This paralyzing Dream inebriates me,
intoxicated by Death’s perfume,
I don’t believe I’m here to battle my
Demons, I’m here to keep them
safe and sacred, reach them
toward’s Heaven’s skies, raise and
teach them about Heaven’s signs
Is it sacrilegious and blasphemous
or the way God would treat his
Creation?
Valerie prayed I rose from a lala,
prayed I grant her wishes and
replace her father, prayed on
my soul like Kikyo, prayed I
upgrade her to a Mercedes;
she’s tired of her Impala. I
preyed on her conflict, preyed
on her lack of confidence, preyed
on her weakness, then created
Wonders
I warmed her silver
winter tundra in golden
orbs, spun slender
springs and softer
summers, now her
guard’s falling with
her brazier, is there
a posture in her
posture, can I trust
the feelings that she
Fosters?
Categories:
paralyzing, dream, imagery, love, muse,
Form: Enclosed Rhyme
Time wasn't on her side, for if it were, I'd still be alive
Time caught up to her and strangled her, strangling me
A hangman's noose wrapped around our necks,
snapping them like brittle winter twigs
I breathe, but I died when she died
When the stool was swept from beneath her feet,
My whole world changed
Our world
My mind, my life, my wife- gone
I feel bit, bitten bad, bitten by a venomous fang
Paralyzing my motivation to exist, to think and to live
I have nothing to live for and everything to die for
It should have been me, not her
I was the bad bone, for so long...
The hard egg turned soft
I did everything wrong
Until,
She did me right
She was my catch,
my snatch
She was my dream
She was my everything...
and more!
She done me right
And she was the light
that shined the light
That set me right
and straight me right
My lovely wife, gone
My only life, gone
And just like that...
my whole world
changed forever
I wept yesterday
I've wept today
And I will weep again...
in all my tomorrows
Until,
I can't weep,
no more
Categories:
paralyzing, death,
Form: Free verse
I remember staying quiet
hiding under a rock
a paralyzing fear
~ literally petrified ~
I'd lost my tongue
in shock at the injustice
my head spinning
in a whirlwind of confusion
It never occurred to me
that someone could be
found guilty and punished
for something I had done
And still I sat there numb
in my evergrowing shame
to this day guilty and unforgiven
~ I was old enough to know better
Categories:
paralyzing, confusion, fear, silence, youth,
Form: Free verse
Silently, you gaze and cheekily,
and you pretend,
he doesn't look at you,
from gaze of his corners
and his expression
not momentarily
but too a simple wish,
as you blush head down
so silently,
being lovingly
sparks so fly
& notices
He wishes,
to feel your tease
and cheeks radiantly,
flushing like car fluids,
Dawn's not hung like heads
of a morning hunt
of the prancing rein-deers
being shot for just action,
for just being mammals.
What we need to respect,
is to snap out of the despite,
of the barrier we do create
and paralyzing
its better than
satisfaction,
we are better than this,
the lust of our skin
is the end of humanity,
love has a better feeling..
two souls aligned uniting.
Categories:
paralyzing, innocence, introspection, love,
Form: Rhyme
Paralyzing fear cages him in;
Perennially trained outdoors - his jealous eyes
Roaming about free - strange faces
Oh, how he wishes he could be...
One of those faces!
Categories:
paralyzing, desire, fear, freedom, imagery,
Form: Imagism
it is cold: i am old
cruel ruminations
paralyzing winds
sharp icicles
lifeless season
forgotten dreams
life…death / light…dark
*->*->*->*->*->*->*->
random cruelty
windy paralysis
icy roads
seasons without life
dreams forgotten
death…life \ dark…light
it is old: i am cold
Categories:
paralyzing, dark, sad, winter,
Form: Free verse
gravity pulled
me to your eyes
for the first time
instantly paralyzing me
alone in that
warm blue ocean
beauty lit the sky
on fire and the moon
exploded into fireworks
melting all my bones
Categories:
paralyzing, beautiful, beauty, deep, longing,
Form: Free verse
The night volume is turned up high; it's the prisoner of despair
Self-conscious this paralyzing world that is running out of air
A dire need of change for the fearful stars are made so aware
The cries their loved ones make when one falls and dies are echos of the mind, I swear
It reverberates through the heavens as countless humans choose to aimlessly, stare
At their last night; now just a silhouette of time when they showed us how to care
Categories:
paralyzing, dark, death, space, star,
Form: Monorhyme
Imagine feeling helpless, defenseless and alone.
