Best Mendoza Poems
Although I met you long ago it seems like we just met. I remember it like it was yesterday. It's a day I'll never forget. And now you're here back in my life and feels just like a dream. Because the one thing I always remembered about you were your eyes. They still have that gleam. So now it seems like time stood still so we could meet again. And now this feels just like the beginning of a love that will not end. So I often wonder about this feeling of love that I felt for you. And I often crave for that beautiful feeling of your love that feels so true. But there are days when reality hits and I realize that you're not mine. And that maybe the love you had for me has suddenly run out of time. Because some days there's not enough time it seems. For up to laugh and joke and share our dreams. And there's not enough time for us to be just a man and a woman. Just you just me. And there's not enough time for us to kiss. Or for me to tell you things like this. So if I could I'd find a way. To stop all the clocks on earth today. And then maybe even that won't do. Because I need an eternity for loving you. But if I could love you just for today. I think maybe even I would be ok. And then when you kiss me I'll know it's right. Because our rekindled love will last all night. c. R. Mendoza
Lord Eternal God
Please forgive me if I have Lust or excessive desire for sinful pleasures
Forbidden by the 6th Commandment
Distaste of holy things, perverted conscience
Hatred of Eternal God and complete loss of faith
Please give me Chastity
the behavior of man or woman that is accepted from the moral standards
Guidelines of our culture
It is the opposite of lust
Appreciate Your understanding.
Posted: 6272018
Poetry Form: Didactic
Copyright © Jacqueline R. Mendoza
Our Eternal Father who art in heaven hallowed be Your name, Your kingdom come, Your will be done on earth as it is in heaven. Give us this day our daily bread and forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us, lead us not into temptation but deliver us from evil, Amen
Hail Mother Mary full of grace, the Lord Eternal God is with you, blessed are you among women and blessed is the fruit of your womb, Father Christ
Holy Mother Mary, mother of our Lord Eternal God, pray for us sinners now and at the hour of our death, Amen.
Glory be to the Eternal Father, the Eternal Son, the Eternal Holy Spirit, as it was in the beginning is now and ever will be world without end, Amen. 1022017
Lord Eternal God
You told the baby angel to “Tell the priest that the babies are safe in heaven…”
Please give Pro-life people wisdom to deeply understand the points of women that did or will do abortion
“You want to give women chance/choice to save ourselves”
The chance to search for our wonderful life
A choice whether to abort this baby or not
My choice has already been done
Pease give us Perseverance to live our lives peacefully despite of all the difficulties were facing
Please give us courage to do the impossible because we believe in You in Father Christ name
Amen
Prayer to Poem: 6282018
Poetry Form: Dramatic Monologue
Copyright © Jacqueline R. Mendoza
Outline of the Book of Revelations
Introduction and Apocalyptic Christ, Ch 1
The 7 Churches, Ch. 2-3
Heavenly Liturgy, Ch. 4
Scroll and the Lamb, Ch. 5
Seven Seals Ch. 6-7
Seven Angelic Trumpets, Ch. 8-11
Seven Apocalyptic Personages
a. Mother Mary, Ch. 12
b. Father Christ
c. Michael
d. Dragon
Satanic Trinity
a. Devil, Ch. 12
b. Sea Beast, Ch. 13
c. First Angel against Devil
d. Second Angel against Sea Beast
e. Third Angel against Land Beast
14,000 Virgins, Ch. 14
Seven Bowls of Wrath, Ch. 15-16
Fall of Whore City, Ch. 17-18
Marriage Liturgy of the Lamb, Ch. 19
The Millennium, Ch. 20
a.. Judgment of the Beasts, Satan and the Dead
New Heaven, New Earth, New Jerusalem, Ch. 21
River of Life, Ch. 22
Written: 10012018
Poetry Form: List
Copyright © Jacqueline R. Mendoza
Lines, Launch Angles and Curve Balls
The boys of summer
Set up for a season of lines, launch angles and curve balls
With straight chalky lines leading to a field of dreams
Where line-ups keep the line moving
On frozen ropes to climb the ladder into the catbird seat
Above the Mendoza line when outlines of a waving pennant envision
Crooked numbers and dusty home plates where grand salamis
Foil curves balls in flying angle launch lines – not lined out,
Not out of line
To make power lines for a hitter’s line of sight
And for bases lines, nicknamed the 45’ line,
That call for calls of fair ball down the line
Or foul across the foul line
To guide the line – fair or foul -
And lines of music for the seventh inning stretch, or the chin,
Sung in lusty lines of fans in seat lines
Or in line for nachos, popcorn, brats and beer –
To cheer the back door slider, can of corn or Uncle Charlie –
A Bronx cheer or line of boos –
A summer lineup card of seeing-eye doubles down the line,
Balls climbing up the ladder lines
Nestled in a flat curve
For lines creating perfect diamond angles
Ringing with famous lines
“Batter up!”
