I Am At a Loss

I am at a loss In the haze of twilight years Reinforced by the hill-fog I am at the moment With the icy magnificence Of Mount Everest I am at a loss Because of The weird fact that My poem ''You kindled the lamps'' Has got posted three times Last night in the sweet soup Weird indeed What is more weird is the fact that In spite of sincere attempts Over and over and over The lunatic entries Refused to get discarded Ridiculous indeed My poetry soup friends I know Do have Himalayan magnanimity They will smile They will ignore My poor internet illiteracy Here, at Pokhra in Nepal I am gazing at the sublime summits Of Annapurna The globally famous Himalayan peak Now, basking in soft sun Knitting Nepali Pashmina While you offer me Tea in your china clay cup