Imagine behind each dark door new terrors
of the unknown.
Imagine looking forward to the years ahead
With secret, silent brooding, and paralyzing dread.
Now, interject a smile, and a hand held out in love;
The warmth of acceptance, security and trust.
Chase away the demons, the terror and the night.
Let love bring out the brilliance of one small soul's light.
Bring out creativity, intelligence and fun.
Fill that life with goodness, encouragement and success.
Chase away the demons, the terror and the night.
Let Love bring out the brilliance of one small soul's light.
Copyright Chula Fleming May 17, 1983
Categories:
paralyzing, child abuse, confidence, encouraging,
Form: Free verse
Taken from the chosen reality, have the locks of the celestial Edens gate been opened by the stained keys of a belladonna bloom, where the palate of its enchanting toxins have been sown as hells ploy, swilled continually as an enriched elixir of a paralyzing elation that's only self serving in its allure, as it can only offer ruin.
Alfredo Gonzales
5/23/2024
Categories:
paralyzing, symbolism,
Form: Free verse
"I'm going down to the river gonna take me my rocking chair
Going down to the river gonna take me my rocking chair
And if those blues don't leave me
Gonna rock on away from here" by George Harrison...My father-in-law used to say this a lot but it was from an old Blues song probably more of a folk kind.
Too close to the edge of fate we stand,
On the mountain's peak, a risky land.
At the precipice of life and death,
Each step we take with anxious breath.
Too young to bid this world goodbye,
Too well to let our spirit fly.
Yet fear grips us, a paralyzing chill,
As we teeter on the edge, so still.
Injury and danger lurking drear,
Reminding us that death is near.
But in this moment, we find strength,
To step back from the edge at length.
So let us live with courage bold,
Embracing life, breaking the mold.
For though we're scared of what may be,
We choose to live, wild and free.
Categories:
paralyzing, age, death,
Form: Couplet
When this cold, broken world is healed of its sins,
and flooded with light and the warmth of your grace,
When all is reborn and remade for forever,
and time's paralyzing fear is erased from reality,
When you raise my humble body for an endless celebration -
a dance, a song, a heart-bursting Hosanna -
When you make all things right ...
Will I still wear my scars?
My scalded flesh ... it is all I have known.
Shall it be refashioned into flawless skin?
What age will I be? How skinny? How fat?
I have been many things, and there is more I could be ...
Forgive my curiosity, for I know it matters little.
Better to focus on shepherding the fragile soul you gave me.
I leave my future body to your hands.
It, as all else, is your gift to give.
4 February 2024
Categories:
paralyzing, body, faith, religious,
Form: Free verse
Did it take you by surprise,
Invade your psyche like a sly snake,
Venom slowly paralyzing love?
Or did it come in like a whirlwind,
Razing the romance and tenderness,
Casting sweet memories of marriage
Even further into the chaos of hate?
Categories:
paralyzing, divorce,
Form: Acrostic
We all live on the food chain
Even if we cannot see it
There are predators that lurk
And those of us who are prey
Fight as prey might
It always ends up running
Never can the predator be defeated
Only postponed for a night
Living under the gaze of their eyes
Constantly aware, on the look out
Never knowing the next attack
Until it's already happening
We can run, or we freeze
Fear's hold so paralyzing
That all we can think of is survival
And try to be a pleasing prey
Categories:
paralyzing, dark, fear,
Form: Free verse
Fear is paralyzing.
It can be a thief, robbing a person of joy.
Comprising
Trembling, sweating
It can cause fast heart rate, poor boy.
Getting
Chest pain
Fear is the ploy.
Chained!
Fear is paralyzing.
It can cause fast heart rate, poor boy.
Chained!!
Categories:
paralyzing, abuse,
Form: Rhyme
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