I could, should I say them?
Or should I keep my feelings to myself
Never speaking my love aloud
And spend my lifetime on the shelf
Maybe some day I will tell her
Of the deep love that I conceal
But I think that she will laugh at me
If I dared to tell her how I feel.
So each morning I will smile
At my sweet angel so petite
And not speak to her of love
But stare nervously at my feet
There are so many days in a year
Can I be entitled to just one of those days
The birds song, streaming through my window
On a day that is not so beautiful
A cold wet day and these birds still sing a song so beautiful
Maybe a song of happiness
Maybe a song for love
Just one day of love is all that I ask
Just one day of lust is all you can give
As the days pass and the nights linger
I can only hope for the one day with you
The one day forever
For the rest of my life
All I can do is wait
A simple love when you are there.
To say hello with hope and cheer.
A smile to light my darkest day.
Yes, that is a simple kind of love.
A kind of love that strokes the heart.
Making one feel alive and young.
With every touch you create in me,
Butterflies I can not ignore, soaring free.
Sharing just the mundane things,
Turn my day to shining gold.
Words are never enough between us.
Our intimate exchanges are pure bliss.
Whispers of joy creep into my being.
How can one fight off what I feel?
With a quiet little voice I let it reside.
It lies within my deepest core.
A simple kind of love, why can’t you see?
I try to show you day by day.
Sometimes with my words or actions.
Yes, a simple kind of love is what I feel.
I arise the thought of ones beauty for that
I know you will be amazed by a single
look into those eyes
The ember item with witch lyes within my
chest immediately shines when you come into
sight.I must say few people overcome to use
this power
Do you remember that day in the blistering cold
with the raindrops gently brushing off my cheeks
for that day i fell in love.Those beautiful eyes made it
feel like a dream
The lion in my chest wasn't so strong because
of your sheer beauty. you made the beast roar
in a weakened powerless state. The beast tried
to break out from this cage just to feel love
you smiled at me not even the gardens of
Babylon could take my breath in comparison
to with you i am gasping for air and i always
want it that way for you are but an angel
Met virtually without any clue
Saw nothing still feelings grew
Became friends in day two
Why and how no one knew?
So many faces seen in a day
Only few get a smiling ray
“One” however enters the world
Giving meaning to life so rare…
Is it the stars or the planets-
Who play a game up there
Bringing lone hearts so close
Everything then just seems fair
Cosmic connection somewhere
Turning strange things to pearl
Eyes never want to betray
Incidents never seen , only heard
Some pre-life deeply woven relation
Giving a call to form a reunion
Feeling within is inexplicable
Each day just turning more beautiful
Is it a conspiracy or plan of Heaven
Teaching to give with no expectation
No care of what ‘s in store of future
Wish to be a support ever and ever
May be never will the faces meet
Still feelings singing tune so sweet
Acceptance of whatever said as truth
A wish of union seeing stars shoot
Cosmic connection does exists in life
Bringing two hearts closer- never alike
Everyone does live through one day
Few realize , for rare it becomes life!