For “There’s no crying in baseball.” –
A nervous breakdown in nine innings” -
Because “It’s outta here!”
“Adios Pelota!” “Good bye Mr. Spaulding!”
“Holy Cow!” “Long gone!”
“Put it on the board” “Hey! Hey!”
“Oh Doctor!” “Bye, bye baby!”
And “It ain’t over till it’s over!”
Because “It’s getting late early.”
And “The impossible just happened.” “Forget it!”
“Hello again everybody! It’s a bee-yoo-tiful day for baseball.”
“How about that?”
“If it wasn’t for baseball I’d be in either the penitentiary or cemetery.”
“Remember these two things – play hard and have fun.”
With lines, launch angles and curve balls.
Opening Day April 1, 2021
Eternal God
I thank you for understanding the difficulties I will face if I give birth to this baby
Our lives will have daily hardship if I continue to give birth to this child
Please give me courage to face the people who are against aborting this baby
Shower them wisdom or deep understanding for the reasons of me aborting this child
The baby angel says that You said “the babies are safe in heaven…”
I also want to thank You for giving us women chance in finding my (our lives) life
Choice of whether I’ll abort this child or not but my choice is already done
Finally I thank you for your wisdom to understand where I am
For Your forgiveness in Father Christ name
Amen
Prayer to Poem: 6282018
Poetry Form: Dramatic Monologue
Copyright © Jacqueline R. Mendoza
Prayer for Abortion 3
Eternal Father
mycatholicsource.com used colorful words to describe abortion
They said that it is killing of a human being but that fetus is very young to feel the pain
I don’t even think they know it yet
But the point is our Lord said that the babies are safe in heaven
God wants to give women chance/choice to save ourselves
Please give us wisdom to deeply understand the consequence of the scenario
If I continue this child, my life would be broken; torn with difficulties and trials
I ask for your forgiveness if it is called killing but I don’t think so because You know it is not
I did it to save people
My life and the life of my baby from frustrations, misfortunes Dilemmas that life has to offer
I thank You for understanding and forgiveness in Father Christ name
Amen
Prayer to Poem: 6282018
Poetry Form: Dramatic Monologue
Copyright © Jacqueline R. Mendoza
We were all saddened to learn of the death this week of one of our hardest working citizens. SOMEONE ELSE. When SOMEONE ELSE died it created a huge void in our community that will be difficult to fill. SOMEONE ELSE was with us for many years. SOMEONE ELSE always did far more than a normal person's share of the work. Whenever there was a job to do, overtime to pull, or a meeting to attend. One name was always on everyone's lips. "Let SOMEONE ELSE do it". Whenever there was a need everyone just assumed that SOMEONE ELSE would volunteer. It was common knowledge that SOMEONE ELSE was the hardest worker in our community. SOMEONE ELSE was a wonderful person who often appeared superhuman. In all honesty. Everyone expected to much of SOMEONE ELSE. So now that SOMEONE ELSE is gone, what will happen to our schools, our children, our churches, our community. SOMEONE ELSE left a marvelous example for us to follow. But now who is going to do the work SOMEONE ELSE did. Will it be you. Or will it be SOMEONE ELSE. c. Rodney Mendoza
Hello
Jacqueline R. Mendoza
Filipino, 38 years of age
Got disabled on October 11, 1999
Was diagnosed on 2013
With Depression Mental illness
Last February 2012, saw a vision
A curly blond baby angel
Appeared to me
Looking at me intently
He said to "Tell the priest that the babies are safe in heaven
God, wants to give women chance (on the left ear)
Choice (On the right ear), to save themselves"
Saw my previous tragic car accident
Spiritual Director said "It's turning point of my life"
Its called private revelation
After searching for a spiritual director
Thought, Fr. Alex Legaspi
Thought, Fr. Jesus Labor but
Eternal God said he is my soul mate
Really cannot be
Eternal God gave Fr. Piers Lahey
Pastor of St. Andrew Catholic Church, Daly City CA.
