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You lie, you lie to yourself, you lie to your face,
You know what you are doing, you know it is wrong.
But yet you still do it, you still lie through your teeth,
Yet you blame it on confusion, but you know where you belong.
You know your place; you know your rights,
Still you never stay still, you are never at peace.
Seeking only for you won good, selfish towards others,
Please let me tell you now, this hunger inside will never cease.
Causing pain to other, you blame it all on them,
But it is your own fault; you did this on your own.
Can you not accept the consequences of what you’ve done?
It is by these wicked actions that you are condoned.
Unless loneliness is your wish, do you enjoy all of this?
Is it to your please, all of this pain and sorrow?
Because you have done nothing to right this wrong,
You should be thankful that you will wake on the morrow.
Face up, and accept what you already know,
Or can you not even accept what is plain to see.
You have been called out; your crimes must be paid for,
Can you do that, or will you still like to me.
Betrayer, deceiver, all of your words are lies,
How can you dare ask to be trusted when you cannot yourself?
You monster, you fool, you heartless fiend,
For on your own you are nothing, you words are lies in and of itself.
So confess your actions, your deeds of dread,
Less you return to what you once were.
You were a monster; you were the name of shame,
Can you not remember what was your final cure?
Please recall who helped you in times past,
Who was there for you, to help you stand when you could not?
Now who are you hurting now, who suffers due to you?
Were they not your friends, your allies whom you sought?
It was they, who helped you, by them you were renewed,
Yet you replay them with that they never deserved,
You wake up each day, full knowing your actions,
What would you name yourself? From what you have observed?
If you don’t stop now, what will you become?
Stop your actions, before it is too late.
Or you will regret it, and never forget,
Change now or you will forever be locked from loves gate.
Form:
You make me angry
I'm upset
Your words make my heart skip a beat
And for once have a little bit of hope in you and me
I would have sailed across the sea
Your words so convincing
Your lies seemed so true
Words no action
Saying is not doing and that’s the truth
Was it all a dream?
Did the conversation ever happen?
You don't act upon
Make me sad
But mostly mad
You’re so freaking frustrating
Just shut up all
I hear is your ********
Spill the beans
Next day and change your mind
Just save your time
Leave out the testify
You make me think so hard
To the point where I crumble
You don't see the reasons why
The tears run so dam far
Don't you remember?
You have no freaking clue what this did to me
Anger runs through my heart
You make it so dam hard
To get on with my life
Would you remember me?
If I slipped away from my destiny
You leave me struggling to breathe
Post up all over
My face on minds
My words becoming prostitution
You leave my heart racing
Then stand alone
Waiting for the bus even as it goes by
You leave me holding a pillow at night
To my face so tight
So no one can see what this caused me
Make me feel crazy
Over you till you speak
Walking up a slope
Don't go no where
Every time your there I slide back down
Into the pit of disappear
Just burry me in the ground
Leave me there, with shovel in hand
Put me down like old Wilson’s dog
Let me rot away become part of the tree I lay beneath oh so peace fully
Until you come back and breathe me in
And there's no escaping this corroded town I'm in
Form:
Why My Cuts Are Deep
by Cate Rock
His words like flame against my skin.
His stair like ice burning from within.
His voice so steady so urgent so pure...
I don't know how much more i can endure.
His hands so warm against my cold pale cheek.
His comforting laugh is all i tend to seek.
All my life this perfect man avoids my watchful eye.
All my soul pleads for his presents here.
All along i wait for him,
All i get is lost hopes and heart break.
His on going absents like a stake.
A stake through the heart,
One I'm sure i deserved from the start.
For his love to comfort me,
For his arms to hold me,
For his words to guide me.
Is that to much?
What must i earn?
What must I do?
Forever alone,
Forever torn.
Life unmasked and a word to warn.
Love is love will always be love...
Yet i don't deserve it.
Don't find it.
Cant rewind life to save it.
Couldn't if i tried.
Cause i was torn apart the moment love died.
It died in my arms many blue moons ago.
And its true even if my pain doesn't show.
Love was shot in a bar for nothing to gain.
Love died slowly in a merciless pain...
It was my savor. it held my unborn heart.
Can you see now before my time my world was torn apart?
But its OK...i tend to say,
Ill live. and i do. heh maybe someday my friend ill live to write for you.
Lovely days with new friends and old.
One day of living is enough for my old soul.
Submission date : 2009-06-22
As I walk I see your laughing face
Your words shout out to me
Useless, Ugly, Worthless
My cheeks glisten with tears
As I kneel before the alter my legs burn
The material of my clothes rubbing into my wounds
My legs revealing a map
My map of self mutilation
I try to fight back the tears as I pray
You always said crying was a weakness
I ask for forgiveness, for the hurt I’m causing those I shall leave behind
My heart bleeds with pain and sorrow
I cannot express my unhappiness
My will to live has long gone
But soon my misery will come to an end
I feel the weight of the gun in my backpack
The night air is cold and cruel
The noises are frightening, I run as fast as I can
I trip and fall
I see your jeering face everywhere, I taste my salty tears
I want to escape before I change my mind
I near home
I take out pen, paper and the gun
My mind is blank
I start to write Dear Mommy and Daddy
Try to understand
My tears smudge the ink
I crumple the paper frustrated, no one will understand
I hold the gun in my hands
I am so ashamed
But at least I won’t be here to hear you gossip
I’ll be gone
My heart races
My palms are sweaty
There’s a lump in my throat
The gun is loaded
I raise the gun
I break down crying I just can’t do it
Then I see your taunting face and your words echo through me
You don’t have the guts
It drives me to pull the trigger
Splattering my brains on the wall
Abandonment and betrayal what do they mean to you but to me it means everything.
