Long Disassociate Poems

When you folks are producing
your vanilla missionary practice,
who plays your Yang strong predator perception
and who prefers Yin reflexible reception?

Do you politically
and/or economically
flip his/her ecofeminist flop?

I'm sorry
but I do not speak of physical flops
mental drops
mindbody cross-fertilizing...

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What is wrong with Black Lives Matter? Two out of three of its founders are paid Marxists, who want to both destroy the nuclear family and the USA! It is also is anti-God! Are black...

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I am weak.
I am human. I bare the gift and the burden of consciousness… 
...Of utility, logic, lucidity.
I am someone just like you
But you're nothing like anyone
We’re all new. 
Every thing
New.

some of it is bitter,...

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Who would want a thermostat
unable to effectively regulate talking to itself?

We all long for recreative environmental response systems
of mutual listening wonder,
sacredly transcending mere domination of will-power
without bilaterally cooperative holistic prominence
of systemic identity ourselves.

Who wants a...

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I Remember When
By Curtis Johnson

At first I suppose there was the thought of how things use to be; and over time, how things are now.
Like the time I thought about a childhood friend name Dennis,...

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At first I suppose there was the thought of how things use to be; and over time, how things are now. Like the time I thought about a childhood friend 

name Dennis, and how I...

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More pure than a lake of baptized sins 
I just wanna get money and match my friends 
She wash in Lake Minnetonka with a devilish grin
Her seductiveness pulls me in 
While I watch it pour...

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I beg you to speak to me
Speak of yourself, your silly ambitions
Your dreams may they haunt you as mine do me
Speak for anything, at anything at all
Speak of me, of them
Just don’t speak of him
If...

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Open peaceful  conversation to dear white 
and black people in the World. 
Who does not have enemies 
    And best friends in life? 

I think no one ...huh?....yes!
Accurate answer given. 
I have many enemies,...

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LIFE
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I said My son
you have your house
and sometimes food,
You have your phone
and sometimes fuel,
You have your girl
and sometimes friends
are also fools

But an uninspiring vacation
won't work for you
without a sacred green vocation,
a prime goddess avocation
a divine...

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Self-Realization for Preservation

At 3 and a half I met mom number two
Only after mom number one just wouldn’t do
Nine years have passed, and I survived the abuse
Mom number one took too long to get stable...

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Because one does not know is not reason to disbelieve
Even being in the show you still bow down and grieve
You're mind being very petite in comparison to it all
And so your mind does retreat in...

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Don’t know what love is but I know what it isn’t
Trying to hold onto something reminiscent 
Anger, malice, and strife
Words cutting deeper than any knife
Fear creeping in and suffocating all logic
Replaying the past as if...

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Welcome to The State of Dis Union. 
Here are some “dis” words to describe The State of Dis Union.
Dismantle, disruptive, disagree, disrespectful, distract,
Disappointing, disable, discredit, disregard, disobey,
Dislike, disloyal, dislocate, disaffiliate, disrepute,
Disgrace, disaffirm, dishonest, disembark, disinfect
Disgusting,...

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All the pretty lies 
That fill my brain
All the pretty lies telling me
I’m insane

So i take a blade to my arm
Then wear hospital socks to hide the scars
Disassociate as to not raise alarm

All the pretty...

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From where I sit;
From my perspective;
From my point of view;
The lines are clearly drawn.

I need no further debate,
Because the hour is late.
I do not halt between two opinions,
And I need no further persuasion.

A clashing of...

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First I feel it rushing through my head
The lighting dims, My vision blurs 
And nothing around me makes sense
This is where I start to fade 
Or a More proper term would be this is where...

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disappoint, disavowed, disingenuous, displace
disastrous, disapprove, disallow, disadvantage, disaffect
disagree, disappear,  disapprobation, disarray, disassociate
disbelieve, dishearten, disharmony, dishonest, disinterest
disguise, disenchant, disengage, disfavor, disgrace 
disdain, discredit, discourteous, disconnect, discontent
discombobulate, disconcert, discontinue, discordant
discourage, disdain, disjunct, dislike, disloyal, dismal
disorder, disorient,...

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The child could disassociate rapidly when she had to
She had plenty of practice
Thanks to her mother bringing home new daddies
Some had not been kind to the little girl

She had gotten used to staying in the...

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I’m suspended in mid-air
As I begin to look upon and stare 
At the body which was mine of late
Before I chanced to disassociate. 

When I cry out no one hears me
All because they cannot see
The...

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am i going crazy?
those words will consistently ring out in my head
like a bomb that has just struck land
sometimes it feels like you're walking on eggshells
forever i am labelled as i am unbalanced
unstable
my head is...

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In the Heat of the Moment

What do you do when you get in those
awkward positions where you just don’t
know what to do?

I mean, you know that you should
tell, but you’ve been conditioned
by the culture not...

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Midnight, bewitching hour
full of horripilation

Car door slam-bang
and the warble act begins

No,no, I scream inside 
the verisimilitude of what will now ensue

I am a powerless protégé 
a stand in for the only one who
could save me
but...

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