Painful Memories

I lock my feelings away It will all be okay It’s all inside But starting to show Everything that I was suppose to let go My veins are bleeding My eyes are tearing It’s all coming out And everyone will know All the secrets That weren’t meant to be told I don’t belong to me I don’t have my keys I grew up to fast And have nothing to believe I don’t know what I want Or even what I need Please don’t ask to help Because with myself I have to cope Maybe its wrong And its damn sure not fair That I was given this life To forever to bear I live it alone And in silence I belong I can’t find peace And there is no hope My feelings stay After all the stories I wrote The blood is pouring And the tears are flowing It’s all out All the hurt and pain But still again its here And I know it will stay So I’ll go in silent sleep To let go of painful memories