Long Fustration Poems

Moisture on a mirror
(A story of PTSD)
03/12/16
As I look back on my life. 
I know there is a much sadness and a conflict that I did not understand.
Many hours searching for answers that affected my...

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our children dacing
dacing at the sight of lighted bulbs
like when the eclipse occured
but their hope dashed

but his wealth  is intact
for his greatest grand children
children that are more equal
more equal than the others

our mouths now...

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Why Oh Why Oh Me.

Oh why oh why do have so much bad luck
 My hands are tied
My feet are stuck
I’d be much better off being Mr Bean 
Or Donald duck
Than me

I try so damn...

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Written off

I will not write again
I might stumble and fall
Fall within the edges of a cracked rock which together we tried to mould back
           ...

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with eyes that look beyond circumstance, beyond all feelings of pain,
our father who sees our deepened hearts, his feelings of love stay the same,
off balance at times while we've searched for truth, not knowing what...

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The little boy who was slow
Couldn't keep with the flow
Mistreated by most peers
Scared of people who's near

The naughty boy in the class
What's wrong? Noone asked!
Fustration leads to temper loss
Fights are won and many lost

Bully gangs...

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When fear blocks your heart from seeing love,
It makes excuses and causes you to run,
Leading to confusion, you put yourself there,
The thinker overthought, yet he's so unaware,
Tell me who I am, yet your telling on...

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I just wish I..., Could meet you eye to eye,
In all of this negitive, Never open and selective,
Oh please, Don't forget about me, 
Becuase I Can't forget you, That, I would never do,
Starting all over...

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I Just Wish I

I just wish I..., Could meet you eye to eye,
In all of this negitive, Never open and selective,
Oh please, Don't forget about me, 
Becuase I Can't forget you, That, I would never...

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Trifle Un Delightful.

If life is a Trifle
Un delightful
As it seems nothing goes to plan
Your left in a spin
But you try the best you can
If your that kind of woman
I’m your man

If you want plenty of...

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What can I do?
To fight these urges
In my adult life, I have no luck
No luck with love
But my body needs to 
But I can't disappoint God
Nor give Satan the power
So what can I do
To fullfill...

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People always ask me me why I allow people to trample all over me.But their not 
they're 
just walkin' into my softside.Then they ask if they're in your softside why aren't you 
showing emotions.So I...

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The same song plays repeatedly,
Time begins to rewind instantly.
I turn the radio off and yet I hear it,
In anger and fustration on your picture I spit.

The same love song that played during our wedding,
The same...

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