Long Sorryheart Poems
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Before I left I turned and told her
I didn't care anymore, this was just a blurr
All she did was take me as I was
But I guess that just wasn't enough
So I walked into the great unknown
This forgotten place, this forbidden zone
I flew all day and dreamed all night
Everyday I was numb, it was alright
I'd dream of the past, but never the upcoming
My head never thought and was always humming
This lala land was made just for me
Even though I did alright, I was never free
One day the past really felt like the past
And I realized my chance had passed
I gave up my love for this life of illusion?
Gave her up for delusion and confusion?
My dreams turned cold and my days turned dark
I had lost a piece of my puzzle, my life's spark
I spiraled down, down into the deep
All I wanted was that eternal sleep
I learned, however, that life is a trip
Sometimes it's good, and sometimes it dips
My dip lasted forever, or so it seemed
All I wanted to do was live in the past, so I dreamed
I dreamed of days with my baby, my baby and me
Back when I was happy and truly free
I messed it all up, but all I could do was ramble on
I waited for my sunrise, my soothing dawn
It came too late for me to realize
That I'd never gaze into my baby's eyes
I'd never hear her laugh, or hear her cry
I don't know why, but I said goodbye
I'd never see her smile or feel her heart beat
All I'd see were her shadows on every single street
My heart was broken but I was to blame
I finally realized it'd never be the same
I'm back on top, but I still think about her
I still think about her love, and what we were
I know it's long gone, and now I'm just a name
But baby, I loved you, and I know I'm to blame
I always make the wrong choices
Listen to the devil and his evil voices
I can't count the battles I've lost
But the war is what I try to win
Most mistakes I can't take back
Or right the wrong back on track
But I have to try my best
And then to you I leave the rest
I miss how it was before
Even though I kicked down the door
That you lovingly held open for me
The good thing I had I just couldn't see
All the things I should've said and meant
And a million apologies couldn't dent
The pain I know I left with you
There's no excuse for the things I do
No way to take it all away
No Magic words I can say
It was so hard to tell I even cared
I didn't deserve what was shared
You held out your heart to me
As I now wear my heart on my sleeve
Love and trust forever are broken
And all I'm left with is this token
A permanent reminder of my own stupidity
The memories of how it could be
I'm sure you hate me with all your might
And detest the thought, the very sight
I can't now look you in the eye
For my guilt burns like a brutal lie
Every ounce of my soul is bleeding
While my heart to you is pleading
To erase my mistakes before I die
From the regret of not being man enough to try
I don't expect you to ever forgive me
I just hope you believe me,
I'm sorry for not being true
For starting and not following through
Please believe if I could do it again
Beside you still, I would've been
Holding your hand everywhere we'd go
That's just a dream of mine now I know
Still, I'm sorry to your heart from mine
And I still love you; I have the entire time
It’s the same pattern all over, the same way.
The same story all night again and again.
Her song went on and looped but never strays,
nothing ever changed and she kept singing in vain.
Strummed the notes, through her fears and pain,
smiles and tears, a languished memory they’d bring.
Sorrows were hidden, happiness she’d feign
and the incomplete melody played with no more but a broken string.
He stabbed her heart once again, after that day
life was taken away and so was her sane.
Begged for mercy one last time, she stopped and prayed.
Filled one single glass with a whole bottle of champagne
the familiar moans through days she’d maintain.
Attempts she took trying to mend the wedding ring
but all that were left were pieces she disdained
and the incomplete melody played with no more but a broken string.
Other songs joined in along but faded away.
Alone again the cries had once been restrained.
Solid tears, trapped in her eyes will soon decay.
It’s this same song to him she’d once entertain,
and this damaged guitar she threw but detained.
As the blood trickled down her lips but her heart that sting.
She endured the pain, in hope that something will break the chain
and the incomplete melody played with no more but a broken string.
Strumming the notes, through her fears and pain
smiles and tears, a languishing memory they brings
Sorrows are hidden, happiness she feigns
and the incomplete melody plays with no more but a broken string.
Stuck in this hole
Depression hits
My heart beats so slow
Is time even moving
I have thirty-five more days to go
I feel so isolated
I could be with millions and still feel so alone
As I sit in this cubical
The cold cruelty takes hold
In the form of silent whispers in my mind
Reminding me of everything I have already known
Guilt starts to spread within
The results of my most dark and recent sins
Whispers refuse to stop
My strength starts to thin
Asking myself how could I let this happen
Knowing it is my fault like everything else has been
"It is your fault she is moving away
She is ashamed to have dated you"
"It is your fault she cannot stay
Because her parents hate and don't trust you"
"You deserve this torture in every way
Karma has finally caught up with you"
I know my name is ruined
But more importantly I've lost she whom I love
She was and is the queen of my heart and my world
And of all the stars above
I had thought my return would mean the return of her love
But now I have nothing worth returning to
I am so emotionally messed up
"Why should you return at all
They kicked you out of your home to watch you fall"
"Yeah the whole school is ashamed of you
Not to mention your name is now the biggest joke in the halls"
These silent whispers are destroying my soul
No one to run to
Nowhere to go
So day after day
I sit in this hole
Silent whispers making me feel
Hurt depressed and alone
I could not forsee the Devastion... I didn't ever mean to Demean You or Us...
