Premiere Contest WinnerThe Face of the Buddha

( This poem is about the ' Killing Fields' of Cambodia, 1975-79,  where as many as 2 million people were murdered by the communist Khmer Rouge. I taught in Phnom-Penh from '73-74, and never met a people I liked more.)



They haunt me still, 
the brown children laughing, always laughing, 
the women voluptuous, languid, 
their movement almost an invitation....

Even the traffic policeman: 
crisp, clean, proud in uniform,
moving with ballerina grace 
as hordes of cyclos and mopeds
and the occasional automobile 
pirouette endlessly about him,
impatient bees made quiescent 
by surreal beauty of white-gloved arms
cutting through thick tropical air....

Everywhere was grace, gentleness: 
temples incandescent at dawn,
with ant trails of orange-robed monks 
cradling their pot-belly begging bowls,
the patient women standing by the road 
to lump rice into the begging bowls,
the monks always staring blankly ahead 
as the women bowed low in reverence,
grateful their gift of life was taken....

And oh, how wondrous it was: 
an accident in the street, yet no anger,
no bile--forgiveness, felt before thought, 
thought before uttered....

How could such a people murder?
No, not murder-- slaughter!
Their mothers, fathers, aunts, uncles,
teachers, priests, friends and children too.
Change temples of peace into charnel-houses?
Schools of knowledge into abattoirs?

They photographed every butchered lamb,
like the devil's children on holiday,
and decorated the classroom walls,
a show-and-tell of horror and despair.

Why? Why?-- 
Why such pain on 
such a gentle people?
Why did God hide His face 
while the world turned its back?

Fifty,
fifty,
fifty 
years 
and still...
still they haunt me.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2014

