Long Timidness Poems

Hi...
...um...
My name is Ja-Ja-Ja-Jake!
...
Damn...

Jake stared at the mirror and frowned upon his own face, which in turn the mirror frown
back to his face with his. He straighten his back and opened his mouth once more.

Hi!
My...

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Where my hopes meet with
My dreams, heartfelt
Joy and brilliant imaginings kiss
Away the doubts, the demons
Who tempt me to listen
To the darkness, the dread, the depression
All the anxious that lives within
Where my skeptic is my biggest...

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Bloated; the feeling of you getting filled with the same things of the world 
Old from not finding something new to make you feel young
Daily you thrive to make your life of interest to others,...

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I wish I wouldn’t stop me, it’s a painful problem of mine every day.
I plan things almost forever, then at the last minute freeze or walk away.
Some times I close my eyes and continue to...

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When my heart
was no longer content in solitude;

I asked;

"Oh my lonely heart, 
what is it that you desire?"

Softly it whispered

for her heart beats to ease your breathless sighs,
so softness of her voice soothes suppressed sorrows...

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Conscience, the derivitive, or the norm,
that crest of trouble, being now conform
and that self centered point of view, the scorn ~
I back up into waves of self reform!

And asking why, Oh God, why me, inform
the...

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Very calmly I wait for you to see me.
Not the person I was but what I have become.
I fight the dreams that haunt me.
Nothing else really matters at all.

I wear a mask of passion. 
You...

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I will find you one day,
I will meet you someday,
I will want it to stay,
Oh how I will pray,
For what to say,
On that day,
I will want to be shy,
And make it look like a try,
Maybe...

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LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT

Praises I bestow on the day I met you,
With my expertise, 
I tried to defeat my timidness 
just to get to know you.
On my couch at night,
 I think of you.
On my...

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My somber vow: I’ll fix my gaze on you
And light for you an all-consuming flame,
Yet you won’t even know it when I do.

This promissory bond is burning true,
Not just a smoky wisp or idle game.
My...

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*_OUT OF MY MIND_*

I was doing fine
Maybe not fine enough.
I was thinking straight
Maybe not always right.
Until a strange breeze blew into the chambers of my heart,
Soothed my hardened heart to timidness
Caressed my bitter self to...

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as if I’m yet to learn something,
something very important
but what’s that which makes it important??
is that to be able to air before you??
or I just lose my confidence whilst those precious moments??
my inner world is...

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Fret and regret
Stall and won't settle
Hide and be always terrified
Stay 'til you go astray
Fake it and have no one to meet
Manipulate and be the subject of hate
Mock and remain stuck
Play safe and your peace will...

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