Christmas Eve 2012, Eternal God told me to write a litany
After many trials of finding a title
Eternal God gave me “Litany of Divine Truth”
Failed to write the date when Sacred Heart told me “shave my hair”
Our bathroom is always clogging
Fr. Piers sent me to Legion of Mary or other smaller groups of the Church
Start sharing my vision, see what they say
Father Christ said “Reverence is for the Righteous”
Called Him Father Christ, Mother Mary
“You say please when asking for something”
Called Him Father Christ, He’s a High Priest
An Eternal High Priest
Propagate it
Didn’t want to, it just came from me, I’m nobody
Sensed He’s sad
“Okay, You will help me okay?”
Result, made Reverence Rosary
Novena for the abortion
Gave Fr. Piers
You have questions
Call me #(650)-307-2062
Remembering the Past
Tito is Tagalog of Uncle
Tito David Rodriguez and Tito Willie Totanes are very good friends
Up rising Star-Ms. Jacqueline R. Mendoza
Tito David recruited me to Filipino American Multimedia Entertainment (FAME)
on the 90’s
Tito David is a Filipino model, journalist, actor in FAME
Up rising Star-Ms. Jacqueline R. Mendoza
Tito Willie Totanes strongly supports me
He drives me around the bay area
Uprising Star-Ms. Jacqueline R. Mendoza
Tito David is Also a base in Anima Christi choir at St. Andrew, Daly City CA
Both of them are supporting me
Up rising Star-Ms. Jacqueline R. Mendoza
Directed by the late Mr. Jesse Pangilinan
Who passed away
Up rising Star-Ms. Jacqueline R. Mendoza
Supported with Mr. Prospero Luna
A Retired Comedian and actor in the Philippines
Up rising Star-Ms. Jacqueline R. Mendoza
Knew by my late father
Mayor Leonardo G. Mendoza
Up rising Star-Ms. Jacqueline R. Mendoza
Mayor of San Pascual, Batangas City, Philippines
Returning to FAME
Up rising Star-Ms. Jacqueline R. Mendoza
I would sing all throughout the Bay area
Had shows
Up rising Star-Ms. Jacqueline R. Mendoza
Sang at some Filipino gathering in SF, CA
Concert on October 11, 1998: Outrage on Stage Launching my only Song-Through the Eyes of a Child
Up rising Star-Ms. Jacqueline R. Mendoza
Would Sing in Karaoke beer house
At restaurants and parties in the bay area
Up rising Star-Ms. Jacqueline R. Mendoza
Sang in Westlake Shopping Center in Daly City, CA
Also sang in Serramonte Mall in Daly City, CA
Up rising Star-Ms. Jacqueline R. Mendoza
Met the Asia’s Song bird of the Philippines
Ms. Regine Velasquez
Up rising Star-Ms. Jacqueline R. Mendoza
And the Song Writer
Mr. Ogie Alcasid
Up rising Star-Ms. Jacqueline R. Mendoza
Tragic Car Accident happened
On October 11, 1999
Up rising Star-Ms. Jacqueline R. Mendoza
The late Director Jesse Pangilinan passed away
FAME disbanded
Up rising Star-Ms. Jacqueline R. Mendoza
As of now a client of Heart Soul’s True Hope
In North County, Daly City, California
Up rising Star-Ms. Jacqueline R. Mendoza
God took my singing career and He changed it to Poetry
He changed it to a harder one because I have to learn poetry but I’m having fun
Up rising Star-Ms. Jacqueline R. Mendoza
