Unwritten Absence

There are times when it is safe to be in one’s body
As in the time of family way caressing my ribs
Baby who lives because I do with such flare
Tiny little feet kicking me deep in my innards
Such sharp joyous yellow pains tattoo my brain
braided with all the names and things to be for sweet babe

The gay day of burgundy birth 
erases the bloody hurt 
healing cries from my little person
Unwritten absence of hearts searching for
And finding good despite rape
Finding love despite hate
Unwritten absence of being prey
Of sexual assault turned around by fate

During such an act one must fall back
And lean into the abyss recoil insulting kiss
But who knew it would give me truth
Truth in the form of a journey
From rape to faith to power of attorney
He ran from himself inside of me
Blessing my womb with a holy seed a baby

Unwritten absence of smiles at the time
I found I was heavy with child seeming so unkind
Until I decided to make up my mind
And give this babe a heart like mine.

Unwritten absence of hate for the father.
For my love for the child will be a better bother.


Written 9/21/23 for Contest Unwritten Absence 
Sponsor Ink Empress
Copyright © | Year Posted 2023

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Empress Avatar
September 29, 2023 at 3:49 AM
You have expressed so well for individuals that must have been through such challenging times, strong are those that see beyond and strive! Very well written and delivered . Thank you for writing such a meaningful and poignant write. Congratulations on winning
Jones Avatar
September 29, 2023 at 4:40 AM
I did enjoy the challenge and did see so many rise to meet it. Thanks for inspiration and education in your own work. But especially in choosing this to be a fun contest. Hugs
Messina Avatar
September 25, 2023 at 2:16 AM
So sad, yet so heartfelt, Karen. One can only pray that the little one is born with mom's special traits and NOT the monsters. Excellent write and entry for the contest. BOL...Charlie
Jones Avatar
September 25, 2023 at 2:54 AM
Agree. But with nuture hopefully willing over that nature. I have empathy for women in such situations. Thanks for reading Charles!
Maul Avatar
September 24, 2023 at 12:30 PM
This was a serious piece of writing
Jones Avatar
September 24, 2023 at 12:32 PM
Thank you for even reading!
M  Avatar
September 23, 2023 at 9:01 AM
WOW what a poignant write Karen! Captivating and l love the line “give this babe a heart like mine” Beautiful….Debx
Jones Avatar
September 23, 2023 at 9:17 AM
I appreciate your reading it more than you know Deb! Thanks and have a happy weekend.
Brotherton Avatar
September 22, 2023 at 4:54 AM
Such an inspiring piece Karen. This would be a great poem for a spoken word performance. Good luck on the contest.
Jones Avatar
September 22, 2023 at 5:14 AM
You are kind to even read it. Thanks for the well wishes and for stopping by.
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