Pain Esteem Poems

Do not be envious of the water that waters another's yard
The grass is always greener, and a reason for their trivial mirth
Remember the green grows...

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I run away from you
like in a dream
I found myself drowning
in a scream
floating face down
in a stream
no self confidence
no self-esteem...

I run away from you
while I...

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Is a veil that pins
Down the pains from breaking out 
And having a voice....

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Have You Ever

Had dreams about your
Past so vivid and real
You woke up and
Thought you were back there

Have You Ever

Panicked at the thought 
Of  Setting...

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Seems like cozy words won't make a fire when it's winter
Neither will my hopes and dreams, though people say I'm a winner
The only one who...

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It’s 2:30am
And I am feverishly writing 
in a feeble attempt to throw a bone the other way
Flattening the tip of the pen with each thought
I...

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I choose to set myself free
Becoming fed up with lies without alibis
that caused me to constantly season 
my pillow with salty tears 
Too many times...

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I mark the days I failed to starve up on my wrist in tallies.
 It's gotten to the point where I have almost ran out...

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I glanced in the mirror
and saw an awful sight
it haunted me each day
and troubled me at night

And so I tried to blend in
uncomfortable with fear
so unhappy with...

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Sometimes I wish I had more of a story to tell
A story of abuse or divorce
Sometimes I wish I could blame this all on hell
A...

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Guns. Liars. Blood.
War gets harsher,
A child's sock lies beneathe the collapsed orphanage,
It's singed at the edges with crimson blood staining its innocence.
The earth gets warmer,
A...

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I do not know you Love
But you are always on my mind
People say you're hard to find
I would love to meet you one day.

I thought...

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alone,and scarred, no hope for you to gain
that which you've sought with love and pain.
No one will ever come to esteem you a star
in their...

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There are so many feelings I feel because of you
Deep down within my heart I'm now brand new

The things you say and do to me...

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