Long Toxic love Poems

Thinking you top of the world 
You boogie
Think you untouchable 
Entitled you feel... 
Bully????
Smart know who to try 
Self-absorbed 
Think money buy love
No self-worth 
Looking out side your self, 
For validation 
Holding to toxic love...

Read More

 x You,
the one who hurts me.
 x You,
the one who chains me.
 x You,
the one who controls me like a puppet.
 x You,
the one who has my strings tied to your fingers.
 x You're...

Read More

Instead of someone, I feel like no one.
because I know 
when all is done,
To you I’m work, but to me you’re fun.

But who you met, was not the one
you now will find; 
whose trust you’ve...

Read More

You pull me in like a velvet snare,
whisper lies in the midnight air.
Every touch is a loaded gun,
but I can’t stop, no, I won’t run.

Dripping sweet like cyanide,
I taste the death behind your smile.
Tangled tight...

Read More

A cold, silver knife
rests on my shaking fingers.
I graze the blade across my life;
the slicing of it lingers.
I push the metal through my skin,
right to my chest, it cuts.
I have to let the blade in,
to...

Read More

Crossroad

It's funny how this has turned out.
I use to get flustered when you're around. 
Frantic beating of my heart.
Crazy change of my mood.
Now I realise that as much as I love you, I got to...

Read More

Realize how no one compares to you
When intoxicated you drown out the sorrow you've locked a way 
From seeing all those tiny little specks of gold in your eyes
I knew the moment I met you...

Read More

Betwixt our deceptive connection
Lies told, to always end in
I’ll never have a profound perspective
As my skepticism results in your grin

When our paths crossed
Like two sailboats in a panoramic sea
I believed you were mannerly
Though, sprouted unexpectedly...

Read More

It’s like the ones that you love don’t love you back 
It’s like the ones that love you back end up hurting you
It’s like the ones you sacrifice for take your love for granted
It’s like...

Read More

I’ve been listening to your eyes
The way they smile the way they cry
Pulling for miles red heart’s insides

Little crows feet forming thin lines
Telling what tickle’s mahogany mind
Or what pickles in memory’s teal time

You’ve got hearts...

Read More

Broken in two is the way
You wanted  me
Swimming in my tears some nights
Not realizing that was only the beginning
Endless pain, constant reminders of my faults
Never being good enough to love
But a target for your...

Read More

But you loved me for the girl i was
Not the girl i am nor the girl i was becoming 
Not loving me with my flaws 
But loving me for my flaws 
So together you can...

Read More

Because no matter the cost,
I loved you through the storm, 
But you gave me nothing but pain.

My eyes hazy with unshed tears for you,
And my heart heavy with hurt by you,
I walked away.

I didn’t know...

Read More

TOXIC LOVE
 
Your venom spreads, contagious, 
Words spoken, wild and outrageous, 
Attitude ungracious and relentless, 
The Dark side of your resilience
 
Sobriety, 
an outsider’s plea, 
Unseen in your bustling society, 
I stand guard, my presence...

Read More

Untitled 5 

“Her anger left marks on my skin; beauty transformed to fury and rage- my heavenly angel became an angel of death. With each word she broke the fibers of my being; she plunged...

Read More

step backward from this fixation
when you weren't
an addiction
step back even further
to a time where we'd pass by-
a glance, 
hello
that was it

and then nights never ended
and this love we pretended
it was us against the world
4 months...

Read More

I deserve that love that chooses to love you on the good and bad days
I want that love where leaving each other is our last option 
Better yet that leaving is not an option
I don’t...

Read More

Sacrified everything she had, yet it remained the same.
Ceased expecting anything, indifferent she became.

Ceased expressing preferences, feeling it is pointless.
Silence born from exhaustion and hopelesness.

Unaware of what was evil.
His tainted soul being deceitful.

Destroying everything alive,...

Read More

Blisters on my feet, 
Scarred deep within,
Oh, the pain,
That pain after the sin,
My heart drops,
Every bullet I shoot,
Every bruise he creates,
When is it going to stop?
The fear I have,
When he knocks on that door,
Lock it?
Or...

Read More

CANCER KILL I
 
  So many months of toxic love
  in my veins, chemo, radiation, electric pain
  I feel  collateral damage 
  as cells strong and sick perish in its heat
...

Read More

The trees grew for air
The sun rose for light
The stars guide the night
For her blessing is fire

For her rivers provided waters
Her darkness provided light
Her voice provided insight
For her blessing is Ice

The land made them settle
The...

Read More

The air I breathe is poison
Filled, with toxic love
With each breath I take, I suffocate
For it's you, I'm thinking of

I'm dying from the inside out
A little more each day
An infection, of your rejection
And it will...

Read More

Toxic love in its truest form.
I cannot let you go but, 
I cannot conform.
Many years of tears, 
and raised fists. 
Too many of course, 
we are both recidivists.
You finally went to the leave, 
but I...

Read More

Non-Toxic Love

Pecking order glances
Destroys friendship chances
Dissolves love, annuls romances.

Surviving smart as a fox…
Smooths that road of hard knocks…
So step out of the box.

Live above mental kicks.
Care, without verbal pricks,
Strengthen homes made of sticks.

Avoid hot gossiping...

Read More

Despise my love, for I am a masochist,
Don't restrain on your hatred for me,
Instead abuse me with your words,
Because the love I possess, is not of your world.
My love is ambivalent, 
Although very apathetic,
So don't...

Read More