Odilon Redon Closed Eyes Blue

can you tell me? do eyelids rest when closed - or does effort increase? it all feels spring loaded to me as I sit here, I don't want the answer to that no - let us set that aside where do we look with closed eyes? or in sleep? for sight has not been explained to me or else I didn't listen... so here in semi conscious wonder I lay with closed eyes, casting my gaze casting my thoughts willing for something to catch hold out of sight, but tugging just enough that I sense it like the flicker of an eyelid I've not mentioned ears but they just fell silent I hadn't registered the noise before the contrast if we oscillate it's hard to get a bearing we let everything rest we don't question it just expect the cycle of wakefulness and sleep not knowing which feeds the other maybe don't answer my questions not right now