Walk In The Park
How are you with long walks
At night through the park
Where shadows pepper the imagination
And thoughts flow on
With nothing to hold them back?
I love to take those walks in the dark
Both alone and with my friend,
Deep through our mind
To visit lost images,
Memories that live in the shadows,
Remnants of the past.
Do we remain in the shadows
Where my
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Categories:
mental illness, emotions, imagination, introspection, mental
Form: Free verse
Mental Illness
(“Perception and Reality Merit Badge”, 2015, original oil)
Mental Illness
Everyone with a mind is mentally ill
At least at times
And certainly to someone else.
A concerned doctor
The kind who could bestow such a label
Could say, why are you so sad
When Life is so good
You must be mentally unwell.
Why are you so happy, you must be unwell
When all around
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Categories:
mental illness, psychological, society,
Form: Narrative
is this even poetry anymore
i tried to end it all last night
i failed, obviously
it's so crazy to me how life goes on
when it almost didn't
i talked to my friends today
laughed with them
smiled as if everything was normal
but i doubt they could tell anything was off
i even hung out with a friend
and i love to hang out with her but
i
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Categories:
mental illness, angst, depression, how i
Form: Free verse
No one tells you
No one tells you how to smile when your throat closes with every breath behind that smile.
No one tells you how to move forward when the chain around your neck drags you back.
No one tells you how to be positive when your own mind digs into you with horns and a tail.
No one tells you
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Categories:
mental illness, anger, anxiety, conflict, depression,
Form: Prose
you were almost my savior
i'm at the bottom of the ocean
forty feet down
stones tied to my feet
trapped
i'm drowning
air in my lungs
can't breathe
suffocating
vision going black
i feel you
your hands grab me
pulling my up
saving me
thirty feet down
there's hope
a sliver of it
i'm almost gone but
maybe we'll make it in time
twenty feet down
you're still holding on tightly
i trust you now
you'll bring me to the
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Categories:
mental illness, analogy, betrayal, deep, depression,
Form: Free verse
my poor ass
Trump's MDs now searching the pool
Know organ transplant prolongs rule
For match perfection
Without rejection
His kidney must come from a mule
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Categories:
endurance, mental illness, ozymandias,
Form: Limerick
sheet data error
The leech boasts he ends many wars
With each speech Trump’s truce total soars
His confused amount
And White House account
Are summed-up trysts with Epstein's whores
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Categories:
betrayal, corruption, mental illness,
Form: Limerick
My Process
My process is like dots.
Not stars, just nothing dots.
Rearranging.
Tangled netting and dragonfly parts.
Whatever I can grab and throw in the shopping cart.
That sinks through the tile.
I thought things were solid for once.
Then the holes got torn up.
And the dragonfly eyes too.
Disintegrated.
In such a poem which
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Categories:
mental illness,
Form: Free verse
POTUS-pimp of the United States
The Oval Office looks gaudy
And outshines the King of Saudi
Trump’s ugly deco
Gives off an echo
Of a bordello that’s bawdy
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Categories:
mental illness, america, corruption, evil, house,
Form: Limerick
OVER THE INFLUENCE
My lungs fill as I inhale the smoky haze of the September breeze.
Overcast skies stare down on me until the guilt drenches my bones.
A puppet to the pressures of most I cannot control, gnawing at my ears until the only thing I hear is the deafening sound of my own thoughts.
I no longer wish to
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Categories:
mental illness, angst, change, depression, drug,
Form: Free verse
Grief Is a Beast With Weary Eyes
Grief is a beast with weary eyes
Waiting on a chord unfinished—
The tinny purr—
A waving growl of tambourine,
Death’s rattle sounds the closing bars,
That dissonant finale.
Crest on crest the ocean marches,
Leave forever in their wake,
Repeating patterns, variations,
Enigmas do their shadows make.
Dawn’s dunes of drought, by dusk
Drowned out by moon’s dictates,
Rhythm of the days; advance—
Recede, advance —
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Categories:
mental illness, absence, bereavement, death, death
Form: Free verse
Beyond the Blackbox
Attention:
This one is the problem child.
Mom and dad deny autonomy
take authority over a diary
supervised at all times; no privacy
door hinge wide open
so why are the walls closing in?
This home is an emotion free zone
Mom says save it for therapy
but stops taking me
says my borderline personality is burdening this family’s budget
believes I’ll be cured if she
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Categories:
mental illness, angst, anxiety, depression, mental
Form: Spoken Word
Hesitation my friend lets die together
Hesitation greets me like a neighbor
Boring its eyes into my skull with a friendly smile
It has no face and no skin
It doesn’t even have eyes
The morning air is hot and solid
Like water but thicker
My hands are sweaty and covered in blisters
And my legs, do not respond
The air of dirty mornings
Shifts in scent
Till the sour tang
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Categories:
mental illness, courage, dark, death, farewell,
Form: Free verse
''Maybe they want a dictator''-Trump
Johnny get ya' gun
Red-Coats in D.C. - NO VOTES
BLEED FOR LIBERTY
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Notes:
IN THE UNITED STATES DISTRICT COURT
FOR THE DISTRICT OF COLUMBIA
UNITED STATES OF AMERICA CRIMINAL NO.
v. GRAND JURY ORIGINAL
DONALD J. TRUMP, VIOLATIONS:
Defendant. Count 1: 18 U.S.C. § 371 (Conspiracy to Defraud the United States)
Count 2: 18 U.S.C. § 1512(k) (Conspiracy to Obstruct an Official Proceeding)
Count 3:
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Categories:
mental illness, america, anger, anxiety, betrayal,
Form: Haiku
Maybe they want a dictator - Trump
Johnny get your gun
Red-Coats in D.C. - NO VOTES
BLEED FOR LIBERTY
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Categories:
america, freedom, mental illness,
Form: Haiku
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