Vampire

what am I? you ask I am nothing you would understand you live in a completely different world than me I am nothing at all really for that’s what a vampire is I am nothing so I must find something something to cure the thirst something to ease the torment I go through my life is not what you think how could anyone envy what I have? envy the long sleepless and lonely nights? or the torture of that horrible thirst? envy the burning flesh in the sun? what is there you find so fascinating about me? I am nothing but darkness and pain my life is lonely and long and full of disbelief disbelief of myself and by others it's not fun it's not glamorous my life is a day to day struggle a struggle with no one but myself and that dammed thirst for blood for energy, the force that will keep me going and without it I won't die for death is to fitting an escape instead I will suffer pain and loneliness this is my life, nothing to envy here nothing here but emptiness to be filled