And I'm looking at new York canvas
Man in the mirror
Big lou Adler
?
Copy print
He teaches desire as illusion in anger
Next day air
In the lonely night
Without a lonely write
It's the next day bourbon
Forced regard
Article un, lend, take ribbon
Set type
Articulate
Juliet Society friendly alien
Anime graphic coupe design
Interworx server adlib maintenance up?
Cellular diplexing and atenuation adlib it
On atom photon plan it
Photon up
And back
Illuminate addiction devicing
"Mobile" station "worker"
Involved in grid i.e. infrastructure bands
Desktop publishing rubbish
Good for nor bot Chomsky
demons in illusion anger desire
Sniffy states of adhd
Slow jam design access key level nerd dropout
L.A. Doll
New York Doll anime coupe sign ups
502 bad gateway newswire interupt day
Your bad
Illiterate rebels
Body body body
Categories:
hasnt, analogy,
Form: Free verse
I'm down on the ground,
My brain starts to pound,
It may not be fun,
But ten seconds aren't done.
10 seconds remain.
I still have time,
To arise again,
The timer hasnt hit ten,
Time isn't my friend,
8 seconds remain.
I punch hard, I kick,
I choke, I feel sick.
I try to yell, over the incessant chants,
This is the last time, my last chance.
Five seconds remain.
I call out, my plight.
I never wanted this fight.
I press up with all my might,
I feel progress, my eyes are losing their light.
Three seconds remain.
It all hurts, to breathe,
Under my worst foe, I am beneath.
For it is no human, it's within me.
I need to get up, to be free.
But it isn't over, I can win,
I push against that evil twin,
The sadness loses hold, I can get up.
One second remains.
Categories:
hasnt, bullying, depression, loneliness,
Form: Rhyme
Life grabbed me hard by the balls, not in the way that feels good and right.
The mist of darkness in wintertime, when the cold winds fully hasnt blown in the snowstorm to cover our summer sins and regret.
We tend to fail to heed the call, to enjoy our wait for this darkness, this unfathomable coldness, to savor each and all these moments of utter silence, that before led us to despair and heartfeld tears, now, with older and wiser eyes, we now can sit back.
We let the silence come without feeling muted.
We let the darkness creep in without feeling haunted.
We let the cold embrace the walls without fearing to turn to ice anymore inside.
We embrace it, we live alongside it, we own it.
Winter
Categories:
hasnt, change, confidence, cool, crazy,
Form: Free verse
For twenty years I have walked my curvy tree lined street,
and there're neighbors I have yet to meet,
I look into the windows of the oblong and squares,
and wonder about the people who live in there,
I was once a happy and energetic child of the nineteen seventies,
now I'm saddened and tired by modernity of the twenty twenties,
imagination and derring do were great companions,
now the children have safe spaces and isolation,
who really cares about the people who live in the other houses,
or if they have partners or spouses,
their living rooms flicker from televisions and cell phones,
sedantry activities for the lazy bones,
their style of apparel hasnt really changed,
and their values are generationally ingrained,
celebrating the holidays like good citizens do
I wonder if the moms and dads desire to start anew,
I walk up and down my curvy tree lined street,
gazing into windows and wondering about the people I have yet to meet,
sometimes I want to be a child and say,
hey, you want to come out and play.
Categories:
hasnt, community, imagery, perspective, poems,
Form: Rhyme
A joy
An adventure
You asked of me
But ima hit you with that
Uno
Reverse
You're a gem
Dedicated to yourself
And
What you want from the world
So what can i hope
To offer
That one before me hasnt already?
Algo
Tan simple que tal
Vez
Ya no
Exista en esta vida
La promesa
La promesa de adorarte
Dia y noche
De dedicarte
La noche
La luna
Las estellas
De tocar
Con tu cuerpo
Una cancion unica
Y inolvidable
But
I'll earn you
Like any man should
When im in the pool swimming
I'm swimming to you
When I'm in control
I'm trying to reach you
To fight for you
To give you the night
The day
My present
Ny future
My all
To complete the
Promise
You deserve...
Prometo re-escribir
Tu definicion del amor
Categories:
hasnt, emotions, faith, i love
Form: Free verse
Everything around me, seems to be tumbling down.
Disappearing so fast, taking off of earths ground.
My thoughts are jumbled, very unclear.
My words come out wrong, my heart is full of fear.
Afraid of the opinions, that arent being told.
By mouth
instead its obvious, by the love that doesnt show.
When i look in the mirror, a stranger is who i see.
Building myself back up, has become just a dream.
Things ive given my all, have completely turned out wrong.
Truth be told, its hurts.. who catches me when i fall.?
Its too cold where im at, loneliness doesnt even compare.
Pieces of me are scattered, somewhere out there.
The sound of laughter, hasnt knocked on my door. The sign says beware of one who is destroyed.
Lost, broken, burned
The damage has left many scars.
They lie underneath, deep inside of my heart.
Categories:
hasnt, abuse, age, deep, depression,
Form: I do not know?
I found a picture of us
Tucked away in an old...dresser drawer
By the smiles on our faces, I’d guess
We both wanted more
Now to this day I say
I let you get away
And knowing that
Always gets me down
I can’t believe this old flame
Still hasn’t burned me down
There’s no smoke but there’s fire
A four alarm desire that don’t end...
