Best Inner Thoughts Poems
Death Darkness
Attacks all survivors consumes, All victims
Unwillingly,Careless
Frightful desires , killing everyone
When death is upon us, we hide in our shells and release
All sins we have committed .Darkness consumes all life. It makes you seem
Hopeless...
Dead, yet still breathing.
After you wipe your fortuitous tears , Put on your mask of lies.
Laugh and smile like nothing is wrong.
Take your life don't be shy. I'm your inner thoughts.
Worthless..
Pathetic..
Ugly..
Death will kill you. Darkness will consume you.
Pretty smiles and harmful desires won't save you in the end.
Take the knife,
slice your feelings away.
Drown yourself in self pity.
Death will kill you. Darkness will swallow you.
shadows swam amounst the human heart,
dead to the owner that life has broken apart,
guilt, pain, hate, confusion, doubt,
insanity thrives and exploides to a shout.
boils within the humans inner being,
takes hold of itself and crushes every feeling,
lethal anguish waiting for the pain,
the emptiness thats left will drive you insane.
truth was a lie, and so was love,
a sickening debt to go up above,
forsaken world that forsaken me,
something that killed everything in me.
uncertainty lies within the heart
was always there from the start,
the mind was twisted...was always so,
captivity as it tormented my very soul,
unlocking pain, hate, doubt and shame,
the depressed soul needs to be contained.
Red #1
Unofficial Entry #3
7-23-11
(Side note: I'll just write here since no what will I pay for that premium membership lol As you can tell from the date, I've written this long ago.
I've been contemplating whether or not to join poetrysoup for a while now.
I should've joined earlier. Now I have hundreds to share. Well enjoy my never-shared -'til-today poem entries.)
Nighttime is best/worst time of day.
It's quiet , needa wake up to tomorrow, time to think, can't sleep.
Bruising is like cutting yourself.
Crying is my cocaine.
Despair is my heroine.
Depression is my weed.
Anger is my tobacco.
Vengeance is my duty.
Niceness is my cover.
Jealousy is my complaint.
Comedy is my happy pill.
Uglyness is my karma curse.
It is common of me
to burn my loved ones,
with the flames of my
own emotional resistance,
For to succumb, would eradicate
the persona of my creation,
Thus, eliminating the very core
of my introverted individualism,
As each is devoted to guiding
me toward a greater destiny,
Opening the doors of their essence,
asking "Where to little boy?"
My answer is " To the beloved
serenity that lies only between
a writer and the words that become
powerful statements he cannot say"
As old wounds become reopened
by the painful blade of silence,
I commend them on comprehending
the truth of the delicate situation,
For not one unreturned embrace
is meant to be a personal insult,
Instead, each is a self-sheltered boy
whose compassion hides within ink,
Therefore, I plead for the strength
to love them, by learning to love me,
For my affection of self, is stalled,
by a lack of knowledge of who I am,
Causing confusion in every thought
which weighs on my being,
Imprisoned in the bitter sweetness
of being loved, and being lost,
With convoluted thoughts within me,
I shall write tonight in a place of tranquility,
In hopes of clearing a mind broken asunder,
by the paralyzing silence of an arduous lifestyle
Which I will equate with the last walk home
after the harrowing survival of an odyssey,
And slowly stumble my way back to humanity
With the intent on finding, the boy they knew,
the man I once longed to become,
and the lost person, slowly slipping away,
into the strange depths, of complete isolation
Restless nights of me thinking about the good times we always have...I love to hear you when you laugh...your like my aunt that always made me smile rest in peace on her great behalf...when I think of you my world just become so perfect...so far from basic...your heart is tied to me like elastic..when we kiss I know I will feel the static...shock from our kiss...your lips sweeter then a hersheys bliss...I can't wait till that faithful day that your on my wrist...the day when nothing else matter and the day is filled with our laughter..as we walk to the alter...hand and hand...and my heart has finally land..coming far from the galaxy...where your bright smile led me home nice and safe you see...our love is like a rock..hard and unbreakable..the love you show me is just so remarkable..our bond is so untouchable..when we hold each other and kiss its so loveable..no one can ever come above you in my life...not just because I pray your my future wife...its because when I'm with you I'm going to be all right...like how I hold your body nice and tight...the love I have for you is brighter then a crystal light...the moon light...our love will glide like a kite even if its the middle of the night...you will always be in my sight...I will never go blind because your so fine...very divine...so glad that your mine...-Tyree Thaddeus Ratlieff
As I lay here awake my head is still reeling
It’s hard to describe just what I am feeling
I look into my heart and think why it is so
It can be quite hard sometimes to let it go
I am thinking now how my mind spins
Life takes a hold and no one wins
Deep dark thoughts drifting through
I know its depression and that won’t do
Nothing hurts as much as life itself
Gaining from past conquests and wealth
Years gone by and a future yet to be
Who knows what is in store for me
My feelings lift and the cloud disperses
My heart is now filled with songs and verses
Sunshine fills my body with pleasure
My life is a real and wonderful treasure
Situations that make me smile or cry
Who am I to question why?
