My Harsh Reality

I'm fighting so hard, my brain is literally in a battle.
           I want to do it so bad. I just want to feel that pain. 
           I want all this to just go away.
           I feel numb and anxious at the same time. 
           It's making me sick to my stomach. All day long it just won't stop.
           It's consuming my life.
         
            Should I just fall right back into that awful spot that i disgustingly long for?
                    Or do I stay strong and take all of the terrible blows that my 
             emotions keep enduring?


                                     And on that note, I'm in disbelief.
                                            This is Not Right.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2009

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Fraser Avatar
August 6, 2009 at 11:39 AM
Strong emotional write Stephanie, as Sara has already mentioned - we have all been there. Its how we react when we are there and how we cope>>James
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August 4, 2009 at 11:13 AM
We've all been there. Well written emotion. Sara
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