Times has fanned the flame and it’s a shame
We’re still only friends
This internal inferno
Can’t be quenched but who’s to blame
I can’t believe this old flame
Hasn’t burned me down
If not for the wanting...I wonder
Would I keep hanging on...
We’re still living, so there’s a chance
To someday right this wrong
So as I sit and wonder
Wonder If we’ll ever have our day
Will the flame that we both carry
Be allowed to rage
I can’t believe this old flame
Still hasn’t burned me down....
It won’t stop until they lay me
6 feet in the ground
We can see by the pictures
They speak volumes... without sound
I can’t believe this old flame
Hasn’t burned me down
I can’t believe this old flame
Hasn’t burned me down
Categories:
hasnt, angst, anxiety, conflict, desire,
Form: Lyric
Proud to be a Motherer
Now for all you who took this the wrong way
Your wife is a mother
Are you not proud of her
Technicalities can change a room
One of the men reading this hasnt checked his fly
Wrong it was me
Categories:
hasnt, poetry,
Form: Free verse
Teenage girl stressed out because she hasnt got her period.
She says "I'm to young, how am I supposed to take care of a kid",
But wasnt thinking of the consequences of the things she did,
said im only a kid myself how am i supposed to pay for this,
And to think it all started with just one little kiss,
Now she's out on her own because the dad done dashed,
told him about the news and he was out quicker than the flash,
You believed everything he said over one stupid promise,
now you're sitting all alone up in the doctors office,
with this pad and this pen, has you thinkin again,
That this may really have to be the end,
The thing is this kid never asked to be born,
But you take it out on them because your love is scorn,
That's a problem with people in relationships these days,
they think when everythings going bad they can just up and walk away,
Instead of staying and fighting for what they worked hard for,
It must be easier to just find the open door
Categories:
hasnt, anger, anxiety, baby, betrayal,
Form: Rhyme
Roads are shared,when to take a freeway out to your destination has no more significance then the ride. Needing to use a "POSTER" to hide your face when the
back-up hasnt showed up signs of a ____
Accept defeat & join in signs of a ____
Accept orders like a dog signs of a ____
Tint your own blood for the poster signs of a ____
B-ack stabbing low scums
I-naccomplishment of becoming a man
T-ruth kills you inside
C-rown the next
H-IDE HIDE HIDE boy run to the poster
Categories:
hasnt, leadership, life,
Form: Free verse
Theirs tension in the air
Im here to stay
Dont mind me im human too
Repetitive stradegy its become dull
Grasp onto another to for us enjoy
Time hasnt stopped while we wait
For the story to unfold
A nice puzzle to uprupt the mind
Embracing it rest
Categories:
hasnt, beauty, sleep,
Form: Blank verse
Feel my presence around you,
Feel my caring touch,
I seek to protect your life,
You are so special to me,
Precious you are to many around you,
You don't see the impact you make….but i do.
Hasnt love shown you that people care,
Wishing you joy on any given day,
Something you think you don't deserve,
We all deserve strength and love.
Forgive yourself whatever it is you may have done,
Understand you have much to give,
Your presence is valuable.
Categories:
hasnt, emotions, inspiration, joy, love,
Form: Free verse
No one knows the days ive spent
Hearing those that arent there
Seeing the faces of those who died
A shadow without a care
At night they come see me
Those at work dont believe me
Please Lord come and free me
I would cherish the good times
If only I can remember
My mind is messed up
Its gone from July to December
I keep playing back those days
Like its my own movie reel
No one understands what I say
Nobody knows how I feel
Going from day to day
One hour after another
The seconds turn to minutes
Everythings going by slower
What hasnt slowed down
Is my mind that keeps racing
There is no track or route
But its the same obstacles I keep facing
Friends, family, and those who know
Will never understand
My mouth has tasted the fear
My body has felt the pain
My mind has played those tricks
My eyes seen the horror...and shed a tear
Cry for those I must
There is not one thing I can do
The tears a part of so much more
They come from the God who loves you
Take stock in what youve learned
Cause there is no path but True
Follow one step at a time
And may God always Bless You
Categories:
hasnt, war,
Form: I do not know?
i was overjoyed
i was eager to travel
wishing everybody a good stay,
i quickly packed my suitcase
and was ready to twist life
little did i know,
joy would turn into sadness
happiness into tears
desires into loneliness
but what do i see?
i choose that path
it wasnt easy
neither is it easy
but above all i thank God
He has been my keeper
my strength and guide
i dnt regret going abroad
the journey hasnt been easy
Categories:
hasnt, life, lonely, prison,
Form: I do not know?
When what you thought was truth
was really lies
when all the affection turned into
distance
When love turned into hate
When rasing your child was left up
to one of you to do
When a complete stranger knows
more about your love life than you
When his harsh words became
harsh violence against your flesh
When your aching heart decided to
stop working
When he realizes a little too late that
He hasnt been acting like a man
When he realizes he lost the best
thing in his life and he will never get
it back
Categories:
hasnt, lost love
Form: ABC
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