The Battle Between Body and Spirit

The battle between body and spirit Housed as I am, in this earthenware vessel I witness, the raging between body and spirit. My mood- sullen and morose, a telling sign- a flashing indicator- pointing to a weakness in my will, a slow debilitating decline in my convictions- indicating a buttressing of my resolve- is urgently needed. This paroxysm has been a body blow, and my spirit is reeling. I am cloistered, incarcerated now these three years, having served a portion of my sentence. What is my crime? These four walls, such contemptible, wretched creatures- mock me, taunt me, deride me as weak and worthless; but I know better! I am shackled to the two evil twins- misery and myalgia- myrmidons- secret agents of the devil serving at his pleasure. Hell-bent they are on a wicked crusade raping and pillaging the golden storehouses of my treasured faith and hope. Sacred vaults protect my integrity, my zeal is still intact. As I wrestle with my afflictions I throw tantrums-like a feral beast charging towards the drawn sword. However, I succumb to the inevitable. I sense the folly of the fight and submit, although-unwillingly to this intransigent, auto-immune disease. How do you fight an enemy who is entrenched in your marrow? This enemy is coercing me on this death march and it is unrelenting in it's insistence. The gates of Sheol* beckon to me to enter, I resist the clarion call, although the gravity draws me ever closer to my sealed fate. I see visions of paradise, here on earth, where pain is no more, and all suffering is a distant memory until eternity erases it from my mind. Unfortunately, for me, looks like I'll be taking the subway, instead of the train to paradise. December 17,2018 For Misery contest Edward Ibeh *Sheol Hebrew for the grave. Not hell as a burning place of torment as is commonly taught and believed.