Open Letter

I struggle with depression I struggle with pain Every morning I wake up It seems like it's in vain My family they love me But it's me who don't love me I look into the mirror And all I see is terror Its like I'm lost in a maze For Every night I blaze But when the high goes away The devil comes out to play The sun never shines Only clouds they show All my calls you decline The reason I want to know I have everything I want I have everything I need But yet I'm so unhappy This depression is so real I lay down at night and cry myself to sleep You would think that I'm lying cuz there are no tears to show I long for the day that I don't wake up The glorious day that I return to dust I've come a long way from where I was before I just don't want to go on living anymore