Dreaded Love Song

The same song plays repeatedly, Time begins to rewind instantly. I turn the radio off and yet I hear it, In anger and fustration on your picture I spit. The same love song that played during our wedding, The same song that played during years of love and caring. I now detest it like I detest you, Yet I have you inside my body and mind like a stuborn flu. The years are passing now and you remain in me, I close my eyes and see your mezmerising beauty. I force myself to hate you with all my might, Yet I long for you in my sleepless nights.