We all had to crawl before we could walk. And all of us mumbled before we could talk. When our life first started the world was at our feet. There wasn't anything in life that we could not defeat. We all receive our blessings from the very same GOD. With his blessing our life is easy. It isn't very hard. But we let the devil enter our life through the door that we left unguarded. But God gave us all the warnings. The same warnings we disregarded. We disregarded GODS warnings and we let the devil have his go. And ever since that fateful day he has been killing us nice and slow. But the good thing about our GOD. He doesn't forsake what he has made. Even though we didn't listen and we continually disobeyed. He continues to save our life even in our darkest hour. Because the good thing about our GOD is that no one can defeat his power. His power encompasses the world and his blessings never end. His love is everlasting and on his grace you can depend. When GOD created us as his children he had only two things in mind. He wanted us to be loving and to each other we should be kind. So if during our life we do only those two things. Whenever we enter the gates of heaven we should get our angel wings. c. R. Mendoza
Although we are known as veterans we're still soldiers in our heart. And although the war still rages on, we still remain to do our part. We still remain to carry the burden and the tears of the soldiers who have died. And we remain to see our wounded friends. That's their testament that they tried. And although we no longer fight on the bloody battlefield of hell. We still remain behind for those who will listen to the stories that we tell. We tell of friends that were forged like a precious diamond in time. And of the love we have for all soldiers that no one can ever define. Our war wages on inside of us for an eternity with no peace. Because as long as our comrades die, the war for us does not cease. We still remain to fight our silent battle and shed our silent tear. But we remain to show our comrades that we're veterans who still care. There is nothing that can silence our battle cry and nothing that can ease our pain. Because we will always be soldiers. We are the veterans who still remain. c. R. Mendoza
Jacqueline Mendoza, Disabled Pinay, Filipinos are simple, Brown
Hospitality, Nurse
In the Sacrament of the altar
Lord meets us
Men and women created in God’s image and likeness
Becomes our companion along the way
In this sacrament
The Lord becomes food for us
Satisfy our hunger for truth and freedom
Father Christ becomes for us the food of truth, since only truth can make us free
.
With deep human insight
St. Augustine clearly showed how we are moved spontaneously
Not by constraint
Whenever we encounter something attractive and desirable
Asking himself, what it is that can move us most deeply?
The saintly Bishop went on to say:
“What does our soul desire more passionately than the truth?”
Everyone of us has innate and irresponsible desire for ultimate and definitive truth, the Lord Jesus, “the way, and truth, and the life”
Speaks to our thirsting, pilgrim hearts
Hearts yearning for the source of life
Hearts longing for truth
Father Christ is the truth in person
Drawing the world to Himself
The Sacrament of the Eucharist
Father Christ shows us in particular the truth about love
The very essence of Eternal God
It is evangelical truth which challenges each of us and our whole being
The Church, which finds in the Eucharist the very center of her life
Constantly, concerned to proclaim that Eternal God is love
Father Christ has become for us the food of truth
Church turns to every man
Woman
Inviting them freely
To accept Eternal God’s gift
Written: 2011
Poetry Form: Dramatic Monologue
Copyright © Jacqueline R. Mendoza
Raymund Kolbe 1894-1941
Joined the Franciscan
Helped Nazi including Jews
Sent to Auschwitz was executed
St. Maximilian Kolbe
Written: 8142018
Poetry Form: Cinquain
Copyright © Jacqueline R. Mendoza