I didn't ever mean to leave us Feeling... So Alone...
I was unaware or did not want to accept to the Anguish... I have caused...
of my Betrayal to your Heart and our relationship... I have caused...
I've kept trying to deny... My past... Wishing I could...
Really Wishing I could Suppress my Poisoning Actions... Words...
and Feelings... Wishing I could have Obliterated it all...
Before it helped Erase Us... I cannot be the Ideal...
Not even a good imitation...
I cannot always control the Underlying Motive to Hurt First... Perhaps I've felt...
I needed to test you... Test your True Devotion to me...
Never realizing the Malice behind all of it... and Making So Many...
Monstrous Mistakes... There is No Way to Vindicate myself...
I can only offer my Impassioned Plea... For Understanding...
For your Forgiveness...
For the Chance to try and to Win your Heart and Trust back
Form:
Living cursed
For the light that was suppose to enter my eyes to allow me to see; faded
For the air that should have entered my lungs, betrayed me
Suppressed my heart squeezing it tightly
For the heart that a must he had pumped to guide me
Gave up on me, giving me feelings to surrender
Soulless I have became condemned to live without it
Results of the so-called murderous crime:-
I arrive home, no one to greet
I go to sleep, no one to kiss
I wonder questionably
What did I do?
Though I can’t explain it
It feels so rough
Though I can’t quite say it
It fits in no words
What did I do...?
I ask again
Claiming my innocence, I rest in sorrow
Speaking of sun, with none to light up my day
Saying I’m sorry
But there’s no answer in forgiveness
So I rest, I rest again, with no hopes, with no light
With tears to dry on my pillow
With a kiss of goodnight
Not to be given
So as for me..., I remain in silent sorrow
I miss you all so very much,
I find it hard for our hearts to touch,
My heart is breaking, tearing and wearing,
My heart is slowly turning into dust,
I don't know what to do without you,
Its hard to say but i really do miss you,
Its hard to believe that we're so far away,
I take life as it comes each day,
I don't know what to say to you,
But i do know i really really miss you,
The love i feel comes from deep within,
It takes your soul and burns the sins,
The hate i feel is not ment for you,
Words just come out and it helps too,
To get the anger and hate out of me,
I know its not fair to take it out on you,
You have been great all through my life,
Your the best mother to have a child,
I know i can be difficult but i want to make you see,
Lifes about to begin for you and me.
love you mam lots ***
Form:
If you want your heart back, just let me know.
Ill put it back in it s place and I'll just let you go.
I'll turn my back and I'll leave you alone.
I promise you that forever I'll be gone.
But what if you start missing me?
And feel like talking to me daily,
but you'd have no idea where i could be,
and you start talking to the wind like if my presence was ghostly.
What if you end up missig a kiss?
how about if you'd want my touch again?
If my hugs is the only thing that you'd miss,
if I ever saw you, I would give you one as a friend.
If you really want your heart back,
take it and take your life back.
I'm sorry that I made this love hurt so bad,
I'm sorry that this love was all I had.
grief struck me like a lightning bolt
the anguish thundered in my gut, tasting the
sting of it's acid decimating my throat
you were never a nice man, your habits
ate away at my bones. my skin has been desolate
of adoration, my heart barren of pulses
but when you allowed the sickness to overcome
your wit, i became your carer again, i was able
to caress your skin, you wash your pores of bad
i was necessary for you, you howled for me.
my palm engulfed your fingertips while
you were lowered to rot in the ground.
i wake up every morning with a kick in the teeth, blood
swelling in my temples. remembering your last words to me,
‘words mean nothing when i can feel your heart in mine'
Form:
Girl, I'm gonna miss you when you're gone,
Everything right done went so wrong,
I guess it's over now, so...so long,
and it's time to be movin' on,
Yes, I'm gonna miss you when you're gone,
I'm really sorry things went wrong,
I wasn't where my heart belonged,
I quess it's over..now..I'll be movin' on,
We all hear the same ol' song,
Boose 'n' beer and things go wrong,
I held her near where you belonged,
Oh my dear!...I done did you wrong!
And I'm gonna miss you when you're gone,
I wasn't where my heart belonged,
Everything right done went so wrong,
and I'm gonna miss you when you're gone,
Yea, I'm gonna miss you when you're gone.