Best Sadfeelings Poems
Erosion - 1
With a scholar eye I am looking at-
Looking at Sharpened Dream,
Burning heart burning across
Feeling the sour, feeling the layer
Is being wet tongue, gradually uncovered
vibrating lips and stick while mixing at liquor
- A chemical compound searching for eyes
- Searching liberty from sin
- Burning the recipe of purity
I am chewing all the glamour with tortured eyes
Breathing fragrance;
breathing easily passing days and nights
Easily
being tortured, told her-
As its an erosion ; it’s a feelings
Written by Javed Akter
Erosion – 2
Sharp Sunshine ; I become anxious
sharpened me while it touches
the ground
Like homeless lives I search forever
Blue ; blue feelings always
Walking around
Always sliding doors are crawling
Crawling ever now and then
Kindly me; myself kind while waking up
After long night sleepless; sleeveless
From deadly bed
Changing everything; changing backbone slowly
Steadily this side and that
Every time looking at decay
-Decay altering the sides
my feelings ; herself towards
The feelings of not achieving
These feelings of never making it
The feelings of not making it
The feeling of hopelessness
When darkness wanders in your clear pond
Making your waters murky with dissolation
Playing thunder and lighting at your unsurity
What is it that life wants you to do
When thy soul longs to just wonder
You wondering when you can turn of these sad lights
And go to sleep, perhaps a better day to come
The down trot of happiness
When you know not where you'll end
And the constant glee has subsided
Oh this feeling of hopelessness
You lie awake or go to sleep in it
Perhaps try to turn away from it
Someone bring a light for this tender soul of mine
I cannot be wrapped in hopelessness
i feel like im going to cry..
but why?
i have not told a lie,
and even when i try...
i feel so shy...
there was someone there,
but who? and where?
i have my thoughts and feelings to share..
i look again, nobody is there..
this feeling i have is rare,
i sit down in a hard chair..
i felt pressured,
this cant be measured...
constantly having names thrown at me..
i feel so lonely..
this is the feeling im fighting.
my thoughts are tightening..
i want to change..
i want to get out of this range.
i wish these feelings would just stop.
because im about to drop...
the question i ask though,
Why?
your love is gone,
can not make you stay, can not
change the feelings inside your heart.
your love is gone,
where is the hope we had for tomorrow.
can not even try, can not make you stay,
can not change the feelings of your heart,
your love has gone away.
I don’t know who,
To give my love to.
You don’t want it.
I thought you did.
I feel worse,
Than a lonesome kid
I want to give it all to you,
Just like I used to.
I finally spoke up,
Almost a year ago.
I stated that I loved you,
For a long time.
Then you said that you didn’t,
Feel the same way.
At the same time,
You stated that you
thought of me,
Every day.
After holding back that night,
I feel terrible.
I should have stayed,
And gave my love,
Even if you saw me hysterical.
All of my feeling to make you happy,
I used to hide only to display
When we did our thing.
I thought you knew how I felt,
How when I put it on you,
You used to roll your eyes back ,
And lift your voice to sing.
Then I find out after all this time,
By not you but Mrs. Legit,
That it didn’t mean a bit.
Now you don’t call.
In actions not words,
Of your life you want me out
I know this without,
A shadow of a doubt.
I wish I had the same power
That she had to make you to
Stop calling.
I wish that I could
Stop laying at home bawling.
I finally spoke up about,
My true feelings for you.
Now, I’m alone feeling blue.
That’s why I don’t know who
To give my love to
The feelings I have for you
I used to give to substitutes
That did not work
I wish that you were not a jerk.
‘Cuz I really love you,
But you were never willing to,
Give us a try.
I must face the fact,
That there’ll be no you and I.
I don’t know who,
To give my love to.
You don’t want it.
I thought you did.
I feel worse,
Than a lonesome kid
I lock my feelings away
It will all be okay
It’s all inside
But starting to show
Everything that
I was suppose to let go
My veins are bleeding
My eyes are tearing
It’s all coming out
And everyone will know
All the secrets
That weren’t meant to be told
I don’t belong to me
I don’t have my keys
I grew up to fast
And have nothing to believe
I don’t know what I want
Or even what I need
Please don’t ask to help
Because with myself I have to cope
Maybe its wrong
And its damn sure not fair
That I was given this life
To forever to bear
I live it alone
And in silence I belong
I can’t find peace
And there is no hope
My feelings stay
After all the stories I wrote
The blood is pouring
And the tears are flowing
It’s all out
All the hurt and pain
But still again its here
And I know it will stay
So I’ll go in silent sleep
To let go of painful memories
Her deadening cries,
Echoing through the night,
She is seen only by his empty eyes,
Yet never does she know that he is blind to her plight.
Questions burning,
Behind her lips sealed shut,
Answers churning,
In his forever closed mind.
The feelings she will try to deny,
Yet the pain of wondering,
If the time will ever come when he will say goodbye,
Will remain forevermore.
She sits there alone,
Wrapped up in his arms,
Letting out a silent moan,
As she gives in to her feelings once again.
Forbidden feelings fill,
Her every breath with remorse,
The regret will chill her,
She has created her own Personal Hell.
Damned to spend forever,
Loving the one she cannot have,
One she cannot touch ever,
For he shall disappear.
Always she lies,
To herself,
Blind to the truth told in his eyes,
Of the love he feels for her.
Forever damning herself,
To her own Personal Hell,
While he is to proud to tell her himself,
Those three little words that would release her from,
Her Own Personal Hell.
Stuck in the world with no way to get out, left all
alone all by yourself,
Sadness builds and swallows you whole, shatters
your heat and picks at your soul,
Darkness erupts and covers all you know, leaving
you with nothing but a heart made of coal,
Emptiness fills you as your feelings burst, this is
nothing you thought you would see first,
No one to help subside these feelings of deception, left
with nothing to guide you in the right direction,
The end has come with no way out, so you bow your
head because you know what it's all about.
How could anyone love her now
She'll always wear the scars
It doesn't give her any satisfaction
To know the reason, sits behind bars
She'll always live this nightmare
For it's written all over her face
He carved her up, with a broken bottle
That she wears each day in disgrace
People stare, as she walks down the street
And she hangs her head in shame
Even though, she did nothing wrong
She still harbors, the feelings of blame
"Why me?", She thinks to herself
"What did I do to deserve this fate?"
The feelings she has, is foreign to her
For it's nothing but rage and hate
She no longer has the stomach
For the person she's become
Her pain and sorrow will keep her awake
Until the deed is done
She picks up a broken bottle
As she hangs her head and sighs
She feels the glass caressing her wrist
Then she closes her eyes and dies