Scrawls Of Heartbroken Stillness

I turn the leaves of my old diaries.
Wherein my passions and anxieties
Together with your dried rose petals, sleep.
They savor your scent and bitterly weep.

Our glances, touches, cuddles, and kisses
Fun-filled, playfully hopping-mad hisses
Our desires, dreams, hopes, and aspirations
Did all these, like sheds, have no foundations?

Creeds and credos weren't causes for our split.
What's the root of our emotional rift?
You left me as though I were a stranger.
Did I not guard you from every danger?

I wandered as though a mad man for long.
You refused to hear this nightingale's song.
I went on mending my shattered spirit.
What could I esteem as my true merit?

I had, indeed, moments of happiness.
My diaries have scrawls of soft stillness.
Yet, a pain, like a sword, pierces my heart.
I feel as though my soul is torn apart.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2025

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La France Avatar
August 1, 2025 at 8:00 AM
Chris, congratulations on your win in my Heartbroken contest, your poem is well done, blessings ~
George Avatar
July 22, 2025 at 9:24 PM
Beautifully and poignantly written. Desertion in love without any serious reasons will definitely break the heart of a lover. "I wandered as though a mad man for long. You refused to hear this nightingale's song. I went on mending my shattered spirit. What could I esteem as my true merit?" Love this stanza! Congratulations on your podium win.
Goldsmith Avatar
July 22, 2025 at 8:20 AM
Congratulations on your win. I enjoyed reading your wonderful write. Have a blessed day with your win..........
Alex Avatar
July 22, 2025 at 9:37 AM
Thank you very much. May God Bless You!
Baker Avatar
July 14, 2025 at 6:11 PM
A terrible thing to experience, my friend. My thoughts and prayers are with you both as you live life in a different space and on a different path now. Your poet friend in Texas, Bill
Alex Avatar
July 14, 2025 at 7:48 PM
Thank you very much. May God Bless You!
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