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Poetry and I Are On a First Name Basis

poetry
           knows my 
                       name 
                               haunting 
      me 
             throughout 
                         the 
            silence of the night
 culling me 
         into a false sense of 
                                        warmth 
                                                   and security
          here
                 take this       
                          poisoned quill 
                     it whispers
fill the ink bottle 
                     with your 
                                   tears 
                    and 
                             blood
scribble 
              all that pain 
                          upon this leathered parchment          

                 every 
                         l
                          e
                           t
                            t
                             e
                              r 
                                reverberating 
     from my frayed 
                           n
                             e
                               r
                                v
                                 e
                                   s
bloodshot eyes 
                         from 
                                 countless 
            sleepless days
With each 
          e
            x
              h
                a
                  l
                   a
                     t
                      i
                       o
                         n
                             I can feel 
                                          the life slowly     
                                       begin
                    to leave my 
                                    weary body
r
   e
     c
       o
         r
           d 
             the past traumas 
      one last time
                           write
                                  erase
                                           rewrite
                                                      until
 i get every 
                 meticulous 
           detail right
don’t want to suffer these
                      injustices for an 
                        e
                          t
                           e
                             r
                              n
                                i
                                 t
                                  y
purge 
         the bitter acid 
    from the pit of my 
                        stomach
cleanse 
             the narcissistic abuse 
         from my waking 
                                 nightmares
feverishly fill 
                    saline soaked 
           book after book
until the final 
                   microscopic 
                                     b
                                      r
                                      e
                                       a
                                        t
                                        h
                                leaves this shaking body
place the quill
                      between ground down teeth
         bite down and 
   swallow the poison
concluding 
               the closing chapter 
     of this misguided
 maddening 
            e
             x
              i
              s
               t
                e
                 n
                  c
                    e

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Date: 4/21/2025 10:27:00 AM
Hello Sara Jama, Sara it must have taken you all day to do a poem like this. You did it very well. Enjoy your day my friend. /Darlene/
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Darlene De Beaulieu
Date: 4/22/2025 11:01:00 AM
Hello Sara, You are very welcome. enjoy your day my friend. /Darlene/
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Sara Jama
Date: 4/21/2025 11:12:00 AM
Thank you very much.
Date: 4/6/2025 4:15:00 AM
Dear sara, Appropriate entry for the contest, and i love how you've written this profound poem! Thank you for sharing and for supporting the contest! Congratulations on your top win! Well deserved! Sending you light
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Sara Jama
Date: 4/21/2025 11:12:00 AM
Thank you Ink.
Date: 9/30/2024 2:50:00 PM
I came to see your first poem here. It looks like you enjoy dark poetry. Nothing wrong with that. This is very well written.
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Sara Jama
Date: 4/21/2025 11:12:00 AM
Thank you very much.
Date: 9/27/2023 4:47:00 PM
Creative and thought-provoking poetry, Sara. I'll be following your poetry and hope you'll follow mine so we can get to know each other ... anyone that's a friend of Ink Empress is someone I want to read and know. Welcome to Poetry Soup. My wife writes here also under the name: Sara Etgen-Baker. Have a great stay here at the Soup! A poet friend in the making, Bill
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Sara Jama
Date: 4/21/2025 11:12:00 AM
Thank you for your kind words.
Date: 9/25/2023 3:47:00 AM
Queen of darkness you are grumpy goth! Poetry and you definitely have a strong bond going and you are one of the very first i did a collaboration on instagram with! And your rhymes I still remember! And yess, i will forever be your soul sister here to support and read your work! I loveee this poem especially the wordplay! Is insane! So good! Nailed it
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Sara Jama
Date: 9/25/2023 5:20:00 AM
Thank you so much Ink. I truly appreciate your support and being part of my family.
Date: 9/25/2023 3:44:00 AM
Very creative
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Sara Jama
Date: 4/21/2025 11:11:00 AM
Thank you very much.

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