It's my life, my past.
What I had to face in what I fear.
Why Fear Just two words?
Why not... they're words that make up and is hidden in my life's past.
It's me I fear.
I fear what I'm to become.
What I might be.
To you it means nothing to me it means everything.
Just those two words summarize most of my family.
Who they are what they've done.
Just those two words have generations of stories to tell of the past and present.
To you it means nothing, to me it means everything.
Just two words can break down a man.
Make me cry.
To you two words mean nothing but to me it means everything.
Abandonment and betrayal.
Think about it... to you they are just two words, to me they mean everything.
To me its two things that occur repeatedly.
To me it means it everything but nothing to you.
Look at it to see if you can see what it means.
Its more that two words, its my past, my life, what I had to face.
What I fear Two words are more than Two words.
What I fear to be, What I might do to people close to me.
Its just two words. Two meanings..... but to you it means nothing but to me it means
everything.
My families past, their present, their legacy.
My fear of what I might become... what this means to use is nothing.
But to me it means everything.......Abandonment and Betrayal.
Why bother talking,
When no one really cares,
Fake smiles and hugs,
Shallow sympathetic stares.
Why bother smiling,
When no one ever looks,
May as well be invisible,
Get lost in the nooks,
And crannies of this life,
Just disappear out of sight,
Who would even notice,
If I left tonight,
Why bother with this,
When I know I don't matter,
Forget it I'm done,
No more feelings laid out on platters.
No more heart on my sleeve,
No more smile on my face,
I'm done giving,
I'm done with this space,
This place, this waste,
The way my feelings are nothing,
Just words on a page.
Smile on a comment,
When my words speak of pain,
Why even bother,
What is there to gain.
Sure it's beautiful,
More heartfelt than you realize,
But no one ever questions,
The darkness in my eyes.
It's just words on a page,
For you all to read...
Nothing more..nothing less...
Just smile, as my emotions bleed.
Form:
Trapped away are my feelings under lock and key
They are begging me to release them so they can be free
They go deeper every time you come around
I open my mouth but then there is no sound
Its just my words coming from inside
They must be released because they can no longer hide
You cannot control me and keep me in fear
Hold back my voice when I need to be clear
I’ll say what I want right from the start
Don’t try to stop what comes straight from the heart
Its just my words coming from inside
They must be released because they can no longer hide
You say if reflects on you and How you look
I need to write what I want and that’s the vow I took
I thought that was a freedom we had until our very end
If you suppress me you are not at all my friend
Its just my words coming from inside
They must be released because they can no longer hide
Moonlit children & carved smiles
Making every step seem worthwhile
Running away with the stars
Dancing in the wind, not so far
Decaying lungs & broken dreams
A bleeding mouth, drowning screams
Black veins & pale skin
addiction help deep within
Raindrops on lacerated lips
Hidden behind the lunar eclipse
Silver tongue & crippled wings
A spectral thorn & razor blade sings
Toxic showers, its poisons kiss
Suffocated by fake happiness
Plastic lungs & taped confession
Tempted by disguised aggression
Interrupted & separated skies
Peaking through sugar coated lies
Black curtains & paper hearts
Last words spoken before falling apart
Artfully twisting these words into gold
Cries muted & pain that's never old
Breaking free from any sin
Lies snowflakes on burnt skin
Why I Must Stay?
You entered my heart faster than wind.
And promised my soul bliss would begin.
Joy, soon faltered, by blistering sin,
Where lost hope and hate put life on spin.
Lopsided lovers living as friends,
Why on this earth does not this love end?
Angry words become sweet lines again.
According to some, such love cannot win.
Alone in the room while you sit near,
I wonder why hurt brought each new tear.
We dreamed forever of loving dear.
Harsh words have hindered gladness, I fear.
So as thoughts befall on this dark day,
I pray, “God, please take my life away.”
Then, I remember why I must stay.
Grandchildren laughing, wanting to play –
© Dane Ann Smith-Johnsen
June2, 2010
Poetic form: Rhyme (Each verse is written in monorhyme...almost.)
I'll cut your wrists...but die another day.
I'll be the one that you will fear, im not your little darling dear.
"I love you"...these words I never want to hear, so go drink another stinking beer.
I'll cut your wrists...but die another day.
It was you that I would fear, though I never shed a tear.
As long as you were near, or close enough to hear.
I'll cut your wrists...but die another day.
You put me through more that words can say, I know that one day you will pay.
So take this as your warning, and stay out of my stinking way.
I'll cut your wrists...but die another day.
Theres nothing left to say, this is the price you'll pay.
For what you did that day, thats it thats all i have to say.
I'll cut your wrists...but die another day.