I miss you so much now
that you are gone
I think of you from the
dusk till the dawn
I loved you alot-did you
even know
Sometimes I wonder why
you had to go
I wish ther was some
words I could have said
Away from those words-it
seems I was led
I had no chance to really
talk to you
And now, I wish I could...I
wish you knew
But since you are in
heaven smiling down
I’ll stay here, and watch
my world spin around
Just want you to know
how it is I feel
I miss you my brother
and I always will
I wish you were here
with me all the time
I’ll give you all of the love
that is mine
You always brought joy to
the world down here
You never showed anyone
much of your endless fear
We all know you are
gone with painless death
Because you left us
without one last breath
We love you very much
and we wish you was here
Feeling like I could go insane..
Screaming and screaming but no one hears.
Can you believe that this is the calm before the storm?
Seeing and seeing but never aware,
that I'm right there,
waiting for everything to collapse.
Things will burn and pieces will be torn,
in the midst a little baby satan will be born.
Just waiting and waiting till the blood to be seen.
Wondering when white will be my complexion.
Cold stiff limbs.
Dont cry now.
The end is near for us all.
Just remember when I told you I loved you.
It was all true.
I never wanted to leave you.
Dont cry love.
Feeling like the world is spinning,
All those times that I cried.
All those times I wish that I'd died,
now I know this is hard but the world is spinning,
there is no light that will be coming.
There shall be fire and ice,
and harsh cruel delight.
Dragged under I meet,
my death.
The world is melting,
It's crust eroding,
for the nuclear Armageddon is coming close.
There was sheer warning,
there was mass jeering,
yet the Nuclear epidemic continued to condone.
To build ticking time bombs in the snow;
to build upon unstable foundation,
transporting radium and plutonium to the flow.
Yet now as the world is itching to explode,
we still hear the moan,
...and the excuses made before.
Get your plutonium out my door!
But no more,
fore the people have burst their core.
Now the modern society crumbles and it's populous in shambles,
we have mass losses on our hands.
People's pain and panic stain the land,
reaction to the few who still act bland;
denying any problems.
Well...the problems are still real, and the panic all us feel,
about our future being doubtful,
It's all quite a mouthful and the calm has burst it's seal.
Now the world is waking up to it's destruction,
a destruction imagined in our dreams, in our darkest fears
that a nuclear Armageddon would arise;
...but it didn't have to be
and that will haunt us most of all.
Gone Too Early
Gone Too Early
This world just too worldly
God had a purpose
He wanted us to surface
He holds you in His loving arms
Taking you Home and keeping you from harm
Don't be mad, hurt, or scared
God and His Son cares
Just surrender and let them R.I.P.
For God gave us His only begotten Son, so we can teach,
Teach His Good News of The Kingdom
Living forever and ever, in Heaven with wisdom
So, family and friends some of us are Gone Too Early
This world just too worldly
I close my eyes
And wait for the dread - the dread
To appear and disappear
Into the wide open spaces of heaven.
I sleep wide awake
And my thoughts do wander
Across lands so deep - too deep
Where shards of light would go no further.
Those spirits hover close
They would not let me be
Peace is but a lifetime away
Such is my world - the world of the damned and the decayed
So it seems to me,
how life is so long it seems.
But in fact it can be short.
Wonderful lives end..
Because of pressure,
so here i write to my surrender.
How can this world be so corrupt so vile,
and can you think back to a day when you,
were once a child?
Oh how innocent i wish i were to be,
to see this world in reality,
seems to kill me.
I understand why people smoke weed,
because only then can you be freed.
And if you took one solid breath,
that might once lead to your death.
Why is death so painful?
Why do people have to die when there is so much in the world they would want or need to
see?
I know people say that everything happens for a reason but what is the reason anyway?
There is no reason for people to die.
There is no reason for people to be unhappy because of death.
If everyone could live forever the world would be happy.
But that obviously wont happen anytime soon.
The way this world is everyone just wants to die.
Well not me.