Just listening to my feelings inside
That’s where my thoughts stay and hide
As I sit here and gaze upon the vast ocean of infinite stars I ask myself are we ever really alone... Or do the souls and spirits of our lost loved ones look down on us in agonizing pain, pain and sorrow not for themselves for they are now free.. But on our pitiful minds not able to grasp the truths and reality for we are the ones who are truly imprisoned by our own hate and despair impairing our eyes to see what really is.
it hurt me to my heart for you to question what i do
i thought if i told you i loved you that would do
i will never spill the truth about what i do to you
i can't tell you what i do it will hurt you to know the truth
secrets are things you don't tell certain people or maybe just no one
my conscience isn't guilty not one bit but the satisfaction of my mind won't quit
i guess my mind will continue to do its guilty deeds
until it hits destruction overload until it explodes
I won't let you in
But at the same time I won't let you out
Within you make me happy
But outside you make me pout
My inner hopes for you are not true
In reality we can never be a pair
My wish is for us to be happy
But in reality you will never care
What I see is you
You are everything you hope to be
Deep down I care for you like no other
But you can never like me
Everything in your life doesn't go your way
The boy you like will always reject you
Deep down I care, but I know you don't
You just like him, he is everything you do
He is your all
Sleep, think, dream, of him
What you don't know is I can be more
I can be there for you at every whim
But these are just my thoughts within
On the out this can never be reality
In live we can never see
Anything, between you and me
Do you remember the feeling of crying?
the tears slowly streaming down
it's like a warm presence
leaving your body
I can't say I feel comfort in crying
because when I cry
there's no one to wipe the tears away
I take my hands out of my back pockets
holding onto what's left of my pants
and I scoop up my tears in hopes
of keeping my dignity
or maybe my sanity
Staggering thoughts through endless space marks the spot for heart felt grace.
I gaze with desire for kissing action looking close to see reaction.
she closes eyes and parts her lips as i pull her close grabbing hips.
she holds me close with arms pulled tight knowing the moment is perfect and right.
She whispers softly close in ear take me now forget the fear.
The night is young our emotions are free lets do this together you and me.
Splash
Here goes another piece of my heart
Falling in a pool of tears
Pain
That’s what I feel
From the scars throughout the years
Smile
That’s what I do
When I see you stare
Hide
Don’t want you to know
‘Cause I know you don’t care
Time
What I need
To repair my broken heart
Die
That’s what I do
As I fall apart
Silence
What I need to say
I always keep inside
Stay
Please don’t leave me
And never say goodbye
Listen
Hear the words
That are not spoken
Fix
Please repair
What is broken
Each time I see your face,
millions of thoughts come to mind.
Can this be real?
My heart starts racing,
emotions ready to explode,
What is this that I feel?
Just spending time with you,
means everything in the world.
I love who you are.
When we're together,
nothing else matters,
its you and me, we forget the world.
The streets were bustling with people.
out of curiosity my ears tried to catch some noise
Alas,
All it heard was pure silence.
There were no chirping of the birds.
There were no barking of the dogs.
There were no sound of people chattering & quarrelling.
Just .....................my thoughts & only my thoughts
Way deep down inside of me
Where the survival instincts lay
The place in my subconscious
Where the id and libido play
Where my nature and my spirit
Weave the fabric of my soul
Where the inner thoughts inside of me
Ultimately set my goal
Where my rhyme meets my meter
And my thoughts I do conceive
I wonder if I’ve done enough
Before I take my leave