I Was Right

step backward from this fixation when you weren't an addiction step back even further to a time where we'd pass by- a glance, hello that was it and then nights never ended and this love we pretended it was us against the world 4 months conquered - unconditionally toxic love so poisonous the gases leaked exposed the already exposed heart that was half healed horrific hostile obsession that masked the love it should have masked the face that was exposed from the gases of my in constructed heart- unaware so fast you came in swept me up filling my heart with an aesthetic passion one I've never yet had tortured, punctured, heart oozing- it's a shame we both knew it was wrong clinging onto a feeling much more than lust- needing, exceeding, secluding unconditionally committed to the wrong but now I wish I was right...