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Liguori Avatar
March 12, 2022 at 6:51 PM
unbelievable. thanks for sharing. let us pray for world peace and this never happens again.
Carber Avatar
March 14, 2022 at 3:47 PM
Thanks Robert, but I'm afraid it's happening right now in Ukraine-- the evil in men never goes away without turning to God....
Alex Avatar
March 10, 2022 at 8:46 PM
Buddha face faded now - It's true of the world madness. Beautifully written. Congratulations!
Carber Avatar
March 12, 2022 at 10:39 AM
Sadly so-- thanks !
Grasso Avatar
December 25, 2021 at 8:56 AM
Congratulations, L.J.! Well done! ...Fran
Carber Avatar
December 26, 2021 at 9:24 AM
Thank you Fran!
Peck Avatar
December 23, 2021 at 8:50 AM
I had no idea the people of Cambodia were, basically, so gentle. Because of Viet Nam, I always thought of the place as killing fields...which it turned out to be. Your poem breaks my heart at what people can do to each other. Thank you for telling this sad, sad story.
Carber Avatar
December 24, 2021 at 9:46 AM
Yes. Ann, that is the irony-- but then Germany in the 1930's was the most advanced culture in the world, in music, science, medicine, so how could they wind up making lamp shades out of human beings? If God did not exist, we would have to invent him because we humans are broken beings.
Agustin Avatar
December 22, 2021 at 6:50 PM
Congrats! Thanks for sharing this---and yes, for courageously exposing war's grim reality' in your awesome poetic way. God bless you.
Carber Avatar
December 23, 2021 at 7:32 AM
Thanks Beata--and may God keep you and yours in 2022!
Sambourne Avatar
December 22, 2021 at 12:49 PM
Strong phrasing throughout, like " ...the devil's children on holidays." Congratulations on your powerful write. Brian
Carber Avatar
December 22, 2021 at 4:54 PM
Thank you Brian, I appreciate it!
Flood Avatar
December 22, 2021 at 11:12 AM
This all occurred at the time I was leaving school, starting work, being a teenager with cash in hand and little interest in world events… and yet I recall the news reports quite vividly. What those news reports didn’t tell us, was about the real people behind/before the carnage. Your poem has been an education, L.J. Congrats on your win. Terry
Carber Avatar
December 22, 2021 at 11:46 AM
Thank you Terry-- it was an education for me as well--I saw even before I left the hypocrisy of the socialist Khmer Rouge who claimed they were for the poor people but one Sunday morning fire-bombed the poorest part of Phnom Penh, killing 100's of people.
Alex Avatar
December 22, 2021 at 8:44 AM
"Change temples of peace into charnel-houses? Schools of knowledge into abattoirs?" - Great Writing. Congratulations!
Carber Avatar
December 22, 2021 at 9:39 AM
Thank you, Christuraj-- and may I wish you a joyous holiday and a blessed and most creative 2022!
Zahid Avatar
December 22, 2021 at 5:27 AM
Congratulations on your placement in the contest
Carber Avatar
December 22, 2021 at 9:38 AM
Thank you!
Gauthier Avatar
January 9, 2021 at 10:08 AM
powerful ~
Balasubramanian Avatar
September 28, 2020 at 4:31 AM
WOW! What a splendid write. Vivid imagery. It transported me to combodia. Thanks. God bless you. Take care. Warm regards, 6AXRama
Carber Avatar
September 28, 2020 at 7:41 AM
Thank you, Rama--have you been to Cambodia? If so, I'd love to hear about it.
Radhakrishna Avatar
August 22, 2020 at 1:21 PM
A brilliant poem! After reading your poem, I want to visit Cambodia! What a terrible tragedy!! What a dastardly experience you must have had! Thanks for sharing your experiences! Congrats on your well deserved win!
Carber Avatar
August 23, 2020 at 10:23 AM
Thank you Krish, and nice to meet you!
Andresen Avatar
August 22, 2020 at 11:25 AM
- Many interesting questions, L.J. :) - Congratulations on your top win :) - hugs // Anne-Lise :)
Carber Avatar
August 23, 2020 at 10:23 AM
Thanks, Anne-Lise
Ermine Avatar
August 22, 2020 at 8:37 AM
Whole hearted Congratulations. Gut wrenching and tangible, poem dug from painful depths. You're right, forty years might as well be days. I hate to imagine the horror of Cambodia those terrible times. You're brave beyond compare.
Carber Avatar
August 23, 2020 at 10:25 AM
No, my friend, I was able to leave-- the brave ones are those who stayed as their country was being destroyed--but thank you....
Chiri Avatar
January 18, 2020 at 2:47 PM
Congratulations on your top win!;)
Carber Avatar
January 19, 2020 at 10:16 AM
Thank you, Brenda
Barden Avatar
December 21, 2019 at 4:42 AM
This is superb - I love Vietnam and its amazingly resilient people! Sincere congratulations on your Honorable Mention in Brian's contest, LJ - best wishes and blessings to you and yours for a Merry Christmas! Keep up the great work, my friend! :o)
Carber Avatar
December 22, 2019 at 9:58 AM
Thanks Greg-- I think I was born with an affinity for East Asia[my wife is Chinese]. A joyous Christmas and a blessed 2020 to you and yours as well!
Chiri Avatar
December 21, 2019 at 4:19 AM
LJ congrats on your placement!;)
Carber Avatar
December 22, 2019 at 9:59 AM
Thanks, Brenda--and Merry Christmas and a happy 2020!
Awtry Avatar
June 5, 2019 at 8:18 PM
your description of the people is tender and beautiful... contrasting so sharply with the slaughter. what awful loss...
Carber Avatar
June 6, 2019 at 7:51 AM
Thanks--evil will always be incomprehensible.
Rodrigues Avatar
June 5, 2019 at 3:06 PM
Wow! I can understand why! Even one death...but so many and the photos on the walls. A heart wrenching write! Congratulations on top win!
Carber Avatar
June 6, 2019 at 7:52 AM
Thank you Kim-- I still wonder why the communists felt the need to put up photos of their victims.
Gauthier Avatar
June 5, 2019 at 2:01 PM
Back with even more congrats. Awesome poem, LJ.
Carber Avatar
June 6, 2019 at 7:52 AM
Thanks, Line
Dietrich Avatar
April 21, 2019 at 3:39 PM
are you saying that the very people you loved enacted these murders? When you wrote "How could such a people murder?" I am assuming they were a part of the regime doing the slaughter? If so, that is very disturbing!!! I really love the descriptiveness of your poetry, particularly how the people are described in the first half of this poem. Congrats for your marathon win. This is a FAVE for me.
Carber Avatar
April 22, 2019 at 7:12 AM
Well, in a sense, yes, Andrea. If you've seen the film or read the book, 'Killing Fields', you'll see how the communist Khmer Rouge recruited teenagers and then virtually directed them to kill their own people, sometimes even their own family members. It was in effect a self-inflicted genocide, killing up to a 1/4 or 2 million of their own people.
Gauthier Avatar
April 20, 2019 at 11:06 PM
A most striking poem, LJ. Back with more congrats
Carber Avatar
April 21, 2019 at 7:06 AM
Thanks Line-- and congrats as well!
Toney Avatar
April 20, 2019 at 5:42 PM
L. J., after 122 days, 27 contests, and 945 submitted poems, my 2019 Poetry Marathon Contest has finally come to its end. Congratulations on placing 25th overall in the marathon! There is no provision to denote this in the Standard Contest other than Honorable Mention. Your participation in my contests is much appreciated. ~Mark
Carber Avatar
April 21, 2019 at 7:06 AM
Thank you
Gauthier Avatar
January 1, 2019 at 12:56 PM
Wow. Very disturbing and moving. Congrats on your well deserved win... and mostly on bringing the memory to life.
Carber Avatar
January 1, 2019 at 3:25 PM
Thank you Line-- this is one poem I wish I never had to write.
Cornish Avatar
January 1, 2019 at 12:30 PM
Such a powerful heart rending depiction LJ!
Carber Avatar
January 1, 2019 at 3:25 PM
Thanks Craig-- much appreciated.
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