Why?

i feel like im going to cry.. but why? i have not told a lie, and even when i try... i feel so shy... there was someone there, but who? and where? i have my thoughts and feelings to share.. i look again, nobody is there.. this feeling i have is rare, i sit down in a hard chair.. i felt pressured, this cant be measured... constantly having names thrown at me.. i feel so lonely.. this is the feeling im fighting. my thoughts are tightening.. i want to change.. i want to get out of this range. i wish these feelings would just stop. because im about to drop... the question i ask though, Why?