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My Great Desire

My life’s travails have usually been physical. I don’t know why, and things I live with now sometimes make me almost want to die. Instead I keep on keeping on, and though with hope I pray, I must assume God’s miracle for me is on “delay.” I try to count my blessings, but when all the pain keeps getting worse, I realize that others too have burdens, and it’s like a curse attached to us! It’s hard to keep a show of positivity, and yet to doctors still I go while searching for my remedy! I focus on the things I love and eat well too. That is a fact, for though my mouth feels horrible, at least my taste buds are intact. Strange feelings plague me day and night. My nervous system’s gone haywire. I talk to friends and pray that soon I’ll be once more myself– my great desire. May 19, 2022 For Angela Tune's How You Live Or Have Been Healed From A Difficult And Challenging Health Condition Poetry Contest

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Date: 5/27/2022 11:18:00 PM
Thank you for sharing the challenges you face daily, Andrea. Your poem is a good match for the contest. Good Luck! Thank you, for making the effort, even when facing daily pain, to share your thoughts with us through your mindful poetry. We are blessed that know you and your poetry. Love and prayers, Bill
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Date: 5/22/2022 12:14:00 PM
So well said, life can be really hard, seems like there are several poets here dealing with pain and illness and finding beauty that helps us all.
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Date: 5/21/2022 10:22:00 AM
i put you on our prayer list, i suffered from chronic pain and still do. long ago i went off all pain medications and began searching for answers..i found meditation/mindfulness..at times i am lost in a music/scenery youtube, or a lecture, something that challenges my attention, writing surrounded by music i love, and my body has responded. now naps away from the pain, deep and dream-filled, my mind is too busy,mindfulness begins the ataraxia, i touch with brevity eternity,we are praying for you
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Andrea Dietrich
Date: 5/21/2022 10:52:00 AM
thanks, Timothy. I am not good with meditation, but I do keep very busy with writing, etc. When I just relax on my bed watching movies, I feel ok because the sensations on my back are not strong when I have my back against a chair or am lying on my bed. When I am deep in sleep, all goes away, but I sure can't dream my life away!!
Date: 5/20/2022 12:50:00 PM
you are dealing with things most of us do not have to deal with, all you can do is enjoy your blessings one day at a time
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Andrea Dietrich
Date: 5/20/2022 3:38:00 PM
thanks, Frederic. It's SO weird and I can't join any support groups because I don't know anyone like myself!!
Date: 5/20/2022 2:14:00 AM
Boy this contest is right up your alley isn’t it Andrea? I am so sorry you are struggling with these strange symptoms. I am praying for your health to return my friend. Blessings xxoo
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Andrea Dietrich
Date: 5/20/2022 4:43:00 PM
thanks, Connie. It is what it is. Just makes me so angry that I let a doctor do this to me.
Date: 5/20/2022 1:50:00 AM
Oh don't complain. Big Pharma is always helpful :( Hugs.
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Date: 5/19/2022 10:13:00 PM
Sometimes, even if we pray, miracles happen only 'delayed'. Wait patiently and wait for His time ! May you be relieved of your pain at the earliest....Andrea...
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Andrea Dietrich
Date: 5/21/2022 10:52:00 AM
Thanks, dear.

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