Hate Longing Poems

but not the love I gave, because he might have needed it in the moment.
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Funny I'm a loner yet hate being alone, maybe I'm terrified of developing a bond just for in a brief second it to be gone...

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Can you feel the ever fading sun,
how the cold crawls over your skin;
dark strands combine at the edge of vision?
Can you hear their serene whispers...

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To be mis understood is to be absorbed 
A rejection of existence by the listener 
The communicator communicating 
But the message is dissonance 
It has...

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He bleeds the power of a savage redcoat
Breaking the bones of his weak allies.
That love hurts
As much as you love to hurt.
Biting the face that...

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Here I am, caught in a terrible web of emotion, 
My heart, entangled with lovesick pain.
He is the embodiment of every longing I’ve ever felt,
Every...

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Usefulness is only deemed by someone who needs it 
You made me feel useful 
For once in my life, I meant something to someone 
Whether...

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You opened up the door to my dim crestfallen heart 
Once you stepped inside, the door slammed on you, no longer apart 
The dreary atmosphere...

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I wish it was harder for me to forgive you
I hate the way I still think of you so fondly 
you left me grasping at...

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It hurts.
It really, really hurts.
You fall in love,
you're happy for a while,
you think it'll last..
Until it doesn't.
Until it ends.
In heartbreak.
In sadness.
In pain.
I thought I was...

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His tainted maiden I be,
Not king nor gentleman 
But the Mafioso
His tales travelled wide
Terror and fear
In name of respect he owns

In his heart a rot...

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#Been_sleeping_with_the_lights_on
Been sleeping with the lights on, images of you, not being right next to me, haunts me in the darkness, I want you to know...

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I miss the thing we were, I miss us
Everything started with you
And everything with you halted
"I am scared to lose you" might have been a...

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No, my brain is alive, not dead
To know that you hate me
And yet I love you dearly
I practice love not hatred
I care about uncontiditional love
Not...

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Haikus of Suffering

Your memory rains
Sorrow drenches me with tears.
Crashed... last fifteen years.

Now sixty-two... old.
I have no young grand-children,
but one abortion.

She left, now alone.
I never had...

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