Boyfriend Psychological Poems

The Price of Freedom
When will it happen again?
Didn't he love me like when we began?
Black eyes and a heart that won’t heal
Holding my own to...

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He taught me why I must try to outlive everybody.
He taught me we all have to rely on at least somebody.
He taught me attunement to...

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First my grandma's boyfriend molested me for three years so sax was nothing new to me.After that Bobby Joe Long Dik kidnapped me.He ordered me...

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Photograph 3: Rain

Dancing in the rain
umbrellas twirl, not a care
Chilly rain dampened hair
Clothes cling suggestively to the skin
Under dark skies, lightning flickers
Flashes, distant rumbling echo

Dancing...

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You built me up made, made me trust you.
But now you’re the nightmare that plays even in the direct ray of light.
You make me fight...

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Hourglass of spider’s ink
upon your lower back.
Your love, a kind of love 
that’s kind of an attack.

Smoking skin pressed onto my own
in messy overtones of...

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The curiosity of knowing 
What he is doing 
to How he is doing
Is the journey 
from Attraction to Love...

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I was beaten into silence as a young
child from my father's brutalizing rage
and psychological torture.

When I was 5, a man exposed himself, to me
I ran...

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One..
When everyone gets sorrow, everyone does not know to cry,
Some of the heart breaks like a glass piece!
But do not water the eyes!
The only God...

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Sucking away vitality destroying your soul; 
His delusions and anger cannot hide what's inside;
Vehemence in the face of adversity his demeanor breeds fear
Apprehensive, what next?...

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Hopeless 

You said you were perfect and better than me
Destroyed all my fantasies and memories

You said that you would always be higher than me
I’m only...

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8 years old and friends with reality
Lost my innocents at a time that was too early. 
And though I was always afraid of the night,...

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He said that he was broken
She told him she was broke
Neither took much notice
When the other person spoke
Far too bl**dy much in love
To weigh the...

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Our souls felt cold, and our hearts were dry.
That was the day my family began to die

Though by God’s grace, we did survive;
We could not...

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"Doctor!
Doctor!
How is he?"

"Quite terrible, Miss.
He will not survive the night,
Probably not even the hour."

"What does he have?
Terminal cancer?
Pneumonia?
Cardiac Arrest?"

"No.
It is worse then all of those.
Even...

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