Deep Inside Rajkumar Pudasaini
I am crying ………..
------------ it is weird that I am crying nooo
Tears are not well!
We talked and
She said to me,
in a grammar some kind of, in some context
something like the water
And maybe, I might would stand for the stone or
I am there in one place, promising, steadfast
- She was following around,
Changing her color
Coming from high top and going down, or vise versa
Falling, Moving, climbing, weaving,,
Every time new, every time creative,
every time lively,, every time different…….
to be wet with her water I am there
she makes it full And sometimes half, and so on so,
Water goes into my heart and I become wet
and then Moist juicy tears!
I am crying….!!!
Oohha uufff,, no, ammmmm,, . Please I am
I am sorry, I a a mm c r y ing.
5-16-2020 , ktm, Nepal.,
Categories:
nepali, appreciation, art, culture, emotions,
Form: Dramatic Verse
I am chose to be a warrior,
among thousands and thousands,
to lead as leader among best of the bests,
to be savior among brave and strongest,
to teach love and glory among smarts and intelligence.
I am chose to be an army
for me and my nation.
Chose among who are already so much,
ready for the nation.
Among those braves who are called "Gorkhali",
all over the world,
I am a warrior, Nepali.
Categories:
nepali, writing,
Form: Free verse
Asphyxiated and found dead
Raped and found dead
Unsure what happened, and found dead
Nepali women found dead
Snake bitten and found dead
Eaten by tigers and found dead
Left in a small dark menstrual hut
And found dead
Nepali women found dead
Shunned and labelled unclean
Ostracized for the wonderful way
God has insured they can have babies
Asphyxiated, raped, snaked, and frozen
And found dead. Someone is not right in the head.
These huts should be torn up and spit out.
Please, people, permanently get these women out!
Categories:
nepali, society,
Form: Free verse
I am at a loss
In the haze of twilight years
Reinforced by the hill-fog
I am at the moment
With the icy magnificence
Of Mount Everest
I am at a loss
Because of
The weird fact that
My poem
''You kindled the lamps''
Has got posted three times
Last night in the sweet soup
Weird indeed
What is more weird is the fact that
In spite of sincere attempts
Over and over and over
The lunatic entries
Refused to get discarded
Ridiculous indeed
My poetry soup friends
I know
Do have Himalayan magnanimity
They will smile
They will ignore
My poor internet illiteracy
Here, at Pokhra in Nepal
I am gazing at the sublime summits
Of Annapurna
The globally famous Himalayan peak
Now, basking in soft sun
Knitting Nepali Pashmina
While you offer me
Tea in your china clay cup
Categories:
nepali, anxiety, art, image,
Form: Free verse
Standing on top of each morning briefly
stopping by each evening shortly
unmindful, my eyes are chasing,
my eyelids are sweeping with light the sky
splattered with colours pilled out
after hitting horizon’s last shore.
I am thinking
what is this crimson,
colour of lovers’ hearts
torn from each other and
taking on to opposite paths,
or the reddish glow of minds
come together after
dark moments of separation?
Half of my life is soaked in colour
watching these red glows
spilled over the side-door that admits the day
and the bamboo portals
that shut out the day,
but could not understand
whether this earth and sky
part in the evening
and meet in the morning
or part in the morning
and meet in the evening!
--
Translated from Nepali by Prof. Abhi Subedi
Categories:
nepali, desire, life, loneliness, longing,
Form: Free verse
Desires
play perpetually
I am gazing--
desires
unaware of destiny
frisk about my mindscape
like children.
While playing children
break my mind’s toys
lacerate its walls
peel away mind’s layers
pulverise them and
throw around.
Desires stay unaware
of man’s fragile existence
authored by scarcity
They are not demolished
because it’s said they should not--
to be declared standing
on hope’s ruins.
Desires unopposed, undaunted
romp around mind’s cliff
swing fast on mind’s branch
gallop on its broken piece
jump shaking mind’s foundations,
sometimes they break mind’s bell jar
spilling feelings.
It’s fun assembling
mind’s jigsaw pieces
scattered by desires
like assembling
my small daughter’s toys
strewn about in her play.
I like desires like children
and their plays
that tease me now and then into
knowing life.
I salute my desires with a bow.
were it not for them to come and play
mind would be empty just like me.
Life would flee
from my eyes
without telling me when.
(Translated from Nepali by Prof. Abhi Subedi)
Categories:
nepali, desire, faith,
Form: Verse
Let me not so much be lost in involvements
as would make me incapable of
recognizing the fragrance of the flower
beaming in my own yard; as would
divest me of time
for the merry sports of children
glee with the total joy of creation
radiant in their midst.
As would render me oblivious of my time
for the wind carrying the scents of love,
for the birds chanting the notes of life,
for sparkling waterfalls falling yet gay
and, too, for the stars fireflies carry
through the immensity of darkness.
Let me not so much be swept by haste.
Let me not lose the sight of myself
in the rush of life’s vicious circles.
Let me not go spiraling towards a peak
where vision would be blinded with
tears, washing down life’s rubles.
Not so much be lost as would have
no time to look at myself
ever. Not so much, so much be lost, just
to see the hue, grace, glory gone
off the face of my beloved
as I’d wake and be conscious.
How long would I run after the
time,
my mind just a cosmos of void?
Will you please go journeying
for your own sake,
till I come living a moment of life?
(Translated from Nepali by Manu Manjil)
Categories:
nepali, poems, poetry,
Form: Verse
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Categories:
nepali, song,
Form: Lyric