I for one love my life any everyone in it.
and i dont care what people have to say about it
life in the world of the living dead is gone like a dead flower
and my un-life is starting again like the rising sun over a
field of scatted bodies , the smell is like no other. the war
was over before it started and the fight was one way , no
survivors, no victors . just death. it wouldn't have happened
if not for the fault in man , if not for the greed we all share
we have ended this world and didn't see it coming like a
blind/def man on the tracks it hit us head on. in this hell
that is repetition we all die and come alive again in the
morning
No Heartbeat, No Sound
A world turned upside down.
From joy and elation, to sadness and devastation
No words from friends can comfort the loss
No Heartbeat, No Sound
Her world turn upside down
hider in the attic is a frailty
for an antitrust of when the world ends
a new name for genocide
born to fall out of love
beautiful mind says people like to sing and dance
and play house on mad tv
blackmailed by the death threat to yourselves from me
train the world to survive this funeral
in a kama sutra to replace war
society has been torturing me
keep the files on your internet you like
and start it over again with rules to the game
that didnt happen in dress rehearsal
iv thought my last though iv drempt my last dream im awake now to see my life flee and
when i die i will rise again to show the world who i rely and so hold your loved ones and wish
them well because tomorrow the world is going to hell
World:
To be hurt n, to be stabbed.
Thus of these things are all of this world.
To watch and stalk
Thus of these things are all of the wicked world.
why lie and hurt I think?
why stab your partner?
For all of this world, we shall never know.
The secrets with in , shall never be known!
To all those of all types of this world ,
I tell you now!
There's more to life.
There's things you'll never see.
There's things that may kill , and things that will save.
All I know is the secret I hold
The secret that can kill, The secret that can save.
For of only me I see.
That these of what I think,
Are not of this world to be.
Copyright ©2008 Marissa Stoops
Ppl aroun my age disgust me
All dey kno is $, guns, appearance & Frontin
Fightin, wolfn & cussn
Outside w/no house trainin like dey mama aint tawt em nun
Dey jus show dey butts 2 c who lookin
& neva think bout da outcome, dats y so many lives r tooken
Ppl aroundmy age luv frontn
talkn bout dey getn $ & dey got haters wen dey aint got nun
not even that lil piece of hope (a diploma) 2 allow dey self 2 b sumn
but naw dey wana hang wit dey "buddies"
wen 1/2 gon be buried 3ft deep on top of sumbody
and tha otha 1/2 gon b sumbody's punk (evrybody dont get lucky)
Ppl aroun my age always wonder y
Y dey cant have dis n dat like da next guy
Failin 2 realize u gotta try
Nothin is givn less ya work 4 it while ya knees 2 da dirt
fingertips 2 ya chin n ya eyes 2 da sky
Ima give tha world my heart b4 i die
I want a change so it starts w/me
I cant do it alone so Ima need u 2 b like twitter n follow me
I want u 2 kno wat goin on nside
I want da world 2 hear Chi-town's Cry
Breathe for me, dearest one...
Before to long, i will be gone...
I choose to leave, this world behind...
Stand back, separate, no need to change my mind...
This wasnt my intentions, as my days began...
I wanted to rise above life, be the bigger man...
But strength is needed, when you try to topple pain..
And i have no powers, and no more can i maintain...
With no remorse, i leave you...to fight this world alone...
And make this land a more beautiful place, once i am gone...
Lay me in the grave, or spread my ashes in the sea...
because is the last wish, for the broken fool known as me...
Midnight black
A world unto itself
A world no one wants to know
No one wants to ever admits it exists
No light or shadows
Evil hiding in places never seen
Places good would never dare
A deathly grey moon hangs low
Barely rising above the horizon
Is it for real?
Or simply an illusion of a collective mind
It watches an empty world
No clouds or stars
No trees or flowers
The only ones who can see its starkness
Souls condemned by a vengeful god
Wandering an empty plain
A fate long ago decreed
To suffer in darkness
A punishment that lasts for all eternity
For crimes they committed in a mortal life
No forgiveness
No hope
Just forever in an everlasting hell
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