Maybe life could be empty and yet filled with a void,
Maybe it could be full and yet of life devoid,
Maybe I could be happy yet a feelingless mess,
Maybe the no of the past was just a hidden yes,
Maybe dreams were memories that never happened,
Maybe life's just a drawing that was misshapened,
Maybe the trees dance alone and not with the breeze,
Maybe the wind is their music of noteless melodies,
Maybe the dusk was painted with a ruby's blood,
Maybe rubies were frozen teardrops of a rosebud,
Maybe our eyes were made to reflect the stars,
Maybe the twilight was born to heal our scars,
Maybe it's for the worst, maybe for the best,
Maybe it's just coincidence and not a test,
Maye the clouds move on to forget the pain,
Of being beckoned then scorned time and again,
Maybe you don't need me, maybe you do,
Maybe I was a wish granted just for you.
Categories:
feelingless, 8th grade, art, beauty,
Form: Rhyme
It's nothing
Nothing more than a slump
Or a low
A mere depression
So I am told
But it's deeper than that
It's more of a chasm
So dark you can't see your hand in front of your face
Feeling to see if you have a face
Feeling faceless
Feeling handless
You can't pull yourself out of this
It's more of an abyss
It is feelingless
It is emptiness
It is nothingness
The word depression
Does not do it justice
18.02.26
Composed for Lewis Raynes'
Depression - Poetry Contest
Categories:
feelingless, depression, introspection, words,
Form: Free verse
the leaves fall not from the tree
because of their own weight
but the weight of anxiety
heaped up like unpredictable tomorrows
and days after days of dismal weather
compel the leaves to leave the tree
pretending to be feelingless
without leaving any sort of emotional reflection
the leaves fall and roll on the ground to find a place
where they can take their hearts’ misery away
the leaves roll over the street
not because the wind blows
but to forget the meaningless days they have spent
because the past of the leaves are full of embarrassment
the leaves cry in unbearable pain without a sound
while kicked and tampled by indifferent passersby
a last leaf hangs on the tree
as if saying “don’t cast me away
but let me just hang on to…”
filled with sorrows unbearable
this one fell as well
sobbing soundlessly
heaving its shoulders
Categories:
feelingless, allegory, anxiety, autumn, tree,
Form: Free verse
Its the kind of love that makes you think he's the only one for you and his feelings are real and sincere. While he keeps you blinded by his lies and broken promises of a happy future together.
While the world watches you change slowly into a cold feelingless creature. Never seeing the light of truth and real love again. Always living in the shadow of love and leaving you in fear of being loved by anyone else.
Making you to become a monster by playing the same games and leaving a trail of tears and lies that were being feed to you. Never wanting to find true love. Just keeping all the pain and hurt deep down inside.
knowing that praying for help to save your life is useless because no ones listening. You shut out everyone that cared about you for the vampire love. Now your looking at the future and all you see is nothing but pain and agony.
Categories:
feelingless, death, heart, life, love,
Form: Free verse
Don't ask me how I got this far
I do not really know
How once you left my heart was gone
Did you hear it just explode?
My chest was left a sunken place
No heart to fill the void
All my senses numbed and drained
My world at once destroyed.
Sensations felt of emptiness
where once a heart had dwelled
A body left feelingless
All precious breath expelled.
The world at once an empty place
Where once it stood a bustle
My now tortured heart and brain
In unending tussle.
I shall not know what next comes
In this one lifetime
I do know that without your love
My heart has met demise.
Categories:
feelingless, love,
Form: Rhyme
Candles are lit me on
As I steps on a stone road
Let my foot bleed
And live with the pain
Then the world spears me
As I turn feelingless
In a moment I find out my self
Has lost in a strange dimension
Floating.
My soul flies out of flesh
Here is the darkness.
And the limit?
Can't reached...as maybe,
I just reject to see.
Loneliness, anger, happiness, all,
Make sense no more.
Only death is real.
I just want to come home.
Categories:
feelingless, desire, heart, longing, pain,
Form: Blank verse
These shadows have shadows
follow lurking, mirrored movements
trailing behind to remind of their darkness too
Creeping up, not sure we're feeling this
guilt consumed, left feelingless
My shadow has a shadow,
where it never had before
They linger touching lightly, discreet
I followed shadows trail across the floor
To where trail ended up at your feet
You and I watch those shadows intertwine
Judging yours never, and you never mine
Consoling my wounded counterpart
til the grief we've grieved is torn apart
Balanced out by our volitile natures
singley,destructive and dying
bonded, constructive and thriving
Sweetly symbiotic souls are we
Categories:
feelingless, love
Form: Free verse